wishhingg`

Thursday, August 28, 2008

finally its the end of the exams!
have been waiting so much for this day to come.
overall i felt ive studied alot.
and my expectations of my results are higher
cus i really put in the effort this time.
so i hope it will pay off somehow or rather.

upcoming events:

ding tai feng with cheryl tml!
shisheido makeup class next wed!
dating cum 23 months anniversary celebration this coming sun
girls outing this sat.
batam trip with darling's family 19-21st sept

im soooo looking forward to all these.

esp the batam trip! haha!

bt right now. im tired..need a very good slp

shall spend the next wk enjoying. and after that..

i'll be looking for a job that last me for 5 wks.

hmms..more updates soon!

fashionUwant wishhed*
8:55 PM

Saturday, August 23, 2008

i notice i culdnt resist the temptation to blog.
after reading some of my friends blogs.
alot of feelings jus rushed thru my mind.

esp wen i read xinyi's blog.
yi qie gui ling.
i experience this before.
when u tried so hard to forget smt
so hard that u fought ur way to become so strong
when no more tears were being shed
so that u wuldnt be so vulnerable.
and yet when it strikes u back.
u arent able to forget what has happened.

i remember putting my blog nick as:
i love to walk in the rain cus no one will notice im crying

i guess all this doesnt matter anymore.
cus right now i've found back my wall.
the wall that went missing and came back
i guess im nt those kinda girl that can survive on their own afterall

what he told me yesterday was sweet.
he asked: do you know why a guy's hand is always under a girl's hand?
i replied: i dunno
and he said: thats because when u fall, im there to catch u.

i guess it jus cleared all my doubts within these few days
the kinda insecurity i had.
esp wen im sick..down with flu and cough
bt its this kinda special power that allows me to move on
to motivate myself to study hard.

no longer do i need to bottom my feelings.
no longer do i need to cry in the rain.
no longer do i need to act strong to protect myself.

i guess i've finally found my answer.
somehow..i feel secure..
i feel so xinfu
to have a loving family, loving bf.and also precious friends.
friends like waiwah, qiukun, ros, bel, xy, hz, cl and cheryl

thks for being there:)

i treasure our friendship..always:)

i love my family. my friends

and of course, u :) my beloved half!

fashionUwant wishhed*
12:57 PM

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

-BLOGGING IS STICTLY PROHIBITED!-

due to the upcoming exams..

there will be strictly no updates in the following weeks.

sry for any inconvenience caused:)

more updates after 28th aug!

stay tune!

fashionUwant wishhed*
11:56 PM

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

too many projects to handle
and its good there are gg to be over soon!
i went to perm my hair agn at west coast tis wk
in the end it turns out not up to my expectation..
wasted my 160 bucks for this cone perm! arghs.
mum say treat it as a lesson!
i guess im gg to wait for my hair to recover before i go rebonding or perming agn
at the home salon i went last time..that was only 55 bucks for perming.
i still prefer the coral one though.
had cramps for consecutive days since wkends.
glad i bid goodbye to them.
breakfast with mum at mac on monday morning cus bd class was cancelled.
it has been long since i sat down with her to eat mac breakfast.
next wk is gg to be study break..
guess i better buck up and score better in order to get me a place in uni.
awaiting for holidays to come.
i tink im gg to get a job since im low in cash now.
had been spending too much recently. someone pls stop me!
and im awaiting for the batam trip with darling and his family this coming sept!
hope its gg to be good! first time im gg on holiday with him:)
i wan my wkend to be a gd one. cus im gg to mug hard next wk!
with that. im ending off here! more updates soon!

fashionUwant wishhed*
9:52 PM

Friday, August 01, 2008

this post is specially delicated to my darling!

HAPPY 22 MONTHS BABY BOY!~

it has been happy for both of us that we made it this far
despite all those unhappiness and endless quarrels..
but with the support of our friends and families.
we manage to get them thru.
today marks the day of our 22mths in this relationship..
and im really happy that i din chose the wrong person afterall.
thks for being my wall even when i dun accept u during secondary sch
for being a lovely bf when we are together..
and i hope u will be my loving husband in the years to come.
u gave me the support that i needed during my stressful days.
the comfort that i need when i started to cry.
the endless care and concern wen im sick.

im happy to have u as my bf.
and im looking forward to more happy moments with u:)
I LOVE U!

fashionUwant wishhed*
5:55 PM