Monday, July 31, 2006

i realised pimples are popping up agn
signs of stress and late nights
ok..i hope facial will help
went to sp as usual todae
and found out MOB was cancelled due to juliana ong on medical leave
so..we have 2 hrs of freetime plus one hr of break
went to the library with the rest
some went to watch dvd while me and cheryl studied MOB
and then i slept for a while..and study agn
went to buy mamee and eat with jiawen..hehe
we love mamees!
went back to library and read mag..till ard 11.45am then we move to EC room
the tcher ordered pizza for us todae..how nice.
had hawaiian and one drumstick! im starting to crave more
so thats my lunch..haha
then we went for accounts.
purely copying the answers for this wks tutorial and check for last wk's ans
went to FC6 and to the vending machine
wanted to get milo bar in the end i din noe it was a wafer
arghs...bt i ate 2 drumsticks there
econs was copying agn..
walked home on a rainy day..jus feeling like it
there was slight drizzle..bt i dun care.
bought my foolscape and wen home
die..i still got a lot to study for MOB. nid to rush a little
thk goodness there isnt econs on thurs. one more hr to study
hoo~ exams are drawing nearer! i dun wan FM!
class chalet coming up..goanna love it. hee
shall be off to do tutorials now. tata!

fashionUwant wishhed*
8:54 PM

Sunday, July 30, 2006

back from my cousin's condo!
todae had a long dae out
first was to go temple and pray in the morning
with mum aunt uncle and yingying
we went bugis. yea. nth much to tok abt
then came back.
came online and chatted a little
after which i did econs bt din finish it
erms. after which me erjie and mum went to visit uncle
he is better now i guess. at least he looks better
undergoing a small operation tml.
will be fine!
then went for my cousin's hse warming
had steamboat wen i expected buffet
actually its only our own family members there
i tot there will be lotsa ppl
anyways. a dispute occurred
it wasnt a pleasant moment sitting there and listening
i actually wanted to take a leave to wait outside bt i guess i shldnt move
played with baby bernice.
after which the two parties were seperated
everyone cooled down and then some went to play bowling
i went too. it was a fun game with my cousins
mum and dad played too
it was quite shocking tat my dad can play so well
although the positioning wasnt correct bt he can strike
and tt was his first time playing this. woo~
mum played a good game as well. cheers for her!
my second time playing this
wasnt really good bt i noe its better than last time
i can finish all in 2 shots now.
shall aim higher next time
practice makes things perfect!
drank half a cup of red wine. its bitter!
first time i went was like 2 yrs go..ard this period of time too
had a good time.
cousin jason's hse was nice
i love the lightings esp
jarvis showed me to his room..its nice
and baby bernice wanted me to carry her by opening up her arms at me
tats cute! played with her
then they came into a debate abt buddhism and christianity
anyways. i still believe in my own religion and i tink it shld be that way
took a cab home with mum and dad
the driver went one whole round. bt in the end he said sry
so yea.its ok.
dint even touch my accounts tutorial yesterdae cus i found out that edwin had my lecture bk
he borrowed and i forget to ask him to return me for me to do referencing
so anyways. my accounts tutorial is not done
shall do it during break tml. feeling guilty of nt doing
bt i have no choice.
shall go to bed now. im exhausted
love yu all!

fashionUwant wishhed*
11:46 PM

Saturday, July 29, 2006

wow..cant believed this is the 500th post in memoriesforeva
to tink of it..i really blog alot. througout this 3 years from 2004
anyways..im falling asleep soon.eyes are closing
shall finish my accounts before i go to bed. which i haven even started
i wanted to use tml to mug for MOB..there r jus lotsa topics to study on
i hope this few wks gets over soon and comes hols
anyways.i shld be thankful that ideas are finally over
was woken up by mum at 7 plus in the morning
she wanted me to go with her to the hospital to c the doc
wanted to use me as a translator to communicate with the doctor
so i reluctantly drag myself outta bed and went with her
waited for like so long and then wasnt allow to c my uncle in the ICU due to visiting hrs
and the doctor had alr left.hais
anyways. went to take breakfast.
then waited in the waiting room or smt..
i din c the doc bt mom does..she din called me alone and left me sitting there
bt in the end i get to go into the ICU to see uncle before i went home
yea..he is fine now..heartbeat stable..thk goodness.
reach home at ard 11 plus. and then bathe
slept for one more hr before waking up to get ready for those choir things
ate dumplings for lunch. mom bought it downstairs
erms. then went to waiwah's hse
din have time to read jiesi's blog as i was told to
and then wen i reached her hse i found out it was 2.30pm instead of 2pm
anyways. i forgot to bring alot of scores
and then xinkai came. followed by jiesi
his shoes was wet and im suppose to bring my hairdryer from home for him
so i went back to get and also the scores.
went to take the bus with the rest at 3 plus
erms..the rain really spoilt my dae
ros and jiesi chased after that 52 while leaving me waiwah xinkai and foongyee behind
and guess wat..we cabbed to JE..
me and xinkai went to meet angyi while fy and ww went to get files
sad to sae.the singing was damn screwed up
i guess we arent prepared enough
maybe its nt the rite occasion to sing or smt
erms.then we went to JE entertainment and sat down
dranked smt and practice songs
headed for dinner and sing agn at another venue
30 mins was quite long. bt i doubt the ppl were listening to us
there wasnt any mics or smt..and we were like making a fool out of ourselves
maybe we shld learn to be more serious next time
to tink abt wat we r suppose to do
wat we wan to achieve for this alumni. wats our main purpose of singing etc
i guess everyone needs a little of reflection in one way or another
cus we cant get on like this if we r like gg for HK for competition next year
if everyone wants the alumni to get on..there nids to be some commitment in one way or another. and of course..cooperation..focus!
anyways. me and waiwah took 105 home after tat
i went to her hse to collect my hairdryer back and met kor's friend
okays. before tat we had a super hard time to open the door
and we actually tot kor was the one playing with us
we even came to do lame things like lock up agn and went to hide
how comical can we get? the door is actually stuck or smt
anyways. its really a long week for me
enough of projects and practices.
and who saes poly life isnt as stressful as jcs. i prove u wrong!
gdnites alumni! we shall work harder!

fashionUwant wishhed*
10:39 PM

Friday, July 28, 2006

this wk is finally coming to an end
im really worn out totally
and yes. im awake from lala land!
feeling everything is the same.
back to reality.
todae woke up quite late
went to buy breakfast all tat
then went for MOB lecture
and i found out that i was the only ger who attended the lecture in my class
two groups were rushing for tat idea project for next wk
and then szeying and desarie din turn up and no one inform me
wells..i sat in btw hanming and dewei..
and i jus culdnt stand david cheong's lame notes.
sometimes i really dun wanna go for his lecture
cus it really furious me wen his example is sometimes so.........[fill in the blanks]
and thk goodness MOB is only a semester
ppl might laugh at his so call jokes while i will be putting those bu nai fan kinda face
maybe its jus too cold for me
nvms. came home and online
chatted a little with kel and willie
then went to ww's hse for practice
we crap a little..and then me and lxk went downstairs to get food
cus we were tempted by jiesi's lunch
and i haven took my lunch..so was feeling hungry
bought carrot cake and bundung. its nice:)
then we carried on to sing danny boy and singapura medley
after tt cabbed to jurong east and met up with foongyee and kor
waited for ages..saw some grps singing
one tat captured my attention was this love.
it recalled my memories tat i was haunted by that song two years ago
and it was ard this period of time too.
and then there was this cute little girl who sung home and one other song
she is so brave i shld sae.
saw wee may there. had been like 2 mths since i last met her
our turn to sing.. we sung only two songs
i wasnt sure how was the thing..
anyways..we will be singing tml..the real thing

venue: jurong east open field
time slot given: 3.45pm to 4.00pm

can go and support the alumni if u r free:)
it started raining wen we sung singapura medley
and it became so big that i was wet wen we went to take the bus
my feet was aching the whole of todae
partly wen i climb the stairs
and the reason behind wuld be old injuries like the left ankle
saw wuhan at JE and i ask him to go support tml. yea.
also i wore heels the whole of yesterdae from 8.30-5.30pm
arghs..im tired.
uncle was admitted to hospital suddenly
and i only knew wen it was like 8 plus wen i called dad
planning to visit him before i go for performance tml
get well soon!
hmms. i wanna watch miao shou ren xing now. tatas!

