jus came home frm accounts lecture the tcher only lecture for 15mins and let us off alr might as well dun turn up right hmms..todae a series of event happen making my dae like full of disaster the first step i took out of the house.. i nearly fell frm the step.. lucky i grab the grilling of my gate in time if not i wuld have sprain my RIGHT ankle tis time yea..i check..nt swollen..jus a slight twist..heng man if nt i wun be able to run or walk properly for another one mth like tt time i fell in feb..totally one mth plus i cant walk properly hmms..then i walk to the bus stop..saw adabelle she was studying for her excel and microsoft test i wonder wen is mine.. wat VLOOKUP and COUNTIF..wah..i hate the IF function and tml there is ITAB first thing in the morning at 9am lor alighted one stop frm my hse and then din notice that it was red light i saw a person walking so i wanna follow then lucky i pull my legs back or else i wuld have been knock down then now i wun be at home bt in hospital le went for stats lecture wasnt really paying attention..i really m moodless todae after tt went for MOB..my marks cheer up my mood then i got 21/25 for tt first CA.. which is 84%..a distinction phew..at least it is way better than econs we had tutorial..and also role play my group is funny..and we laugh alot hidayat even went to throw the paper till yujiang heartpain cus his paper tore bt nevertheless we had fun! and next tues gg to go to national library to do the MOB e-learning thing went to foodcourt 4 for lunch i had dory fish, two sausage and rice.. ceyang said it was the first time he saw me finish all my food.. perhaps i was hungry bahx o ya..edwin wasnt here todae..wonder how is he jiawen was too tired cus she went ktv yesterdae.. haha..can c her no mood todae also..v v tired hope she score well for her jap test:) like wat i said..accounts lecture only lasted for 15 mins then i walk in the rain back home it was a slight drizzle..with sun still shining brightly hmms..i v much wanna go clubbing with the rest on sat wen ceyang ask me bt then..i guess my parents wun allow one..ttx for sure so..drop that idea bahx i hate gg home early now. cus i noe wen i face my mum and dad..they will nag non stop arghs..y issit parents are always so naggy i really cant stand them alr im so tired.. yet i have to stand all those words i began to hate my life now hmms.i shall go and take a afternoon nap then start studying for accounts alr two more daes to hols.. shini..u must persevere!!! bt my the other side of me is telling me im gg to be sick any moment and i wanna curse the person who use tt marker during accounts todae i dunno which brand bt my nose really cant take it i sneeze like siao lor..so stupid! arghs.. im gg sleep now.bb
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2:48 PM
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
i guess i wun be able to sleep well tonite the right side of my stomach is aching rite now guess its the result of eating too much and i guess too much dumplings plus alot of other food as well i tink my stomach cant take it all at one go suffering frm indigestion ba it hurts now wen i move maybe i ate too much that i din notice myself and i noe i have a weak stomach too everytime kanna stomachache one hais..someone pls get the pain away now leh im alr so tired and then if this pain dun go off i wun be able to sleep dad has alr slept..so i cant tell him and no one else is at home now hmms..i wonder if this sat im still gg out with fanndly and the rest or shld i go running with kun? it seems like so long i din run le bt i jus feel like running at this moment and also to go to that swing where me and kun went plus the place where me and waiwah went at causeway pt i shall make a visit during my 3 wks break now have to worry abt accounts test tis fri arh lucky tis wk no choir.. bt i have to get the black top and pants by next thurs..another thing to worry hais hais... o pls friends..stop tickling me pls.. and ceyang dun push my head hor..ltr i go dumb! he keep pushing my head during stats todae and i complain to waiwah thru msn wat a scary experience in sch bt with my friends ard..i feel that i dun have to worry abt anything cus wen im with my class..i dun tink of anything else i will jus enjoy the moments with them and forget everything its only wen it comes to the end of the dae wen i start to feel lonely agn bt i love the time i walk home alone..listening to music.. looking at the trees and scenes ard me dropping by econ minimart to get chocolate bt i noe im falling sick agn.. looking at the way i sneeze every now and then and i nearly lost my voice in sch..a slight sore thoat la..i dun mean tt serious yea..jiawen was right..i m v weak with additional lbp..i become even weaker i jus hope this wk is a happy week a change frm last wk and subsequently next mth is gg to be better than tis mth and the following mth im gg to love it.. time really past so fast..so fast that u dun even realise it hmms..i find junyang's sha sha de shui v nice maybe i go and get his album yes..tml my class end at 3pm finally can get some rest shall be off to do some packing..bb
