Wednesday, July 25, 2007

i had a bad dream..
i dreamt that i was in jurong west area searching for my grandma
and i dunno where is her exact location
dad doesnt wanna tell me wen i ask him
and then i was so worried and everything that i cried
and woke up crying with tears rolling down
it took me ard 2o mins to cool down and everything
first time waking up with tears on my face
guess i really missed her deep in my heart.
my one and only grandma whom i loved alot
i still remember i cried till downstairs can hear during her funeral
cus it was in the morning wen i got to noe she died
and i burst into tears the moment i heard it.
i missed her so much. the days wen we spent together
sharing birdnest. my dad used to buy alot for us cus we love it
but nt now. no more birdnest. no more sharing of joy. no more ah ma.
i smsed dear wen i woke up and he din reply till ard 9 plus wen i was back asleep agn
anyways. i will always remember her in my heart
the one who is always there to take care of me, to share things with me..and when im young, to keep my toys for me..to play monopoly with me..to cook chicken for me..all those little little things we did tgt
and the days wen i accompanied her downstairs to chat with her mates cus we scared she fall down..
i stayed there from 3pm to 5pm everyday and waited for her to get ready and go home.
and i remember everytime she will give me 40 cents to buy an ice cream to eat while waiting
its so loving. i love childhood days wen everything seems so perfect.
and i will always love her no matter where she is.

fashionUwant wishhed*
6:59 PM

Saturday, July 21, 2007

a lot of things happened this week
jus last sunday. i broke down wen studying for my FA test.
and on monday..uccd presentation was postponed to fri cus the com cant work at all
had the FA test after sch and indirect method came out
then thurs went to sch with a wet jeans cus it was pouring heavily
i went back to change into a 3/4 jeans after crossing the car park cus my jeans and shoes were all wet
and i wore slippers to sch.
a very bad day indeed.. i was wet and uncomfortable. and COLD
shivering in the tutorial.
nevertheless..at least i pass my FA test. although nt to my expectation
and had to stayed till 7pm to finish the RWPS report
fri was slightly better.. joey treated all of us with milo cus he pass his FA test (which was said to be difficult by the tcher)
UCCD presentation was a screw up for me.hais. dun tok abt it.
went dinner with cheryl at kfc yesterday
got a call frm daddy that mum fell in the toilet in the morning
bought dinner home for mum and dad
msg sister abt it and both came back
then today brought mum to take xray at jurong east
second sis drove us there and elder sis picked us up
phew..2 more presentations to go. hope its much more better

fashionUwant wishhed*
2:11 PM

Sunday, July 15, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! and TO SYAHIDAH too!
hais..birthday girl also must stay at home to study for FA test
y am i so stress?????????????????
anyways..thks for those who have wished me..
including my MI friends. quite surprise ur still remember my birthday..
and those who have accompanied me to watch harry potter and eat yuki yaki yesterdae
and last but not least.. my dear dear
thks for ur necklace.love it:) it was indeed a surprise..haha
going to mug alr. byebye!
LOVE U ALL! ESP MY DaRLINg!

fashionUwant wishhed*
9:28 PM

Thursday, July 12, 2007

bad day!
was suppose to celebrate my birthday with my poly mates today
but end up i have to cancel it due to the time of the mth! arghs
hate it...shooo..go away soon pls! go home!
hais..i really cant stand it and had to leave 2 hrs before i was released from sch today
spoil my mood and i have to use my remaining strength to walk back home
really bad day! and sry girls...ur confirm a day and i will surely go for the next date!
hais.becos of this stupid first day..everytime i have to forgo things
last mth was the kbox session with fanndly and randy..and nw for my birthday celebration
and guess wat..randy jus called and booked me on 11th sept night for kbox
say must really turn up on that day. dn care even if im in pain or wat i promise him i will go la.lolx so paiseh to pangseh fanndly isabel and randy the last time:P
anyways..lucky there is dear to care for me today...keep sending me msg to ask if im fine
even offer to come and apply medicated oil for me..bt i dun wan..haha
anyways..im better than in the morning nw.the pain is nt so bad. so hopefully i can sleep!
i wasnt even taking a nap in the afternn...was jus closing my eyes and bearing with the pain
and mum came in and pass me a birthday angpow in advance:) hehe.
she will be away this weekend on a company trip..
so intially wanted to organise bbq de..bt since there isnt mum and sis to help me out..i cancel it cus like v little family members present.
anyways.i noe ive got a very good grp of friends who are celebrating with me this sat:) and of course..my dearest!
will be watching harry potter..yeah!
btw..im gg on a cruise to redang on the 5th to 8th sept
heard frm sis its a very nice place. yeah.
im going for LTC Camp. LTC=leadership training camp
all thks to zhengwei..he has to go on course and have to put me down for replacement since our club have to send 2 ppl to go.
hope its a fun trip and i will make lotsa friends:)
but nevertheless i'll be homesick and lovesick! haha.
tml will be the day where my first activity is held ..interaction and bonding session
hope it turns out good and well responded.
wish me luck! and im gg to mug hard hard for FA test this sunday! *cross fingers that i wun fail*
cus mrs june lin is gg to set a tough paper to kill us i heard.
i hope i dun nid to take retest!
hmm.i gtg nw. bye!
tks for all those who are concern abt me today!