fashionUwant wishhed*
10:16 PM

Thursday, July 27, 2006

superly tired!
yesterdae do IDEAS project till 8pm
and thats the latest time ive stayed in sch
i clayed another shoe of abel's
wait for hanming to draw the design when the clay dry
and then painted the whole shoe..its tedious!
after that i wen home as fast as i could
gobbled down my dinner and rush down to meet kor and waiwah
went to buy the spray for forbes banner..
and then all came to my hse to finish up..
with jiesi and xinkai as well
ok..waiwah and kor went back at ard 10 plus
while the 3 of us carried on finishing the product
drew a kerropi..cute on indeed:)
they ordered mac.while i ate mum's bee hoon
and we did all the way till 1 plus
wen i finish packing up its close to two.
lotsa funny things happen on the way
relieves my stress from the project
then this morning have to wear formal clothes to sch
ITAB was okay. i kept memorising the script
and then..went for a quick lunch break for ard 10 mins
rush off for econs lecture
and did 2 hrs of project to finish up
the A1 panel almost killed me
hanming did one while i did the other
with some help from tiong loong
its damn hard to change colour la.. wen u have..
a notebook.and a small mouse..and the wordings are so small
rush off for presentation
we were the last grp..i tink all did good unlike ours
we screwed up some of the parts..
sry team members. im partly at fault
nevertheless. its nice working with ur
the rest came to comfort me after the presentation
cus i wasnt happy with my performance then
i memorised the whole script like siao..and then i screw it up
how i wish i culd start it all over agn. bt no way
goanna get low marks.
took a pic with edwin.. while the rest takes pics as well.
then went home to change before i drop off to kor's hse for choir
had blisters on my legs thks to the high heel!
tml gg for rehersal at JE and sat is gg to be the actual thing
im tired..really tired tis wk
with the stupid IDEA making me staying back everydae late.
and then doing forbes card too.
i dint have good sleep..nt even last nite..
culd sae..i only slept 2 hrs plus..cus i really cant sleep
too nervous for todae's presentation
and too stress. bt now..ITS OVER!
can take a break.. no more projects pls. its killing me

fashionUwant wishhed*
11:43 AM

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

back for blogging
wat a long dae at sch
ideas project in the morning really worn me out
we were suppose to meet at 9.30am
i reached on the dot and the rest were late
waited and waited for all to come
and abel came at 10 plus.
did a little of discussion and wen for stats
held in com lab todae.
most of the ppl tot its lab lesson cus its the usual routine
bt if u carefully read the green paper. its tutorial
lucky i did mine..and gain quite a lot of PM todae cus the rest like all din do
haha..sheh came out with lotsa philosophy todae
wat the ying and yang..and then abt knowledge
knowledge is wat u are doing wen u dunno wat u r doing [if im nt wrong]
like wat is philosophy: a blind man in a dark room searching for a black cat that doesnt exist
love sheh's lesson. and CHINESE ROCKS!
lols..me and jiawen totally agreed!
then there was break..ate chicken rice
edwin went to buy with me and he carried the food..haha.
me jiawen edwin and weiye sat on the same table..
chatted here and there. and came to topic abt those things~
quite scary for the experience they mentioned
hoo~ start of seventh mth. scary and eerie.
shall nt go home too late now..dad wun be happy
went to get clay for ideas then came home
and dad asked me to go downstairs and do something
yea..i did.and came home
ate dinner and watch tv till jiesi and ros appeared at my doorstep
did smt..wah..kinda mess. cant tok abt it now
shall update u agn. we created lotsa mess.
continuing tml i guess.
and presentation is thurs. wish me luck!
tired.worn out. go sleep!
haha. ok..bufferflux is
STEP IN, GET REAL, ITS HERE!
tired. time for bed. gdnites everyone.
shini loves her friends and family ((:

fashionUwant wishhed*
1:03 AM

Monday, July 24, 2006

long dae in sch from 9-6pm
MOB lesson i almost slept.
so tired..yesterdae din have good sleep. plus no good dream
and no good dream doesnt mean nightmare here
its jus..a unhappy scene ba..erms.
then i have to rush down breakfast cus im almost late
lucky i reach there ealier..
sharon tan opened the door for us todae.yea
breaktime sat down with edwin and jiawen
a terrible scene happened
a black bird.those common ones u c
flew up to the fan..and it dropped down
it has its wings broke..and there was blood on the floor
its a very saddening scene.. and it still try to struggle to get up
with the broken feather at the other side of the floor..
we were all feeling pain for it..those sitting there
and cant get near to help it cus it will attempt to fly
its mouth was opened so wide as though it was crying for help
i wonder how is the bird now.. hope its fine
ceyang came over and we chatted
discuss abt edwin's problem..he seems so sad
dun worry..things will get better! friends are here to listen out
then we went for EC.
another boring lesson..listening..hais..
accounts..got back test papers
scored 64/100 at first
then i found out that one page was marked bt din give me the marks at the total
so i went back and my marks are pushed to 68
bt i still deprove from last time..scored 70..
maybe cus i din really study for theory and keep on worrying abt the p & l part
in the end i got the net profit wrong too.hais
will work harder..
then we had econs lecture. nth much i guess
stats test was okay..bt the marks allocation was too high
like u have 6 marks 4 marks and even 8 marks for one qn
so if u really dunno ur concepts.u will die a terrible death
i still dunno how to estimate how long to write for a 4 mark qn
i wrote a whole chunck to play safe..bt i guess dun nit that much
its like wen doing revision we only write 2 sentence for 4 marks
hmms..hack care. went to dover mrt
the buses were all packed.then i saw qiuli
and we walk home tgt..lol..
the journey seems longer todae..from dover mrt to home
had a great chat..
then came back and did statistics..
and i need to do econs now..help!!!
ok.i better rush.bb.

fashionUwant wishhed*
9:39 PM

Sunday, July 23, 2006

CANCER WOMAN

When she is in love, she will act both ways. First, Shy and polite trembling to be near you. Second, Attach to you like glue and trying to be with you all the times. She will try to go home with you after work, or have every lunch with you. It is O.K. if you like her too, but if is is not the case, you will feel very uncomfortable.

She hates to be talked about or gossiped by someone else. If she knows she will be very hurt. In nature she is a shy type, except she has been influenced by some other Zodiac. She is not a brave or daring type, so if you like her then you better be the one who start first. She will not accept her true feeling, so if you like here you better tell her first.

She is like a musical note always change in tunes, so one minute she can be funny and cheerful, and one minute she can be sad and depress. Other people may think of her as "Over-acting", or "Over-reacting".

When she is depress, she will go out and look for things to make it up. She loves money, and thinks of having "Money" as "happy", not as "God". She will not look down at you if you do not have a lot of money, but she will help you make money, save money. She is not an extravagant person and sometimes will tell you not to buy her expensive and not useful gift.

She is the type who enjoy a long and quiet walk. Cancer woman also influenced by the "moon", so under the moon light she will be fascinating woman.

She has a constant fear for many things. She fear of not being smart enough, not pretty enough. Even if she is not fat, she will not be satisfy. Assuring her of her look would help, because she can change mood 4 times a day.

She is not stingy, but you will not surprise if you see she collecting old or broken junks. She sees that everything are useful to her. She will find a way to re-use it again some day. She is not a jealous type,but possessive.

The best part of her is that she will sacrifice everything for her love one with no limit. Don't leave her in times of troubles, she will never forget it. She is not a weak type, even she looks like one, Example if you argue with her, she might cry her heart out. Once you left, she will wipe her tears and start clean up her apartment normally.

She is a very careful mother and will look after her kids every steps of the way. If she is a mother of your children, you are at ease, but if she is your mother in law, you are in pain. Not to worry, this type of mother in law will not let her own daughter being an "Old mate".

She could be moody and argue with you in many little things like many women, but she always wait and want to take care of you. If you argue with her and disappear a few days, she will be waiting for you, but not for long O.K. This kind of testing is risky, try not to do it.