wo yi wei wo de wei lai yi ding hui you ni dan xian zai ni zhi neng yong yuan huo zai wo de ji yi li
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11:39 PM
yesterdae i drank bacardi at home feeling a bit hot inside...cus i dun drink usually hmms..lucky i din blurt out anything.. jus finish watching devil beside u all the episodes some parts are really touching maybe i prefer this than mvp qing ren ba hmm..im too bloated by dumplings now.. ate alot..hahas todae sch was fine..got bullied agn aiyo...can u guys stop tickling me or not every now and then eh.. evil ppl XD hmms..first lesson was stats todae at the lab doing smt simple bah. jiawen and ceyang was so childish inside there i laugh till my stomach wanna crack alr then i chatted with mund waiwah and kel over msn after tt went for lunch break jiawen told rachel my weak pt and she try tickling me wen we were walking.. wah..i bet alfred saw tt.. so pai seh went to foodcourt 6 todae ate pastry..cus nt really hungry then shared french fries with jiawen hahas..edwin treat me sweets agn.. din give jiawen.. cannot eat too much. lols..after tt went to library to slack again listen to songs..read teenage mag then went for econs tutorial pricilla was trying to tickle me we struggle and got our heads hit by each other wah..tt was pain! hmms.. stupid ceyang played with my hair and i su ku to edwin saeing i got wei qu kinda feeling haha..mrs wang help me by telling ceyang nt to play bt in the end he still play and tangle my hair as the way he wants one thing goood is my hair will go back to its place and untangle automatically then he was testing the strength of my hair..try to pull it..ouch! if one strand come out he gg to get it frm me ok got back econs test results wasnt really happy bt at least i pass bt at a lower grade..wells last wk wasnt a good wk for me..cus..alot of things happen i got worked up..plus pms..plus stress from the ideas project work im practically like a crazy women...if that goes on so i screw up the paper and i knew it will happen bt thk goodness i din fail.and its 10% only erms..after tt went for accounts lecture nth much ba..jus listen lor.. shawn treated us cola..so nice of him then walk home ba..the weather was so hot bought lollipop and chocolate.. hmms.then watch devil beside you no. 19 and try to sleep cus i was tired bt i din suceed..my mind was awake and thinking i guess so i got up and carry on watching the last one.. ah mong and xiao yue finally got tgt..happy ending after all they went thru alot of obstacles..and proven that they really love each other its more like a true life story..cus some of it ppl may encounter yebs.. shall go off now...update u tml bah..tata!
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8:01 PM
Monday, May 29, 2006
爱情旅程
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7:44 PM
todae was a happy dae in sch a brand new wk.. hmms..yesterdae dint have good sleep i guess i woke up ard 3.40am went to the toilet i started to hear cries of a small kid accompanied by meows of cats its really loud n it din stop so i jus wanna check out wats happening thru my room's window in the end i only saw a BLACK CAT went back to sleep down with slight flu..and slight sore throat agn hack la..i dun wanna abstain frm any food now:) hmm..mum woke up early to make those dumplings for duan wu jie she's on leave todae and till now still making i guess there will be alot..bt most of it will be distributed to my aunts uncle etc and some to her colleagues at work hahas.bt nevertheless..there will still be some left for me i love the most tiny one..esp with sugar..so nice hmms..i saw qiuli alot of times yesterdae first was outside the classrm when im gg for MOB tut then after tt was my break time saw her at canteen i dunno who grab my arm and then the next person i saw is her.hahas walk past her alot of times then i grab her neck wen she wasnt noticing.lolx ate pig organs soup and then went to the library with edwin and weiye edwin jiang li me for doing accounts hw by giving me sweets..haha then he did his accounts and i ask him one qn abt tt then went for EC..boring lesson need to act out an advertisement erms..accounts..sian also ceyang nearly push me out of the lift wen we took the lift down after tt lucky my friends grab me and tt hidayat dunno wats wrong with him todae..kept bullying me during MOB..EC and then after sch.. kanna hit by him alot of times wah..i really cant stand the way ceyang grab ppl's neck i felt so itchy wen he grab mine..i jus dunno how jiawen survived hehes..accounts tt time jiawen was patting me to cool down cus i look stress up had potato wedges after accounts..was hungry then wen for econs lecture.. nth much happen took bus home todae..wasnt feeling well and then v tired also hmms..im gg to watch devil beside u episode 17 now..gg to the finale soon! tatas!