i love u all. esp my dearest:)

fashionUwant wishhed*
9:52 PM

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

sry for nt updating. nt that ive abandon this blog but there is really no time to blog
ive got 4 projects on hand and leo things to do
will be having my first event this friday..hehe.fast right?
anyways.its jus a small bonding session for leo club members.
cus we tink tat there is lack of bonding btw us.yea
had my first pre bdae celebration last fri with fanndly and randy
nth big la..jus went to holland and have a nice dinner tgt
had a big fish and some wedges
and also a slice of OREO CHEESECAKE
have been wanting to try it long time ago..haha.but its nice!
then went to walk ard and bought 2 small bottles of red wine
we sat down at a nearby voideck and sip...din drink much la...lols
i dun wanna get myself red or even worst drunk. and i noe dear will be worried
cab with fanndly home after that...

sat
had dinner at a coffeeshop in bedok
nv went there so long alr..with my mum dad sis and her bf
then er jie came back home
we wrote the list of names to be invited to her wedding this yr
shld be more or less finalise le
she taking her wedding shots on aug 8..hais..i got that installation and induction thing if nt i shld be gg down to help her.
anyways.i will be gg down to try my gown as well somewhere in aug or sept i tink
and i nid to prepare my dress for that morning as well.hehe:)

hmm..sunday nth much.was at home the whole day
yesterday was in sch busy with projects.
after sch cheryl accompanied me to moberly take receipt for that k@moberly room for fri
and today was also doing projects.
i finally finish inserting data for all my 100 surveys for my grp
and nw i nid to do accounts tutorial
plus uccd research.
hais..so many things to do eh.hw?
hopefully everything goes on smoothly for me.
cus tml i got meeting as well
and zhengwei wanna put me down as replacement for the LTC camp
will be discussed over the BOD meeting tml.
have to go rush things now
miss u all! i'll update soon i promised. after all my projects:)

fashionUwant wishhed*
10:49 PM

Sunday, July 01, 2007

haha.finally im back!
phew..a busy week with test everyday.
and ive been getting stomachache since last sunday due to the stress
it was the first time i ever felt so stress till my tummy aches for the whole test period
and finally the cssc outing is over! thk goodness. *winks at cheryl*
before the outing. she asked me how many kids i wanna have in future..
i tink i told her ard 2 or 3 i cant remember
after the zoo outing..she prompted the qn to me again
guess wat i replied. lolx. 1.
the kids were really very 'enthu'
and anyways. nid to thank cheryl for giving me a chance to be her organising vice chairman..haha
which means i got more cca points than helpers.
and having a chance to feel how issit like to run an activity.
although i did feel a bit giddy after the splash show. i guess it was low blood
felt better after taking some sweets.
it has been such a long time ever since i visited the zoo.
and i met another board member that is clinton.
ive added another key to my keychain..the club hse key!
nv did i tot that i wuld have a chance to be inside the board
but i hope i do get a good testimonial for me to get into a good uni wen i graduate
hmm..wednesday have board of directors meeting at the cssc.
wonder how issit like.
anyways. cheryl accompanied me to marina and had lunch
then went to collect ndp preview tickets on dear's behalf.
so excited...we r seating in the green sector.

trackback for friday.
after my test i went to find dear at the bus stop near his hse
then we intended to go town by taking 175
in the end he say he nv go great world city before so we alighted at the stop
it has been a long great time since i went
went to buy egg tart at crystal jade cus im damn hungry
then he drank his mocha at starbucks
caught a movie at GV Grand. Transformers.
i wuldnt say its a nice show for me..its more for guys la.
and we ate our dinner at 9.30pm at mac.

today.
went to bugis with mummy. ah yi. yi zhang and yingying
mummy bought a pink nike bag to be shared with me..haha
anyways. it was a tiring day cus i din get to take afternn nap
and im waking up so early.
they came my hse after that
had some fruits and let the ger take her nap
then i brought her downstairs to play at the playground
after that we went redhill to see my cousin's new hse
its still under renovation
wen to dawson shopping centre to eat dinner. had a nice full meal
we had crabs prawns veggie with fish and wu xiang.
then i bought some dim sum for today breakfast
then came back hm le. tiring day.
gg slp le. goodnite everyone!

fashionUwant wishhed*
10:55 PM