The Cancer woman need 2 things to be happy which are "Work" and "Love". She can be live in a dusty house, but she can not live in that same house with no Love.

fashionUwant wishhed*
10:30 PM

yesterdae forget to update yu.hehe
went to hagen daz to meet up with alumni
in celebration for forbes birthdae
anyways.nt much surprise was given
only a birthdae song..and a prank to send him to jiesi's house
bt i hope there will be more
i nid to save i realise..im like broke soon!
bt i still got money to collect.nydc and ticket money
omg..i forgot how to sing silent nite..esp the starting part
there was a really low ooo~ for altos at the start
nid to use chest voice in order to hit it
well.i had mango sorbet and midnight cookies and cream
with toppings of almond and cookie
its nice i shld sae.. after tat we each parted our own way
i brought waiwah to look at pets..cute hammies!
then we headed to cold storage..
bought mag. and in search for tao kay neo
bt cant find it..so we went to clementi central
ate bah chor mee for dinner
happened to c eddie and jason at the opp table..bt i tink they din c us
i finished the whole bowl this time with extra ingredients tat waiwah gave me
while she left like 1/4 of the noodles left..lol
then we went to ntuc and search for tat tao kay neo
found it.. walked ard since it was early for us to go home
and i went to market and queue for the satays for my parents
walked home and chatted..
we've even discuss the next 3 places we wanna have our meals at.
so must save chingchings.
most prob will be next mth then..we r quite broke after spending on forbes present
er jie came home yesterdae
and she bought me a very nice top from hk..hehe
uploaded new songs into my mp3..
and then watch gateux..
she brought back the cds..i noe the ending alr
then slept at one plus.
now have to finish my last qn of accounts and study stats for tml:(
cant go shopping agn! bb.

fashionUwant wishhed*
10:55 AM

Friday, July 21, 2006

enough of IDEAS. i have been doing the whole dae
it all started from 10am wen i met up with the rest
and abel..was obviously late.
we did advance booking of coms at 11am
so the guys went to eat while me and desarie went to read magazine in library
saw sebestian, cheryl and vanessa
they were here to do project as well.hmms.
then the guys finally came back and we started on it
each of us were allocated workload to make sure everyone contributes this time
i culd c desarie v stress up by the finding of survey
tiong loong was like doing accounting.haha.calculating the cost all tat
wen accounting terms comes into place.
abel was satisfied with my job and then give me a break..haha
while i c the rest continuing to work hard
went to do the A1 panels at level two
was really into the project wen i feel someone looking towards my direction
guess who i saw..its randy.
so i waved to him and then continue on my project
went for MOB lecture and then dbf 22 became david cheong's fav class todae.
rachel was being called to ans qn..at the same time..check if the attendence is marked correctly by class rep.we were lucky
then..me sze ying and vanessa was tinking of kicking abel's chair all at once cus he was sleeping
and jus wen we wanted to...
david cheong called ABEL
lol.. he jumped up and we 3 laugh..
it was funny..oh wells..
went to take lunch and ate prawn noodles.
then edwin came over and sit beside me..and i was facing desarie
he shared with us his courting experience agn
bt in the end still taught me alot of things.
its good to be simple at times i realise..at least..can be happy
ive really learnt along from him..
and i will put to good use next time
he is quite a nice friend i shld sae.
always there and can sense wen i m down
nt only me..bt the rest too
so desarie felt better after toking to him
and i strangle him behind his neck before i join my grp for discussion agn
cus..he always like to do tat and if u noe my weak point..i m afraid of...........
haha.. the whole lot of my class noes that. and they enjoy doing it to me..lol
did IDEAs till 5 plus..almost done
then i took bus to central
partly cus i craving for sweet talk
the other motive is to top my farecard.lazy to go dover u c.
and then i came home..
green forest my home is coming to an ending
will sophie survive? actually all taiwan show's ending are predictable
cus.all are.. 'and they lived happily ever after' kinda ending
yeb.. my eyes are better now..although still din put eyedrops
spongebob still surviving..it has been a wk..hehe
bt i noe its coming down to me soon.
going to listen to some songs now..before the ten oclock show starts.
and hope tml's performance wun get screwed up
we will be at JE library. time i nt sure
bt do drop by if u r free and listen to us:) the alumni. hee

fashionUwant wishhed*
9:18 PM

im in sch blogging
the rest are doing project while im resting.hoo~
cus.ive completed my job
for the past 2 hrs i...
-calculate the capital cost
-find surveys on how much ppl are willing to spend on fashion
-found the most expansive and cheapest shoes for adidas, mens and womens respectively
-the overall yearly sales for adidas
i nearly died when finding..so much info.
and my A1 panel idea got rejected by them..so now brainstorming for new one
the one i saw on adidas wasnt easy to do..bt its quite nice
hais..i wanna rest..i nid sleep
my eyes are so painful..and i still haven get eyedrops
no specialist pls!
sians..i wanna go home soon....

fashionUwant wishhed*
12:24 PM

Thursday, July 20, 2006

sry guys. made ur worry agn.
i'll be fine. promise
nt to worry cus ive got a reminder by the lamp
"we'll always be here shining for you"
miss my jie. and she is coming back tml
wonder wat she will bring back.*cluckles*
my room's balloon burst agn.
and now there is only left with 3 plus another 6 in the living room
another tiring dae in sch
i was almost late for lesson cus im stuck in bed
and my eye is so painful whenever i blink
got back ITABs test marks todae and..
i pass with 54 marks. ok. its bad i noe
bt im a failure in using excel. so cant blame me
no more FM..haha. got 100 for participation marks.
quite a no. of ppl from my class failed.
me and jiawen got that kinda gan dong feeling wen we saw our marks
and we began to hi five to each other..lol
learnt microsoft word todae.. still comfortable
early break and i ate lunch
econs was boring agn.
did IDEAs during that break for one hr
dint really do much
met up with george teo and he showed us A1 panels
continue the discussion of our project till4.45pm strikes
rushed home to get smt.and ran to the bus stop cus i thought i will be late for choir
saw kor there.. and we went tgt
sung silent night todae in STAB version
bt only tenors and altos were suppose to be present todae
i guess im nt focus enough todae.
my thoughts were drifted to somewhere.
i wasnt really paying attention to wat ppl were saying jus now
wanted to get eye drops from guardian.bt i tink it was closed
so took bus home and then was lazy to go downstairs
plus. broke. so i cooked maggie mee for dinner
watch green forest my home and qing mi hei sheng ling
off to do IDEAS project now. was suppose to find nice templates and calculate capital cost.
i hope next thurs comes and get over soon.
then i can concentrate myself on my MOB. alot of chpts to study.arghs
shall be off now. byebye.

fashionUwant wishhed*
9:21 PM

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

cramps stayed with me thru the night
regretted on the pepsi.haix
and refused to take medicine.
how stubborn can i get?
walking the path towards the bus stop
i culd feel my heart is aching agn
wats the reason that cause it?
issit really smt wrong with my body
or issit some other reasons that i dun wish to face at all?
and. ive hurt my right arm too yesterdae nite
now it pains me wenever i move it
why so many things happen this year?
sprain my left ankle twice.
then running away from some things which i dun wanna face
constantly facing stress by projects and other things
making myself so moody for nearly half a year
flashbacks abt the past?
down with a fever in the middle of the night
cramps that made me roll on the bed for whole nite
ive tried to make myself stronger
not to cry over things anymore.
bt yet i still feel so insecure.
maybe poly life dun suits me
how i wish i was back in sec sch agn.
sometimes i really hate myself
for nt being able to perform well in every aspects i wish to
yes.nt everything in perfect.
and i have to keep on trying..
im tired...really tired..
i nid a support to rely and cling onto.
gg back to lala land for one wk.
dun bring me back to reality pls.

fashionUwant wishhed*
5:33 PM

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

my heart aches.
and i really could feel the pain
can someone tell me wat is wrong?

fashionUwant wishhed*
11:46 PM

todae is finally going to be over.
phew.end of pacc test..i guess i will flung.opps
im nt confident in my answers. i guess there is smt wrong in my income statement
and it cost 28 marks for that qn..can u believe it?
more than half of the paper!omg!
anyways. i woke up early todae
cousin was asking me to go partyworld this sat
bt then..i got performance.hai~
first thing in the morning was stats
stood outside the room cus its nt opened
listening to accidentally in love on my mp3
it jus reminds me of fouresix and class dance
also..some unwanted memories and flashbacks
anyways..ive stopped myself from tinking back
finally understood the binomial thingo.
sheh is a good tcher i shld sae
i can sae i learnt more in a one hr tutorial than an one hr lecture
i love stats tutorial! so now everything is understood
went for an early lunch break cus tutorial is cut to one hr todae
i had prata..one plain and the other with cheese
the plain one tasted nt bad.bt i dun quite like the cheese one
then we gers went to the library and studied accounts
yeas..had us sitting in btw shelves of books..
and then we went for econs.
tutorial as usual..draw curves..revise
erms..i noe the marks of my econs alr..66..
kinda sad bt at least i do feel better
cus..the previous test i screw it up by a 55 marks
wasnt performing at my optimal cus there is smt bothering me then
ok..i noe i shldnt mix my personal things with studies bt at tat pt in time im damn stress up i shld sae
bt at least..i dun feel tat guilty now cus i really put myself to study for this econs
to understand each and every single concept.so this is the marks i get and i will accept it:)
then..we had accounts..wasnt really listening to lecture cus i dun wanna mix things up
i did copy the notes down so that i can revise ltr on.so at least its still ok
went to t17 for accounts CA2
i guess i really screw it up. bt i jus hope i pass
enough of that..let me rest!
went home and discovered my balloons BURST! so now my room only has ard 8 left
and living room another 6 i guess
yingying came todae..so i gave her two as she wanted it..
lol..lucky she din eye on my spongebob
bt i promised to get her one that can fly on her birthdae
which is in oct? hahas
had dinner with them..at KFC
she called me and ask me go eat..lol.she is cute
im sure ros wuld love to c her agn isnt it?
had a full dinner..and finally i can sleep well tonite
bt tml nid to wake up early for IDEAS project.hais
i hope abel isnt gg to be late.or i will strangle and slaughter him
alrites.i nid a rest now:) byebye!