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5:28 PM
Sunday, May 28, 2006
its nice to have friends ard at least there are ppl who really concerns u wen u r down thks for letting me noe ur are still beside me.. that im nt alone AT ALL even though we may nt be tt close anymore sry for nt letting ur noe wats the thing that ive gone thru ive decided to let tt problem go.. i promise ur i will be fine by next wk.. a brand new smile on my face again:) right now i wish to save some memorable messages by true friends who cheer me up =)
by zhen:
♥~weizhen~♥♂[-] {mugging} says: i dun always read blog but i read ur latest entry, i have no idea what happen. but just want let you know. if anything happens u still have us, still have me k. if got anything u can talk to me also. i may not be a good adviser but at least a good listener
by isabel:
pure chocolate..蛮 宫 () give me luck! says: hey gal try to relax ok be too stress up
its so touching to read those heart warming messages i love u guys really sry for making ur worry i will be strong..trust me on that i wun cry as if its like 3 mins one drop anymore it shall be a brand new start time will heal all pain and blow away all my stress i hope to meet u guys out soon! ciaos =)))))))) shini will be fine by next wk! i wun let dark clouds take over me anymore
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11:36 PM
the rain really dampens my mood agn hais.. i wish to be out now really bored at home:( i wanna change my blogskin for some particular reason bt then..i like this skin alot cus i cant find any skins that have pink and stars like tis so i decided nt to change for the time being meeting kun next weekend for running cus she got camp frm mon to fri im picking myself up frm where i fell now and i felt much better than last wk inside another deep dark hole agn i will continue to walk on so pls dun worry friends i noe ur have been concerning me whether issit on msn or my tagbrd and i dun nit ppl to pity me also if u noe the current situation im in i will be strong..i will be immune! i will take care of myself.. i wun rely on anyone now i will get up all by myself its ok..ppl do make mistakes bt as long as u noe how to turn back i shall be ok in another wk's time:) and i will enjoy my holidaes dun worry people... esp kel kk ww tommy edwin jie etc.. i noe ur r with me..and wun leave me alone in times of darkness thks for being there..really millions of thks ur are the greatest pals ever! and my 2 piglets at home tt really cheer my mood up my pillow that is always there for me to hug wen i cried hehes..so thks to mum who make it specially for me:) im alright alr.. and i noe more smiles will be coming my way yebs..so tats all for now..im off
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4:18 PM
im addicted to devil beside u kept watching it all dae hmms..todae woke up at 8 plus slept at 1 plus yesterdae tok to kel n mund on msn ehs..nth much ba yesterdae went to west coast with mum to have dinner i miss the western food there.. so i had fish and chips then went to sheng siong bought alot of stuffs.. we spent abt 80 dollars there..notice the amt of things we got and then bring them all back home todae my dae started off quite well so im actually in happy mood now hmms.went for breakfast with mum dad aunt and uncle uncle gave me money cus he got his pension he wants me to use it for education purposes so i said i will pay him back wen i go to work actually din wanna take frm him bt then dad saes that its his hao yi so i accept lor.. anyway..im nt in need of cash now so even without tt money i can still survive i jus wanna go shopping now i wanna get things that i haven got and my hols is jus one wk away ehs.shld be e learning wk bt then we consider it as holidaes alr then two wks of term break before i get back on 26th june i went to the temple to pray jus now hoping that everyone in my family is healthy n safe hmms.going to do my accounts tut ltr got test on fri i hope that i culd go running with kun tis wk i wanna train my stamina..and also exercise bt i wonder if she is free..i jus miss her alot and i miss elf too:) and i hope to meet up with my fellow fouresixians soon i really miss my class cus that is ultimately the class where i felt so bonded hmms..mum is making dumplings tml..so she is taking off hahas..duan wu jie! i love her dumplings esp the small small one..with sugar its really nice i shall be off to watch devil beside you now! im addicted..nth is more impt that this
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10:37 AM
Saturday, May 27, 2006
jus as i thought i wuld have a peaceful sleep yesterdae it all turn out to be the opposite i wish that dream dint even appear in my eyes that person has been like haunting me dae and nite and i jus hope i wun even think abt anything during my sleeptime NO! it jus appear.. i really hate it..i dint have a good sleep in the end bt before that i had a nice time watching those stars glittering in the nite sky this is sort of the first time i c so many stars frm my hse its really a nice scene and it calms my mood down i made a wish..as usual.. bt i dunno whether it will be true or nt stars stars..i dunno whether i shld like u or shld i hate u i jus got my own reasons to support this bt its a countless scene yesterdae..they r jus BEAUTIFUL i culdnt use any words to describe hmms..i woke up at 6 plus todae and i slept back after tt dream thingy woke up agn at 9 plus i dunno how m i gg to spend my dae went downstairs to get breakfast then watch some tv and i started blogging i jus wish that the next upcoming wk will be happier and the next mth is gg to be a brand new start im gg to be a little packed for my two wks hols first coming up is the choir performance
VENUE: SP CONVENTION DATE: 24th JUNE [sat] TIME: 7pm [tickets can be get frm any current choir members or alumni members..bt we dun have it yet..shall inform ur agn once i got the tickets] there before that i wuld have rehersals coming up i need to shop for the costume before 8th of june also so many things i need to do lor then still have the e-learning wk at wk 8 have to study at home..use com do online test and online assignments wahs..and next wk got accounts test on fridae really sians.. my elder sis saw my nick on msn ilovewalkingintheraincusnoonewillnoticeimcrying she thinks that im crying and ask me y i jus tell her i din..although i did at some pt in time these two wks im v v stress up..v v moody..pmsing alot also bt i jus dun wan anyone to worry abt me everytime i cry..i will make sure no one can c cus i really dun wan ppl to pity me.. i jus wanna be alone..maybe jus that crying makes me feel better thats my way of relieving things yea..i looks like im a crybaby.. bt i jus culdnt help it im jus too sensitive at times bt after crying..im more or less feeling better so jus let me be..bt dun worry friends i noe wen ppl read my blog..they start to worry abt me pls dun ok..it will jus make me feel bad i will try to stay strong.. as much as i could yea.i wanna go watch my devil beside u it has jus finish loading.. yebs..so cya wen i have more updates:)