-edited-
i regretted drinking cold pepsi jus now
the cramps are killing me! someone pls help!
i guess it will stay with me throughout the nite agn like yesterdae.
HELPPPPP!!!!!!

fashionUwant wishhed*
8:51 PM

Monday, July 17, 2006

this is a video by kor and waiwah
delicated to my 17th birthdae
how sweet of them
thks alot.
love both of u:)

fashionUwant wishhed*
9:39 PM

the spongebob is still surviving..haha
todae was a sleepy dae for me
first thing in the morning was MOB.
tutorial agn..plus peer evaluation
then it was breaktime
ate wanton noodles at foodcourt 6 with jiawen
then we chatted with edwin and ceyang on the same table
tok abt how we spend our weekends..
and of course..pirates..haha
then we all went for EC
so sians..nearly fell asleep then
kun's candy came in handy now..
i ate the whole packet of sweets.
of course i got share it with others..haha
we playing telephone line to test our level of listening
then we were giving a song to listen and a paper to fill in missing lyrics
and...a few puzzles to solve
i shall c who can solved it..excluding the dbf 22 ppl
ok.here it goes

romeo and juliet were in a room
then there was this broken glass there
and the floor was wet
the windows are open
can u guess how they died?

haha..u can post qns on my tagboard..
bt the ans to it mus be a yes/no/irrelevant form
i shall c who can solved it first.
cus i solved this first puzzle in class..lol
it was fun solving puzzles..i still have two more..bt shall c who can solve this first to proceed
accounts was boring todae.
i was having bad cramps then..hais.
and i slept while the teacher was dealing with others.
tml got pacc test.omg..someone help me!
and then we went for econs
before that i bought mamee to eat..
so long nv ate alr
yeas..after econs wen home..took bus of course
then i slept for one and a half hrs..the cramp goes off then
cus i ate pills during econs
yeas. i love my room now..so many drawings from the alumni
its so nice.. the first thing i saw in the morning wuld be the 17 happy birthdaes.
hehes..i did my econs at 7pm..and watch tv at 8pm
so now gg to do past yr qns for accounts. dreadful
alrites..i have to admit my ankle is still hurting.
although it looks ok to the others..bt it still hurts
burning midnite oil todae..
shall nt go on any further..i nid to mug.bye!

fashionUwant wishhed*
8:57 PM

i forgot to mention ive put pics up on my photo album
lazy to upload all into blog
so..do go and take a look..(click on the links and myphotoalbum)
all my birthdae presents are there!

ok.gg to bed now
gdnites! :)
sweetdreams everyone.

fashionUwant wishhed*
12:36 AM

Sunday, July 16, 2006

wat a sundae..
chatted with willie till 3am in the morning
cus i was uploading pics to my blog.
had a hard time...and i gave up
only to complete it tis morning..hoo~
there are so many hws to do..i nid to rush
cus i wanna spend more time to revise accounts tml
tues got test..so yeas..
pretty broke now..left two orange notes in my wallet for this wk
i guess i have to choose wat i eat wisely
i hope my ezlink card still have money..
cus ive been travelling so much these daes
from the time i sprain my ankle..ive been taking bus home
and then..now im like lazy to walk back also..tired
so the bus fare is ard 1.28 per dae..
plus ive been visiting town area for these few daes
and mum had jus given me money to top up last wk.
bt really adult fare is ex..
i guess i shldnt ask for more money till next wk to top up
and jie.i have to pay u ltr..no money
hais..mum has been nagging the whole dae..i culdnt stand it at times
and the thing is..she nags at sis i also have to listen
while sis went into the room and close the door shut
im in the living room listening to her nags. while watching tv
im kinda stress up lately..with homeworks and projects
i guess i will get more stress wen mum and dad nags..
and if i culdnt control it one dae..i will jus scream!
anyways. i watch the last episode of devil beside u on scv jus now with my sis
she was touched by some parts that she cried
and she ask me y i dun get touched
so i replied ive alr watched it twice
bt i love the ending..
i realise i wun cry so much now..nt like in the past
i use to cry for every small little thing
bt nt now. although hurts do stay within me
at least..i will try to make myself happier..to be optimistic
and with the company of the alumni..there isnt a chance where i wun laugh till i have tummy ache.haha
knowing this bunch of ppl is great..although each and everyone of us have our own problems
bt wen we all come tgt..we will make each other very happy.
and i will always remember that they are there shining for me:)
to guide me thru my darkness
and it reminds me of i believe

i believe for every drop of rain that falls
a flower grows..
i believe that somewhere in the darkest night
a candle glows..
i believe for everyone who goes astray.
someone will come..to show the way

fashionUwant wishhed*
6:06 PM

the GREEN TEA ice creams that we've ate!



step 1: scoop the ice cream with ur spoon and open ur mouth
step 2: move the ice cream closer
step 3: put it into ur mouth!



the end product!



green cups with green wall!

AND....WE WENT HOME!
IN MY ROOM!



a precious moment pillow, a stalk of rose and.. a box of merci chocolate from them!



a closer view of the rose!



the lamp that is hand drawn! how nice in the dark! theme: we'll be here shining for you!



the SPONGEBOB BALLOON!



the banner they made for me!



the pink and grey balloons on my floor~



and not to forget.. THE HAND DRAWN WALL by LXK AND ROSALIND~ shall never erase it!

ive forgotten to take the picture of the cake they gave me..
so..shall replace it with fouresix cake instead.sry!



a cookies and cream ice cream cake from swensens! woo~

i wuld like to thank the alumni members who have made so much effort in decorating my room and giving me surprises. not to forget those fouresixians who have spend the afternoon and evening with me:) it was indeed MEMORABLE! i shall never forget!

i love you all!

fashionUwant wishhed*
11:35 AM

lols..its past twelve now.
bt i really enjoyed my time with fouresix
ppl who came are qiukun suhua minloo lizhen waiwah siaoting jordan kelvin benjamin edmund wuhan and not to forget our class couple..mahirah and calven..the ever loving one.hehe
we went to watch pirates of the carribean
nice nice..it was funny
i was seated in btw kun and waiwah..hehe
and i remembered kun screamed twice in the movie..
after the movie.suhua ask the class to stay on cus there is still smt after the music
and it really did..we din believe her in the first place
bt it screened wat happen to the dog after tat
lols..cant wait to catch the next one!
so then we went to SWENSEN.yes again..cus i culdnt tink of anything to eat too
had fish baked rice..and then..the class secretly ordered a birthdae cake for me
singing the foursix version of happy birthdae..which consist of 3 language
after that one indian guy for another table said: u forget the indian version..lol
the waiter there even cheered after they sang..thks guys for the surprise!
received lotsa unexpected surprises this year.was indeed memorable
and after that..went to esplanade.. to walk ard
waited for ros they all to come out
in the end me and waiwah thought it was another prank since everyone off the hp
so..we went to take pics and decided to go off..and jiesi called
went with them to lao ba sha..din eat cus im full from 2 pieces of ice cream cake!
this year had two cakes..one from alumni the other from foursix.so touched
can replace the one i din have last year!
ive uploaded pics to my com..so i will be putting up on the next post.

fashionUwant wishhed*
1:43 AM

Saturday, July 15, 2006

LOL! the ALUMNI really gave me a HUGE SURPRISE
im so touched by their actions..till..i dunno how to cry
haha..so ur dun get to c wat ur wanted:)
this is wat they did:
first..to ask kor and waiwah to bring me out for a movie
then they went to my hse..and waited at the doorstep
and to their dismay..NO ONE WAS AT HOME..lols
i tink they waited..and wAitEd..AND WAITED!
bt noe one came back..becos......
my dad was downstairs busy on somethings and wun be home so early..
and secondly..my sis wun be back cus she is staying at bernard's kor hse!
lols..they waited for the whole entire hr sitting at the doorstep
i guess my neighbour might be wondering why they r there..ROFL
finally..ros is smart enough to call my sis..hehe
she got the hp no. frm waiwah..which i din even noe she has it AT ALL!
so anyways..my sis came back and open the door for them to enter
and they decorated my room
meanwhile..im catching a movie, jus my luck, with kor and waiwah
we bought two cups of drinks..chicken..nachos.and jumbo hotdog in
the movie was nice..a happy ending..yeah!
then we went to heeran..walk ard..
and to taka..saw this green tea ice cream at the food fair
we went to buy it..haha..shall upload pics ltr on:)
took pics of the ice cream..and ourselves..woo!
then took 106 home.it was damn squeezy
and i was told that waiwah and kor has smt to give me..so they ask her mum to come down and pass me cus the present was BIG
lols..and then they told me that their mum has alr went my hse to pass the present
so they sent me to my doorstep and kor request to use the toilet
sis was home to my surprise..
and her hand got cut..so she ask me to go into my room and get plaster for her
the moment i opened my door..it was filled with SURPRISES!
the pink and grey BALLOONS on the floor..the SPONGEBOB BIG BALLOON! oh my goodness!
on the desk there was this BIG LAMP..with notes on it..drawn by them..OMG! its so nice of u guys!
ALSO..a banner tat is nicely drawn and decorated by them..how SWEET?
and on my bed..a FLOWER! a box of merci chocolate full selection AND A BIG PRECIOUS MOMENT PILLOW!
then ON the wall..A DRAWING USING CHALK! omg..im nt gg to clean it away..its jus so nice [yea..they asked my sis for permission before they drew it]
and its done proudly by LXK AND ROS! CHEERS FOR THEM!! hehe
everything is so perfect..and there comes the members of the alumni with a cake
OMG..it really surprise me that they r in my hse at 11pm!
sung a birthdae song in two language..and make a wish..cut the cake..lol
then we ate the cake and watch tv
forbes went off first cus his mum wasworried..
then..i waited for 12 midnite to come
lol..tian cheng sent 3 birthdae msgs to me..how nice..
cus he cant get the timing rite..so i sae try agn..lol
anyways..this is the ranking:

first: ttc
second: jiesi
third: waiwah
fourth: kor
fifth: rosalind
sixth: xinkai
seventh: my da jie
eighth: forbes
ninth: qiukun
tenth: my cousin shuyan
eleventh: kokkun

lols..waiwah and kor even made a cd for me.its a short clip that consist of photos..if anyone can teach me how i can upload onto this blog..i will show u:)
meanwhile..edmund called my hp to wish me happybirthdae..haha..so sincere!
and he had a hard time guessing cus alot of ppl was confusing him
guys left my hse ard 12.30pm..and said im suppose to meet them at 8am todae..
hoo~ clean up my hse..my room..bt i cant sleep
in the middle of the nite..my sis came into my room and pasted smt on my cupboard
ok..i was PRANKED this morning..
NO ONE TURN UP! i called kor waiwah and jiesi bt all nv pick up..
so i went home half an hr ltr
lols..and then 10 plus ros called me and said it was a BIRTHDAE PRANK!
..okok..
MY DAE WAS REALLY FILLED WITH SURPRISES!
A FULL CAKE WITH PPL COUNTING DOWN WITH ME:) [isnt wat i wanted in the previous post?]
and im sure there's more to come ltr wen i meet the fellow fouresixians:)
anyways..

I REALLY WANNA THK THE ALUMNI MEMBERS FOR PUTTING IN SO MUCH EFFORT!
U GUYS ROCKS! MAKE ME A VERY VERY HAPPY GER!
SO TOUCHED BY UR ACTIONS AND SURPRISES AND PRESENTS U GAVE ME..HAHA
LOVE U SO MUCH *HUGS AND KISSES*
NOT TO FORGET THE BIRTHDAE PRANK..OK I M NT ANGRY!
I LOVE ALL THE ALUMNI MEMEBERS..
AND THKS FOR MAKING MY BIRTHDAE THE MOST MEMORABLE ONE
WILL NEVER FORGET IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE
AND THE DRAWINGS SHALL NEVER BE ERASED..[so u might wanna touch up wen it fade off for me..hahs]

lastly..special thks to: waiwah rosalind cheunkitkor jiesi xinkai forbes! my birthdae wun be so happy without u guys!

*pictures will be up soon..so look forward to it..hehe

fashionUwant wishhed*
10:21 AM

Friday, July 14, 2006

last dae of being sweet sixteen
bt my mood isnt tt good
the rain has spoil my mood in the morning
and it is further spoil by MOB report..
arghs..plus..some random calls which i dun wish to hear at this pt in time
dun remind me of anything pls..yeas
anyways.thks pricilla and rachel who wish me happy birthdae in advance
and to ros and waiwah too..saw ur tag alr
yebs.. mum only allow me to get 3 slices of cake cus she sae fridge no space:(
i really wish to have one whole cake at the 12 of midnite
bt its never gg to happen.cus im broke
i even call her and ask her agn on wat to get
bt i din really mention that i really wanted a full cake
sad enough..she replied that im only suppose to get 3 slices
and so i did..
i jus hope my dae will end off happier ltr wen im out
gg to get myself a little present to cheer myself up
and i noe kor and waiwah will make me really happy
shall take a short nap now..im tired..
blog more ltr wen i have the strength to..

fashionUwant wishhed*
3:47 PM

Thursday, July 13, 2006

heeha~ im back!
ITABs was good todae.
we touch on microsoft word which seems familiar to me:)
and mr tan use a different approach todae.which seems much better
actually.i dun tink he is a bad tcher la..jus that i dun like his teaching method at times
yeahs.. after which we all went for econs
the lecture theater was so packed
and im sitting on the first row for the first time
its so hard to read from the screen cus u have to tilt ur head so high up! gosh
time flies..and then me jiawen vanessa ayu szeying cheryl and ceyang went to tiong bahru
they wanna book the tickets for the movie so i accompany them..hehe
ate kfc..which was nice..bt i cant finish
i dunno y i cant eat till bloated nowadaes or i will feel like throwing up
maybe stomach flu agn?
pray hard its not..yups
we went back jus in time for IDEAS
george was damn funny todae..
and he told us he likes our class cus its the only time he can joke with us
his thursdaes are really bad and our class really brightens up his mood with our jokes and craps
lols..i enjoy IDEAs too
anyways..i went off after that while the rest went for the movie
i wonder if its nice..shall be able to catch it on sat:)
went downstairs to find my dad..
and ate dinner there after praying.
din ate too much cus im damn full..
then came home and watch tv..slept for 30 mins and back to my 'black box' agn..haha
i jus enjoy tv so much.so many nice shows on
tml..class outing was cancelled cus some peeps cant make it
so im gg out with waiwah and kor:)
will be catching a movie too..jus my luck
i will remember to bring camera out and take nice pics
ohh..nt to forget to buy cake tml..haha
cus my bangawan solo card expires tml..jus in time
last year birthdae was the only year without cake
due to everyone was so busy and im having chinese listening o levels
so i dun wish this year will be one too
cus..birthdaes are meaningless to me without a cake..so yea..
will be a happy happy ger tis year!
i miss counting down like last year:'(..owells..memories
wonder who will be the first to send in the msg
shall blogged abt it..haha.
tml still got MOB report to do..so i better get to sleep
its nice to sleep after a facial:) i wanna have good skin on my birthdae :D

fashionUwant wishhed*
11:38 PM

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

yo!
my dae is good..haha
went for stats in the morning
lol..n jiawen told me smt which i feel -_- *hard to digest*!
okies..neverminds
went for MOB
did the tutorial and report thing..hoo~
then we went for lunch break
fc 6 was packed with ppl todae
so we went to fc 4 instead cus there is still lotsa time
to our dismay..it is packed as well
hais..bt we still manage to get a table for 5 girls..
ate our food and we begin gossiping..hehe
the rest are gg to watch pirates tml while im gg for choir:(
well well..went to library and read mag..slack
then for our last lecutre of the dae. accounts
todae was fast..finish in 30 mins.. ten column worksheet!
yebs. took a bus home cus i wasnt feeling well
ive got a feeling of vomitting any moment then
bt lucky i din..went home and find sour stuffs to eat
maybe cus my food isnt digested properly cus im seating all along
felt better after that.. watch tv till ard 3 plus
then slept in the afternoon till 5 plus
lols..the alumni must be tinking of wat to do to sell me on sat..
cus i overheard that they r meeting at 4pm todae to discuss?
anyways..i watch tv agn.hahas
and dad bought food back! for dinner
so yeas..i can finally get some rest todae
tml there is choir..will be learning new songs! christmas songs:)
there are 15 to be learnt..hehe
shall be back agn to blog abt wat we sang tml.
meanwhile..i shall be off!