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11:02 AM
Friday, May 26, 2006
o ya..i forgot to sae HAPPY BIRTHDAE EDMUND!!! hmms..seems like todae my mood isnt any better bahx i was jus trying to get some sleep after toking to ww and she left and i thought i wuld be a peaceful one cus im really tired [mentally and physically] then i saw this stairs scene..its jus so familiar and the next thing i knew..i fell at tt pt in time..my whole body jump on the bed and i woke up eventually i tried to calm myself down and slept agn.. bt i dunno wats the factor tt wake me up in less than an hr really really bad. its raining now how i wish i culd walk in it i miss my old palx..kun and ww esp hmms.mum is buying dinner back cus i gt no mood to go west coast to meet her i jus hope tonite will be a dreamless night..no nightmares i jus wanna sleep peacefully.. cus i nearly blank out jus now wen i went to the toilet lucky i hold the side of the door and sit down in time i really hate black images i hope my lbp condition is nt worsening yebs..thats all..i'll blog agn wen i feel better or maybe tml
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6:41 PM
im eating a lollipop now..hahaS like so child..i miss childhood daes.. no worries nth..jus happy happy and more happy now..is sad sad and more sad hmms..i woke up early todae.. 8 plus..ive been so tired lately and yet i cant sleep back alr hmms..todae i woke up and watch tv then till 11 plus i boil water for cup noodles was chatting with ros wen i was eating after tt tok to mund and tommy too and also waiwah.. i suddenly miss causeway pt.. the place that me and waiwah got crazy..hahas shall nt mention where issit then i also miss the swing that me and kun went last yr sort of alot of things im missing hmms..wen for the one hr lecture alot of peeps pon frm my class its realli sian lor and stupid ceyang keep disturbing me frm behind he swing his hp here and there..then poke my hair and i got so irritated that i turn behind and hit his hand some of the guys were sleeping my kor dint even help me one lor c me being bullied by ceyang:( and i walk back..took me abt ten mins wen to econs to get chocolate agn.. and the lollipop im eating now.. its so waste of time to go there jus for one hr hmms..im damn sian now nth better to do.. waiting for mum to call back and go out for dinner leh meanwhile..i will jus slack perhaps take a afternoon nap ba sians....
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3:43 PM
Thursday, May 25, 2006
i dunno y i started to scream at my parents esp my dad wen he came into my room and disturb wat im doing i noe its rude and shows no respect bt sometimes im really irritated by it at times i really cant control my temper im sry.. i dunno why my temper is so bad lately im really a bad bad ger.. how i wish i was the shini back in sec one and two so simple..so happy i really hate myself now... im nt in mood of anything im reallyyy reallly tired.................................................................... how i wish everything culd jus end now.....
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10:34 PM
yesterdae i had a nap in the afternoon cus i was damn tired i set my alarm to 7pm then wen i woke up..i jump..i felt v paranoid.. i dunno how to describe in words i guess im really too stress with everything guess wat i did. i quickly fold my blanket then run to the toilet in the kitchen and on the light before tt i pass by my parents room and found dad there and i was tinking..y isnt he working todae..issit tt he din work up then i started running ard the hse for my mum and run back to my parents room and on the light of tt toilet as well and then my dad was asking me wat i m doing.. and y is the light of the toilet in the kitchen on till then i realise that it was night time and not daetime m i really too stress?? or issit becos i really have so many upsetting things inside me i really panick like siao cus i thought i will be late for sch as im meeting the rest at 8am and i forget to call abel up also arghs..enough of it..im really like a crazy mad woman now i hate my life :'( how i wish i wasnt born.. then i wun live in this world of sadness and i jus dunno y i like to bottle things up on my own too its jus my unique way of doing things. so after wat happen yesterdae i went to study for my econs test which is todae watch some tv to calm myself down and had dinner at 9pm dint really eat much cus im nt in mood after tt i chiong econs till 12 plus wen my mum come home and i slept till 6.40am todae i was pretty lazy to get up.and i dialled many times abel's number gave up and then wen to wash up and bathe then call him again and wake him up finally i guess i dialled his no. alot of times todae really piggy!! lols..i hope u dun c tis then rush off to sch and im the first to reach studied econs since there is nth i culd do dewei came and then follow by hanming and desarie bt we dun have labtops or anything to start with waited and waited for tt abel to come bt he din ceyang and jiawen came along then edwin too.. i was yawning and feeling v sleepyand i asked kind edwin to help me get coffee frm the foodcourt then went for ITAB class abel greeted good morning to me n the rest..wah.. so EARLYYYthen started lesson.. todae's one still ok.. early break and we went to foodcourt 4 for lunch had carrot cake..then discuss abt the concept fan cus our grp haven finish and econs i panicked alot and damn stress cus we haven finish our project rushed to the library to finish up during the 2 hrs break we manage to finish in time went for IDEAS for the presentation i felt so tense up cus its a formal presentation wen it finally finish..my tension wasnt any better cus i still got econs test then went to T2165 for our exam venue did the test and i guess i screw up some parts wasnt really in good mood then my mood worsen wen the bus is so damn slow it took me ard 15 mins frm dover to my hse there la traffic jam..arghs....really dampens my mood now i dun care..tml im gg to sleep till late late then get up im loosing sleep..insomia..its really torturing.. i hate this kinda feeling im like a panda now..pmsing..moodless. i skipped choir todae cus i have my econs test i wonder how the practice is..
i broke my heart for every gain to taste the sweet i face the pain
this is frm one moment in time.. one of the songs we performing in june 24th arghs..im gg to complain alot wen it comes to my the other diary i really hate my life now.. i felt so stress..more stress than o levels i dun like tt feeling at all:'(
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7:38 PM
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
jus back frm sch v v tired..arghs.. i jus wish to have a good rest life is so damn stressss... problems keep coming up lately and i jus dun wanna face them my body is getting weaker as daes goes by i dunno how long will i take to collaspe anyways..i love my class alot really had fun in class and forget abt everything. first thing i did in the morning was to dial abel's no. and then i din noe i have the headset attatched was shock tt y no sound one in the end wen i realise it i have to redial agn he sounded like he's awake while im the one who is still sleepy bt the thing is..he is still late...i guess he slept back..arghs.. i had a 'good' time chasing bus todae took 166 there and back hmms..the bus was squeezy cus of the morning crowd reach the library jus in time and we began to scan things then after tt do the ppt and went off for stats the lecture damn sian lor probability..isnt wat we alr learn in e-maths..its the same thing u take out a red ball..then a blue ball..wats the prob. then still got a bit of amaths..venn diagrams.. (A U B) lols..how i miss that..need some brushing up again next wk got permutation and combination one.im looking forward to it:) after the lecture ended..we were walking out of the room stupid ceyang wanna strangle me and i finally noe how thick his arm was wen he put it ard my neck squeeze into the lift for MOB then ceyang wanna scare jiawen and me by hiding guess wat..HE SCARE THE WRONG PERSON..ahhahahaha it was really comical and we all laugh till stomachache the person stunned there for a min or two..lols MOB was sian again...grp discussion all that then went off for lunch edwin was asking me if im ok again..cus he said i still seems so moodless then we went to foodcourt 4 to eat i had spaghetti again bt nt nice tis time leh..too watery hmms..din finish bt i had a cup of soya bean after tt me and jiawen was disturbing ceyang wen he playing game got one time he nearly grab my hand and bite lor.. haha..bt wanna bite i tink his teeth drop off first.. cus im only bones and meatless. jiawen kanna bite alot of times..poor her dreadful time walking back to SB and we had accounts lecture saw edwin's gf..really nice..hehe accounts jus copy lor..nth much.. she din complete much also... and then walk all the way to convention hall for the STD tok damn sian lor..watch video and listen i dint wan to go if nt for tt 2 CCA pt and its COMPULSORY to go lucky i catch the bus wen i get to the stop wen to econs and bought chocolates agn its so sinful...waste money on tibits bt im really nt in mood so have to eat chocolate i wish i culd take ice cream now:'( anyways..i will be updating photos to my photo album ltr so feel free to view.. webbie: www.memoriesforeva.shutterfly.com its the photos that my class took during last wk's sakae plus da vinci hmms..im gg to rest now ltr have to chiong econs..gt test tml..boo hoo IM SO STRESS!!!!!!!! tml got project at 8am too:(
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5:05 PM
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
i didnt wanna wake up todae..looking at the alarm at 7am bt i still drag myself up pick my hp and msg abel to WAKE UP!! he din reply so wen i folded my blankets.. i started calling him..and i scream into the phone hahas.sleepy voice..it has been long since i called someone up before its like sec 3 wen i last gave someone a wakeup call haha.. then i got to bathe and changed ate breakfast and watch tv tt hanming forget to wake me up bt he sms me c if im up or nt in the end he told me he forget to bring the office cd arghs..i search for blank cd in my hse to bring to sch and i have to went home to take it cus im alr out wen were r on the phone so im late to meet the rest and as i expected..abel wen back to his dreamland and sms me sae he will be 15mins late reach the library and found the rest doing hw then me and dewei scan in the pics that hanming drew its quite nice..v artisitc..i suddenly tink of ros..haha after tt tiong loong arrive after me.. and abel finally reached.. we started discussing and then do the powerpoint in the library's com then after that wen off for sheh's lesson..statistics din quite understand some part then ive got cramps again and i dunno y wen i step out of the room..jiawen said my face was really white and then i din have mood for lunch..use forcing method agn doreen also c that i nt in mood...stupid cramps! and edwin kindly treated me sweets..haha after tt i drag myself to the class for econs.. my legs were tired and all of them has seen my really pale face for todae i shld have put some makeup jiawen was afraid that i faint along the way bt i jus sae i hack care.. after tt we started on econs.. did some grpwork..c those guys agn my econs grp im the only ger tt tcher grp one.. my grp got yujiang abel hanming and sebestian lol..almost everytime i get to c abel and hanming in my grp cus me and abel tok abt tt during the econs thingo and we hope tcher change grp..haha..no la..our grp nt as bad he jus dun like his MOB grp bt i like mine.. he sae his grp doesnt contributes much erms..after tt we headed for accounts i dunno wat the hell the tcher was toking abt bt thk goodness edwin helped me by sitting beside me explaining to me all those terms then there was tis stupid spot check! our class abit siao..we all wear our lanyards to show class spirit.haha in the end i took a stroll home after sch was damn tired i pop by econs minimart to get chocolate since i cant take icecream my mood is still down for the time being bt getting better:) and i tok to tommy jus now ok..i frankly tell him im single la..its so bad to lie and we chatted for a while and he left yiling has been angry with him..hmm..i nid to help him out tis time yebs..thats abt it..im toking to mund on msn now..haha shall take some dinner and study ltr.. i really feel tired bt tml still have to do project tt means..i have to wake abel up again..haixxxxxx okies..shall be off..tataz.! have a nice dae everyone:)