fashionUwant wishhed*
9:25 PM

wat a WONDERFUL tuesdae!
it was my blur dae..lols
went to sch in the morning and took a lift up
and i was tinking tat im gg to the fifth floor so i pressed the 5 button
wen it reached the second storey someone came in and pressed 4
then wen he walk out that time i thought agn
and i finally notice i shld get out at 4..so i ran out of the lift
hahas.im so damn blur
stats was ok todae..and i did the student feedback alr
anyways..lunch i had CHICKEN RICE agn.yes. CHICKEN RICE
i ate like one plate of rice..plus jiawen's 1/2 plate cus she dun eat too much rice
was FULL! yea..then some ppl copy econs which others chat
econs was boring for me
was called out to draw curves.hais
then went to have grp discussion
only me and hanming did the tutorial.
accounts was BORING as usual!
phew.thk goodness it wasnt tat long
it rainED! so me and jiawen walked the covered path to the mrt which was damn long
took 105 home and changed
then met kor at 5.55pm downstairs
walked to the mrt and notice lxk was damn early!
lols..went to get kor's jacket first cus it was still early
then we boarded the train to tanjiong pagar
erms..we dunno the way to the conference hall..search for like 10 mins.lols
then waited so damn long for the rest to come. they were LATE!
dint manage to sit down on time and we stood at the side for the first song
overall.the concert was OKAY! only one choir made a strong impression in me
yep..and also there is this female conductor..
she was wearing a dress kinda thing and she stood like so wide
OMG! and her hands movement was so damn big and funny!
we all were laughing behind..lol
after the concert went to eat with alumni
woo~ i had a big bowl of mince meat noodles
cant finish of course
lols..i cant believe that the alumni is meeting me 8am on sat! yes..8AM!
celebrations would be held on fri and sat! yeah!

fri- out with dbf 22 for meal + outing with kor and waiwah!
sat- alumni at 8am and fouresix at 3pm!

omg..im spending my whole dae out! bt its gg to be lotsa fun im sure of that
will sure be taking alot of pics..so ppl pls check out my album!
the alumni is meeting up tml to plan smt! im sure im gg to get dirty!
lol.they want me to dress nicely so that they can sell me on sat!
who will buy..haha? jkjk!
walked home with kor jus now..he told me a clip on youtube that is so funny
i laugh the whole journey home..todae is really a laughing dae.
and it always is wen alumni is ard..bitching..joking..crapping. yea..anything u can tink of
now i noe laughing is contagious!
shall go and sleep now.tml still got lecture in the morning..hais

fashionUwant wishhed*
12:11 AM

Monday, July 10, 2006

phew..todae has finally passed!
3 test..yes..ive struggle thru it
MOB was a stressful one with CA2 as a game
we r suppose to fixed a shape and only one member can go and view the card on the tcher's table
we r given 7 pcs of shapes for each grp and to use that to fix the shape
wells..there r 3 rounds.wtih one observer per team
my grp manage to came in first for the second puzzle..hehe
then the observer gave us feedback.yeas.must submit report on mondae
erms. after that we went to FC6 to eat
had chicken rice agn.yes.im nt sick of it yet.haha
then went to sat outside the classroom and chat with jiawen and desarie
after tt went to take EC test
i anyhow crap la..i dunno
ppl write one line for the carpark thingo i wrote 7 LINES!
lols.this shows tat how much i crap inside my report
altogether i wrote 3 and 1/3 page
hoo~ after which we went for accounts
then i saw the miss call from ms ho and her msg to ask me to collect the tickets from her
my tutorial ended by then and i called jiesi for help cus i gt test
hmms. then he agreed to help bt dun have 35 bucks to pay for all
so i met him outside the toilet and pass him the cash!
now im broke! pls pay up tml!
after that my class wen for econs lecture
we dint listen cus we dun wanna confuse ourselves for the test
was released early and went to the exam venue
the paper was ok ba i shld sae.anyhow do also
by the time i finish the entire paper.i was hungry!
took 105 home and dad brought food frm downstairs
now im full:) bt tired!
my class gg to watch movie this thurs bt i cant make it
i guess jus gg out to have a simple meal with them on fri itself
yebs..tats all..i wanna sleep!hahas.

fashionUwant wishhed*
7:31 PM

its close to twelve man!
i cant wait for tml to be over
i began to hate econs
and i hated my left ankle more!
suddenly i felt my right leg so heavy while climbing down the stairs
cus i jus culdnt do it the proper way or my left leg will have a great impact
i culd afford to make the sprain worst
i hope i can walk normally soon! that includes climbing stairs
and...the ALUMNI is SELLING me away on coming sat
oh gosh..how can ur do that wen u wan choir fund?
ros is planning on how to advertise me now..lols
and jiesi told me he will intercede
OMG..i shall be v careful on sat! only get out of my hse wen its time to meet foursix
and i shldnt inform ros wat time im meeting them cus they can get me..
okay..enough of craps.
i still nid to divide some time for my family on that dae..
i hope weekends come faster.i wanna rest agn..
no..i shld hope holidaes come faster..longer period marh! hehes
giggles. time for bed

gdnites all my sweethearts! its time to go!

fashionUwant wishhed*
12:01 AM

Sunday, July 09, 2006

alrights. i better update u now or i wun have the time to do it ltr
yesterdae wasnt a good sleep
i woke up in the middle of the night having this excruciating pain on my entire left leg
it sorta like having cramps or watsoever i dunno
and i took me a while before the pain is gone and i got back to sleep
being woken up by dad and two phone calls todae.
why issit always like tat?
i din have good sleep..my neck was aching like hell now
somebody pls give me a massage
im still feeling tired bt i culdnt sleep back
partially is becos i have 3 test tml!
its damn stressful wen all 3 clashes tgt on one dae
i jus hope tml will pass real soon!
econs is sorta my most hated subject now
i really dunno wat the lecturer was toking
wen it comes to tutorial..the tcher make it worst to understand
and the rain dampens my mood of studying!
i really wanna get back to sleep:(
but i nid to mug..haix.someone pls save me from this stressful life
o wells..i have to start mugging now.i dun have time to spare!

-edited-
a ger that brightens up my mood todae..francine
yea..i met her while i went to buy lunch back todae
i saw my aunt..then she ran towards me and hug me..lols
and then i carry her up..she is heavier now..so long nv carry her alr
then she went to play with those machines that kids usually sit on
and after that she had lunch while i waited for my food to be done and packed
she wanted to come my hse bt i guess aunt and uncle was too tired
wells..i finish my first round of econs..understood the concepts alr
next i nid to memorise things alr..then look thru my tutorials
ec i still have to study too..
lucky MOB is like a pbl session this time..or i gg to die!
i wonder wat time will mummy return tonite
i miss her loads! hehe
i guess i nid a nap..im feeling tired!*yawns*

fashionUwant wishhed*
11:32 AM

Saturday, July 08, 2006

wat a tired dae.
i din have good sleep yesterdae
was awaken like 3 times
slept at 1 plus and then woke up at 10 plus
in btw i woke up thrice as mention
2 times were calls frm someone and the other was my dad
arghs..i nid sleep..
finally got up at 10.30am
then went to cook noodles for breakfast cus i culdnt tink of anything to eat
i noe eating too much maggie mee is unhealthy bt im jus nt interested in any sorta food downstairs
and esp wen my mum is in malaysia now on holidae..im left home alone:(
so ya..anyhows.. i watch tv till ard 12 plus
got online and tok to edmund agn..lol
he seems more excited than me for my birthdae..
keep reminding me how many daes more wen im nt even counting myself
for once..i dun really qi dai my birthdae..
dun have that looking forward kinda feeling anymore now
hmms..then went to bathe and changed
went downstairs to photocopy scores for xk and then to buy lunch
ate and went waiwah's hse
slack there for most of the time and we only practice once! singapura medley
then we were all off to take 106
lols..we sung in the middle of the "road"
nt actually a road la..maybe a plateform in btw the entrance and exit of the carpark?
that was real funny..everyone was like looking at who's nearing us..
waited for jiesi's friend to come and we took 173 to beauty world
his friend was walking so fast that we culdnt even catch up
jiesi was like calling ros twice for us to walk faster
finally reach the studio..had the auditon
we sounded ermms..ok..hai guo de qu.bt nt perfect
the ppl there werent even really listening though
they were like chatting in the midst of our singing
and then i dun dare to look at the judges..so i focus myself on jiesi and xk who were looking towards my direction too
cus thats the only two ppl i can easily see
and we were smiling to each other..omg..
i giggled wen waiwah does so..sry..culdnt help it
and at last..we PASSED the audition!
okay..*clapsclaps*
went to the market and ate..
erms..i guess the alumni is keeping me and waiwah from smt
so sad...they dun wanna tell us..
im really curious wat they are up to:(
even kor dun wanna tell us. sobbies
i smell a rat!
okies..tats nt abt it
we ordered satays..and i ate like 10..omg
then me jiesi and xk were bitching abt that aunty who was the stallholder of the stall in front of us
she dresses as though she is gg to sleep..lol
and the way she eats the bao..oh my goodness
we were all laughing!
took 184 home..and now finally can rest a little
ltr must do my accounts tutorial and then study my econs test which is on mondae
sians..like no life..