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7:00 PM
Monday, May 22, 2006
my cramps stayed with me thru the nite ohhh.wat a bad night.. i was v reluctant to wake up in the morning cus im really really tired.. haven been sleeping well for the past 3 daes hmms..im feeling alot better now..so dun worry kaes i went to sch as usual and everyone started to ask me whether i got study mob yea..i did..i tried my best to capture all the info to my mind although i pretty dislike that subject well..first lesson was MOB tutorial really very sian cus the whole class wasnt in any mood then we have break.. me and jiawen stayed in foodcourt 6 cus i wasnt really having the strength to walk i ate only half a plate of carrot cake i really wasnt in mood of eating and im like forcing food in agn then after tt we guys wen to the library to study acutally din study..was merely chatting.hahas went for EC.. the class was really full of fun todae we have gallary walk and we all started commenting on each other's message..haha after that was accou0nts..sian again.. was studying MOB at the same time..todae gt test then after accounts was econs lecture wasnt paying much attention again.. waited for the test to begin outside MLT 11 lols..din noe ceyang was scared of tickling as well me jiawen szeying and vanessa all tickled him at the same time in the end he too revenge to the three bt nt me..haha i manage to escape in time they got bitten by him...eeeee MOB test we were seated in lecture hall the tchers v smart..set qns alternately so that we cant copy at all like im having set B so the two beside me will have set A qns my stomach groan wen i was doing the test after tt still cant go home wen its alr 6.10pm i still got to stay with my grp to do projects so we went to the library.. discuss for the whole hr abt the shoe thingo then tml i have to wake up at 7am to give abel a wake up call i will make sure he wakes up!!!!!!!! then sleep back agn till 7.30 when hanming gg to wake me up..haha goanna do project at 8.30am tml..sians and i jus got home wen its alr 8 plus without food im like full frm hunger now i wen to central jus now hoping to get the sausage waffles that i like bt the pasar malam is closed alr:( so saddd.... i long to eat it agn.. wells..i gonna go off now to have dinner then to rush my stats and econs hw which has to be in by tml..haix.. i miss freedom and holidaes suddenly and i felt smt is missing now..i felt lonely cus my dad isnt at home also..bt thats nt the factor... okies..shall be off..bbies
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8:23 PM
Sunday, May 21, 2006
i realised that i had real terrible mood swings todae im sry arh..to those who had worry abt me namely my parents and my sisters i nv smile todae till jus now wen i tok to mum and in the afternoon i got so lost.. bt im more or less ok after a nap my cramps are better now after mum applied medicated oil on my tummy and now i m less loaded cus ive studied my MOB although i cant gurantee that i will pass cus this is my first exam in poly i wonder how issit like...hmms i will try to regain myself.. although i may still be a bit moody or pms alot these few daes pls leave me alone wen u c that in sch..i dun wish to hurt anyone's feelings ive apologise to my kai xin guo for making him worry yebs..like wat i told tommy...we shld live life to the fullest to stop worrying abt things and learn to appreciate the ppl ard u yeas..i guess ive blogged 4 times todae.. really mood swing..hahas.. i guess readers have alot to read.. im gg to rest now... tml will be a v long dae i have sch frm 9-5pm then 5.20-6.10pm is my test after tt still have to rush my IDEAS project with my grp members i wonder wat time i will be home then gdnites people..sry for making ur worried during the past few daes i love ur esp my best friends:)
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9:55 PM
im really having bad cramps now mum forbid me to take the cramp pills cus she saes its nt good for the body i have to bear with it and only apply medical oil then i really have no mood to study for tml's test its like so many facts..so many definitions and now im in pain like siao i really cant stand it and i break down jus now although i promise someone i will nt cry.. bt i really cant stand the amt of stress im in im really a weak person.. i use to cry alot..bt i tried my best not to now i even try to hold back my tears jus now its the most unbearable thing to do i guess i will be dead for tml's test im nt fully well prepared and my stupid cramp is making me no mood to study at all i guess my sis has saw my moody face jus now she asked wat happen and i jus sae im not feeling well i really cant hide my expressions now watever it is..jus let me leave in my own lala land for two wks cus these two wks there r test and project and i guess i will have a break after tt and i can do all i want to cheer myself up i really miss ice creams now..bt i cant take it i shall be off to study again... -
edited.. the worst thing i did todae was to force food into my mouth during dinner cus im totally nt in mood to take anything since im like in pain like hell bt then i dun wan my parents to worry..so i resort to pushing in food to my mouth..and took minutes to chew it before swollowing down my dad culd c tt i wasnt in mood and ask me wat happen i really hope the pain will stop cus i need to concentrate on my revision for tml test i really nid that 100% concentration someone pls help me get the pain off.. i really cant stand it anymore.. it has been like tis since 2pm...ive suffered enough! bye..im off to study agn.. :'(
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5:25 PM
i find that im like blogging more now becos too many events is happening ard me hmms.. ive set my diary in mydeardiary to private cus i dun wan anyone to view it anymore i rather leave that place as the place wen im gg to write wen im sad i dun wan anyone to c me on my weaker side here so this diary is only meant for my happy moments with all my friends previously it was semi private cus some of my friends out there can read my thoughts bt i began to close my heart again cus wen its open..i get stabs and left alot of wounds.. i dunno wen issit gg to be open again perhaps wen im ready meanwhile..im living life as it is to be waking up every morning feeling the same and having a hard time to get back to sleep every nite i tink i will become a panda soon..very very soon yesterdae i really cant sleep its like im feeling so warm..my body temp is like v high then wen i went to adjust the fan to a higher speed i felt so cold and i cover myself with a blanket...and i felt v hot. its like there isnt a temperature suitable for me to sleep in.i felt so irritated by it and my mum jus scolded me for nt eating finish my porridge i left half a bowl of it on the table... its nt that i dun wanna eat..its really im nt having any good appetite now as i have said in the previous entry 9.33fm is playing waiting for you now.. its such a sad song.. and a sad weather cus its raining... toking abt songs..ive changed my blog song to zhen de by angela zhang shao han
tian kong tu ran yi pian liao kuo yuan lai ni shi zhen de yi jing li kai wo zai wo bu shou xi de shi jie guo xing de shen huo bi shang yan rang lei shui hua luo ci ke ni yi zhen de yong yuan li kai wo zai ling wai de ge mei you wo de shi jie zi you de zou
yet another sad song..suits my mood now i guess my left ear really got some problem it hurts now... and wen i sing in choir or like listen to music via my earpc i will hear a zzzzzz sound..its really irritating tml is sch again.i wonder how will my mood be cus tml got MOB test..then thurs got ECONS test plus my grp need to hand up IDEAS project by thurs and present it im really having a bad headache now. i culd feel that the pressure is pushing me poly life aint tt great after all i began to ask myself have i make the wrong choice... bt ive alr make mine..so i have to persevere in it now i jus need some motivation to study well i hope holidae comes soon and give me a break... im really really tired... sometimes i dun even wish to hold on........
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11:36 AM
Saturday, May 20, 2006
im full frm dinner at beautyworld i dunno y i notice like im eating lesser and lesser everydae culd it be tt the food doesnt interest me anymore or culd it be tt im jus down for the time being one thing i noe is that i will definitely have weight loss if tis continues and im like now 42kg.. which is alr considered skinny ive never fall below that before..as in wen im 1.67m tall so i hope i wun loss weight cus its jus so hard to gain them back bt really i do get full v easily now like yesterdae..6 plates of sushi culd alr fill me.. its really too little.. i guess on other daes i culd go up to like 8 or 9 then breakfast i had a small packet of milk plus half a pc of plain bread i culdnt believe that i jus ate half a pc now lunch i sorta skip cus i din really eat much at MI i only had the kachang puteh, one cup of coke float and a malt candy thats all ok.. and i din feel any hungryness inside me dinner i thought i will eat more in the end is jus one small plate of rice with some other dishes i can always eat until like i can even help my mum finish up her rice if she cant and half a cup of sugar cane juice actually make me bloated i thought of binge eating bt i guess i culdnt do it im really cutting down on my food now.. intensive loss of appetite and i skip dinner yesterdae nite.. im feeling so tired nowadaes so many tutorials..test..and idea project stress level building up i wuld go crazy any moment if this continues im even stresser than having o levels now and i really culdnt fall asleep.. even if i can..i will wake up exceptionally early like 7am or 8am like todae i plan to sleep till 10.30am then i wake up like 8 plus time really past so slowly todae i got flare up doing the accounts tuts cus i noe my answers doesnt tally.. the thing doesnt balance..and i dunno where i got wrong i really feel like banging my head on the wall wen i entered the lift jus now and i wish to erase part of my memories so that i wun tink any further maybe ive really made a wrong choice abt gg to MI todae i shld have stayed at home im really really tired.....mentally and physically i may collaspe any moment.. and stupid lbp pls stop haunting me wen im alr in my weakest state i wish everything culd jus end now........