fashionUwant wishhed*
8:41 PM

Friday, July 07, 2006

dinner with alumni and ms ho was good:)
hmms.ive woke up at ard 9 plus
and then waited for my dad to get back since he's buying big breakfast for me
so yada yada..
then online for a while and bathe
and after changing..ive discovered ive lost my pink swatch!
omg..begin frantically searching for it everywhere
under the bed all that..almost turn my room upside down!
to my dismay..still haven find it but i have to meet waiwah
skip my lecture todae cus i feel choir is more impt since we having an AUDITION TML
wish us luck:)
so we went to the mrt..saw kenneth
and then waited for a long long time before ros finally called and ask we all to meet near mac
lols..walk down all the way and we rush for the bus
went to jiesi's hse for practice..damn big
erms..sung ad una fresca riva..little white hen and singapura medley
the little white hen was nice todae..
singapura was the worst of all i culd sae
and ad una was better than previous time:)
been tired of singing and we all got letargic esp basses
and after tat they all wanted me and waiwah to go to the room cus they wanna discuss smt
kept it so secretive and they even sat outside the hse to discuss.
i smell a rat! okies..tats nt the pt
erms..went off at 5 plus and catch 106
it was extremely hot and the ride to town was like lonnggggg
the person sitting beside me was like sleeping
and his head culd like topple over my shoulder anytime
i culd do nth bt to keep moving away..lols.
then we went billy bombers to eat
had the fish and chip there. and we all chatted
abt hk trip..and so many other things
after dinner queued outside nydc and waited for seats
guys went to swensens to search for seats too
and we all settled down and ordered mudpies..lol
i love the cookie monster one esp:) i chose it..haha
and we all started BITCHING! lols..i love bitching with them
although i din really bitch..jus absorb like sponge
bt its so fun... and ms ho was like so enthu to hear things from us
lols..alot of topics came into our discussion
bt i shall not mention it!
we sat there for hrs..and then ros finally make the first move to go toilet
i was waiting for that.lol
and after we came out..we wanna qn ros abt wat she was toking abt with those guys
guess wat..she ran so fast with her two injured ankles
down the escalator that me and waiwah cant even catch up la
and then..the 3 guys namely jiesi xk and kor gave us the same kinda look
lols..jiesi one was the funniest of all..even push me towards the escalator after he found out we wanna qn ros
tats so funny..i cant imagine how ros bear with the pain and run so fast
i myself cant even do that wen im alr sprain with one ankle
and we started another round of talk
ard close to 11 we all went home
took the 106 which was packed with ppl
saw may wong there..
and then erms..went home..haha
search high and low agn for my swatch..
and guess wat..i found it hiding btw my books!
phew..lucky i found it or i will nt be able to sleep todae
i cant do without watches..i will feel uncomfortable
and thats the one and only watch i have and wearing!
cus i dun like to change watch..unless the one is outta batt
im faithful to my watch..lol:)
and i miss my elle one too..by accident i broke the glass:(
and now it hasnt been repaired cus its costly
hmms. im tired now.shall go and rest
gdnites everyone

fashionUwant wishhed*
12:59 PM

Thursday, July 06, 2006

im craving for swensens breakfast next sat!
lols..will someone accompany me?
hmms.dun tok abt ITABs..i totally screw it up
im goanna FAIL!
IDEAS was well done by my group
i heard we scored a 90!
yippies.improvement
during breaktime went to level 3 and did the 3d model
i had a super hard time trying to colour abel's shoe with postal colour
slowly and bit by bit
and im really serious abt making it nice..haha
i guess this is the first time im so serious in art
anyways..my group did a good job in presenting and model:)
yesterdae i was stress by that itab and ideas
wats the macro thing! and i deleted my macro todae! arghs..10% gone
hmms.jason ask abt my ankle on msn yesterdae..thks arh..hehe
dun have time to entertain u..
then todae i met joyce and han while gg home
han has so many pimples now.must be damn stress
and i tink he is gg for next sat's class outing if im nt wrong
finally can put my load down a little
tml gg to have dinner with alumni..so im wondering shld i skip lecture cus its only an hr
and sat we have an audition!
sundae gg on a tour thing i guess.
then mondae got econs test!
next fri gg class outing with my poly friends for celebration
and sat with foursix and perhaps alumni too?
lols..i look like im so packed agn
yesterdae wen i took off the plaster cus its wet..my wound bleed agn
then have to put on another plaster although ppl usually sae small wounds dun put heal faster
bt then if i dun put it wun stop bleeding
and i wonder how i got myself cut!
so i began typing with my third finger todae..
wat a disaster..i shall nt get back to that agn..
i guess this is the module im gg to fail!
hais..im tired! byebye!

fashionUwant wishhed*
6:48 PM

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

omg..i dunno wat ive done to my finger!
arghs..i got a cut on my right index finger
wen im having itab test tml
and requires alot of typing..wat m i doing?
currently training to use middle finger for typing
and its damn uncomfortable la.. bt no choice
type alot of mistakes and nids backspace so often!
maybe i shldnt plaster my index fingure till the exam is over
bt it hurts now..
and ive jus applied antiseptic cream to it
after washing off the blood
i guess i really nid some self reflection
y m i hurting myself so much lately?
first is my ankle..now its my finger
i wonder wats next?
so many early birthdae presents
wish me luck tml..i cant type so smoothly now
sobbies..i hope im careful next time:(

fashionUwant wishhed*
8:51 PM

i guess everytime im here..i will jus complain how tired i m
cus its really tiring and stressful
if u gg to tink that poly life is so much relax than jc is..tink agn and prove me wrong!
stress is building up i noe
cus upcoming will be test and more test..plus endless projects!
ive got a presentation tml for IDEA and also ITAB test
arghs..have yet to prepare for the ITAB
and IDEA we've only go thru like first round of speech
die arh! at this rate im gg
im trying to walk normally now
cus ive been too use to limping since sat
it still hurts..bt nt as much
an early birthdae present arh
i jus hope the swell will go off by then..which is like IMPOSSIBLE
since my bone cant even be SEEN now at the side
i guess u can imagine how bad it is
hmms..todae have stats for first thing in the morning
really wanna fall asleep..bt todae's lecture can finally be UNDERSTOOD
then went for MOB..we have youth dae present..hehe
juliana ong bought us chocolates!
then she went off to meet a parent or smt leaving hidayat IC
erms..did the tutorial..ate the chocolate...
and we r gg to have a class outing next fridae..hehe
planned by ceyang cus he having his driving test next wednesdae
wish him luck then.. to celebrate his success on fri..lol
plus my birthdae:) shld be eve of it..haha
we even capture abel sleeping.haha..using hp camera
the way wen his head gg to drop down any moment..its so funny!
had a good laugh
then went to foodcourt 6 to eat chicken rice
it was GREAT! only 2 bucks
the chicken is crispier than those outside..marvellous i culd sae
it always have long queues.bt heng todae dun have
then chatted abt movies..those horror ones..
i wanna watch eh! bt kun sae wanna watch pirates of the carribean next sat
cus she is afraid of horror movies..
hmms. accounts lecture was fast todae..
nt much of things to do..then reherse on the IDEA project ppt
sians.. after that pack up and took 166 home
how i wish i culd walk home..bt no choice.i dun wan my feet to get more swollen
hmms..gg to take a nap..batt gg to flat soon.nid to recharge!
hehes..shall cya tml for more updates
and good news thru george comments..haha

fashionUwant wishhed*
4:25 PM

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

really worn out
i manage to finish my econs and stats yesterdae
almost died while doing it!
by the time i finish was ard 12 plus alr
wahs..cant stand it
had my dad to rub my ankle yesterdae for me
it was so pain that i scream in my hse wen its alr 11 plus
if i really cant ren..then i wuld have kicked my dad's face while struggling
cus my feet was alr close to his face
bt i chose to exert the force on the other leg towards the cushion sofa
that explains y my hse's sofa is dented on one end:P
and mum has been investigating why it turn out tis way..opps:X
anyways..todae i had to work up at 7.30am
and i had this stomachache till i culdnt stand it
had two rounds of diahorrea and then after i took medication it finally stopped
i dunno wat has gone wrong..weak stomach i have
maybe becos i dint cover my stomach with my blanket properly
or maybe i took smt wrong yesterdae
hmms..i still cook instant noodles todae to eat for breakfast cus im running outta time
erms..wen i reach the library desarie tiong loong and hanming was there
the design of the shoe was NICE!
yippies..erm.abel was half an hr late..lucky he did come
hmm..finish with the ppt..only a little more to edit:)
erms..after tat wen for stats! thought we r late cus sheh always like to count time!
after that we have early lunch break
me and jiawen wen to popular and buy the transparency
then headed to foodcourt 3 and eat lunch
wah..i tink the uncle cheated me
3.20 for a bowl of bee hoon with only veggie and little tiny bits of meat plus egg?
i ask for bee hoon bt i thought he will give me the fried fish one
hais..disappointed
took a stroll back to SB and went to library to read mag
then went up for econs tut
it was real boring..bt i noe how to draw the 3 curves le
hmms..after tat was tinking whether to pon accounts and go for my alumni thingo
bt then..i wanna be good ger so i dint
and after that the lecture only lasted for 20 mins cus the lecturer had sore throat and culdnt carry on!
we had a briefing abt the feedback thing la..
anyhows..went home to change into my shorts and took my scores to go waiwah's hse
still stuck on the ad una fresca riva
erms..then we sung alot of 0ther songs todae
namely celebrate with jubilant song..MO LI HUA[can u believe? we use to hate it alot]
and sing we and chant it
kiss the girl! and other songs which i cant remember
stayed there till ard 8pm and rush back to watch my tv!
hoo~ i finally get to rest
tml come back home still nid to study for ITAB!
cus thurs there is test..hais..
so shall stoppppp here~

i will luve thee still my dear
while the sands of life shall run
till the seas gang dry my dear
and rocks melt with the sun~

fashionUwant wishhed*
9:15 PM

Monday, July 03, 2006

v tired!!!
have sch from 9-5pm todae
and only an hr break after MOB lesson
it was mondae blues i called
as wat i expected..i was limping in sch
rite from my hse to the bus stop
and attempting to catch the 14 by walking fast cus i cant run
alighted at my stop and then walk to sch
climb that stupid staircase like a tortise
and took the lift to 5th level todae
cross that stupid and scary red bridge with care
then slowly walk towards my classroom at t22!
MOB was doing the closing pbl..nth much la
then erm..had early lunch break
ate wanton noodles todae
wow..todae only cost us 1.50 bucks per bowl
ok..a bit lesser cus there r only 3 wantons..bt quite worth i tink
after tt went to library with jiawen to read magazines
ceyang was there.. and we joined him in the quiet zone
after tt edwin popped by and sat beside me
the devil agn tried to poke my face all tat! arghs..
shall get my revenge wen my feet gets better!
then went for EC at level 4
hmm..got chocolate for guessing right that it was the hair straightener thing tat the other grp was trying to bring to us by describing..lol
next wk goanna have writing test:(
erm..climb up two levels to reach accounts classrm
go thru tutorial so nth much
the classroom was so hot..y sp aircon like all spoil todae
and i wore longsleeve to sch okay!
walk slowly down to level 4 and took the lift after tt for econs lecture
it was boring indeed la..dun really understand!
shall read up on my own!
after sch walk with jiawen to the mrt there
cus i wanna avoid taking steps down
so the slope is a much gentler path to prefer!
bt scared i walk too fast in the end ROLL down..rofl
thks jiawen for being there todae.haha..
oh..btw..todae is rachel's bdae..july baby!
so.. HAPPY BIRTHDAE RACHEL!
we sung the bdae song for her before EC
o wells..took bus and went home to put my things down
rush part of my dinner down as well cus i was hungry
and then went to waiwah's hse
while walking..ppl are playing football at the open space
guess wat..it bounce towards my direction and DROP beside me
i was trying to dodge the ball by covering my face with my hands
cus i cant move my feet at such a sudden..so i jus pray at that moment it wun hit my feet!
heng it din! saw ros angyi and jiesi at the voideck
then we went up together
sung uduna fresca till we were almost dead
it took so long to get the parts correct for the FIRST PART only
tml continuing i guess
erms..then we sung little white hen
it was nice..i had to clap so that everyone hears the beat during the kaka part
lol.bt it was FUN!
erms..then we tried the ice kachang
was suppose to help kor get his part tgt with waiwah
so im gg to listen to alto cum tenor part over and over agn
its jus so hard..
tml having practice at their hse agn.
bt i have to rush there cus they start at 3.30 while my sch ends at 5pm:(
jus finish my two whole stack of econs tutorial and stats..phew
it took me hrs..and i miss my cake show!
nvm..there is always repeat wen it comes to scv!
shall go and rest now..v v tired
tml still got IDEA project to do at 9am
isnt it another 9-5pm?
hais..
early birthdae present..my swollen leg!
seems like mund is more excited than me..
he reminded me there are 12 more daes..lols
anyways..fouresix is celebrating it for me:)
really have to go..bbies!

fashionUwant wishhed*
11:59 AM

Sunday, July 02, 2006

MY FEET IS STILL V PAIN!!!
goodness..i dunno how m i gg to go sch tml
to tink i have to climb up the hill to reach SB!
arghs..wo yao fa feng le!
someone pls help me
and i guess u will c a tortise tml in sch guys
cus i will be limping like siao
esp wen it comes to stairs
going up is still ok..but GOING DOWN is A BIG PROBLEM!
even a few steps i cant take it
and tml im gg to level 6! arghs..jiu ming arh
i refused to go to the doc:'(
im so scared now..
and its damn swollen...
bt u still can c a little bit of bone la..
its jus v smooth.. so nt as bad as the time in feb this year
i guess this year v unlucky for me..sprain my leg twice on the same leg same place!
hais.. jus now went for breakfast with mum aunt and uncle
had it at zion road..the food took so long to come!
then went to bugis temple to pray
and i make my own donation todae..to pray hard i dun fall agn:(
then came home..was trying to walk properly jus now
bt it still hurts..
hais..if i dun walk properly n mum saw it
She will SURELY drag me to the doc.
i dun wan it bandaged.. cus how m i gg to go sch tml? how to wear shoe?
and tml i nid to hand in report for PBL
so i cant afford to be absent! and i dun wanna miss lessons too
after sch gg home to put bag and gg over to waiwah's for sectionals with the alumni
got this fiesta thing and audition is tis coming sat!
hmms..going to pia my tutorials now
cus i noe i wun have time to do it tml..
hope everything goes smoothly for me
im trying to ren the pain now:'(

fashionUwant wishhed*
11:49 AM

Saturday, July 01, 2006

erm..now i noe is nt good to laugh at ppl
cus u've got a price to pay
yesterdae was toking abt ros spraining both her legs
todae its MY TURN
arghs..pain pain..
its the same spot ok..old injury!
i still remember the place and time i last sprain
at bedok station..2pm
swollen now..hais
this is how the story goes
i went to watch syf with qk and her mum plus mund and waiwah
everything goes fine at first
met up at 2.50 with waiwah and went to busstop to wait for kun and her mum's car
then we went to city hall to do smt..
after tt met up with mund and went to national stadium
wahs.no parking lots..went round and round and we sort of do 'illegal' parking
bt we were told tt officiers will be lenient tat dae cus there is really no parking lots allocated
din get booked..
erms..watch the choir..and the marching all that
saw xinyi there as well.
yeas..then there was this competition btw bowen, tanjong katong and deyi sec's band
all were very nice..
in the end tanjong katong won
hmms..then we watch some kinda performance by betty sec and nan chiau i tink
and went to the car..cus the show ended at ard 6 plus close 7
after tt we went to maxwell food centre to eat
had kway chap and porkballs
and there is this sesame with red bean thing tt is really nice
so after tt we went back to the car..
kun almost fell wen she was walking
i dint notice it and then i landed on the same trap as her
din fell bt i sprain my ankle AGAIN!
everyone was so concern abt me then
the pain go off after a while..
then went i reach my blk..i saw my leg is swollen!
ok..i knew i really sprain it
then walk slowly home
hais..its becos of the same reason i sprain my leg..
and only me myself will noe wat issit la
ive reflected on the journey home..
and i promise i wun care abt it anymore!
it has a price to pay afterall!
okies..i shall be off..bbies.

fashionUwant wishhed*
9:28 PM