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7:53 PM
im back home frm MI carnival wows..it looks like a huge event there with ballons and everything food games and watsoeva i really enjoyed myself thks peeps! i saw alot of familiar faces there eddie layhwee kenneth rachel and others of course i c ppl frm my class peeps like saf, lee, jason, alfred..hahas me and jason was toking abt which foodcourt in sp is nice. he always goes to 3 while i always go 4 then alfred was telling me i always c him with alot of gers..hahahs i ate a little bit of things todae morning i had plain bread plus vita soy then at there i had coke float..kachang puteh and malt candy wow..i had a hard time with the candy i got qned by syahidah in the cafe anyways.im ok then after tt i met ELAINE!!! so long nv c her.. she asked me y i din go ij wen i actually wanted to during tt period of time bt i still prefer poly life ba hmms..i miss the swing so much suddenly bt wen i sms and called kun..she nv reply or answer me so i took the bus back to clementi and walk back on the way drop by ww's hse to pass her the stickers then i walk home
to waiwah: thks for asking me wat happen outside ur hse jus now after u read my blog sry tt i din wanna tell u wat happen becos i tink its better to solve it myself.. nt tt i dun trust u [to all my other friends who care for me as well] i jus wan...some time alone..i will be alrite i promise so u guys dun worry abt me ok.. let me be selfish and nt share with ur for jus once u will be my BEST BEST friend ever!!!!
and to the person who feels guilty: its nt ur fault.. nth happen so dun feel that way i hope u read that sms i send u anyways..its the same thing here tt is if u read tis
yebs..thats all i wanna sae.. anything jus tag on my board or sms me if u have my number i will surely reply ur! thks...love u all.. :)
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4:20 PM
Friday, May 19, 2006
i love class outing!! yea...dbf 22 really rocks!! todae was jus another dae for me bt i woke up exceptionally early cus i culdnt really sleep i tot the flu med last nite and i guess i slept ard like 2 then todae like 7am jiu wake up liao nth to do.. i took my MOB and started studying for the coming test trying to occupy myself with watever ways i culd maybe im running away frm sum things now.. bt jus let me be at least im happier for this moment ok? i tried to sleep back but i cant then bought breakfast and ate not really much of appetite do some housework at home before batheing and gg to sp went to help waiwah make the sticker thing then walk to SB for MOB lecture after tt our class went to LOT 1 for class outing im really nt in mood for anything todae bt somehow i try to pretend i m..im like hiding my true self todae i felt i ate 6 plates todae only and i find the rice getting more and more sour took pics with my class peeps. and then after tt some ppl wen to the toilet i was jus looking down to the ground floor tinking abt somethings and somehow..edwin notice tat i wasnt happy todae he asked me why bt i actually din wanted to tell him bt in the end i gave in and told him the whole story and he was the only person i told abt wats happening on cus i really dun wish to let anyone noe abt it..i dun wan ur to worry he consoled me and ask me nt to cry cus he sees that my eyes are alr starting to tear at least wat he said did cheer me up a little so we went to watch DA VINCI as a class before tt the gers wen to take neoprints.. i love those we took todae the movie was nice..except some parts i really dunno wat its abt bt i jus watch on..the room is damn colddddd... then after the movie the gers went toilet some of the guys went off and then i guess edwin was the one who waited for us maybe he experienced it before thats y he culd tell me so much btw..hes attatched.. bt its good to have a friend like him to give a pat on ur shoulder to sae its alrite. although he noes that during the movie..i may forget everything bt after the show..everything will come back i took mrt with the rest at ard 9pm then i alighted at my stop and bide gudbye to them walked damn slowly home listening to songs... and watch my tv show before coming online sadly no good friends is here i guess im gg to do some tuts before i go to bed then tml can go MI carnival i love u guys! thks for making my dae happier :) i will be alrite..sooner or later and millions of thanks to EDWIN! my dae is really better after wat u said..
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10:31 PM
Thursday, May 18, 2006
my flu isnt well yet todae was damn bad mood in sch im sorry my friends..bt i jus cant find a way to cheer up at first my mood was okay then after the ITABS lesson..i began to feel so uneasy like im so worked up inside me i jus dunno wat is gg on..perhaps im jus pmsing i really hate tt feeling and i noe who ever come and bother me will get it real badly thk goodness no one did..cus i dun wanna be mad for no reason and jiawen was cooling me down cus she noes im nt really happy thks ger! lucky u r with me.. then after tt we went for lunch my mood became better hmms.guess who i saw? MIAO JUN..my best friend in pri sch we sorta lost contact after she move hse.. in pri 3 i will never forget the every recess we spent together:) then i began to cheer up. and finally i was in mood for everything after a cup of chocolate ice cream hehes.. after tt went to the flea market there bought myself a necklace..the one tt i like yesterdae then printed my name on those stickers..they r so cute after tt rush back for IDEAS lesson hmms.i sung with desarie the yuan dian gt 4 participation marks then george wants our class to sing lao shu ai da mi with passion lols..he stop us after a while. then we sing again this time with guys one line gers one line and we passed the test so everyone gt 3 more marks..hehe after tt we were put in grps agn to discuss abt our new product thing hmms..our grp doing smt on shoe..hee and i find it nice if there is really one went for choir... i guess my ear got some problem alr keep on hearing zzzzzzzz...sound not the sleeping one.. bt its unpleasant after tt went home... went downstairs for dinner with aunt uncle dad.... francine was there too.. she keep on playing with me..hahas stupid tv is spoilt again yebs..ttz abt it todae.. tml gg sakaeing!!! shall update more tml..and hope i wun be moody!
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7:59 PM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
omg..my flu is back again sneezing like siao.. wonder who's the one doing behind my back cus ppl sae u sneeze once..is ppl curse u twice is someone miss u thrice is someone love u..hahas bt i always gt that habit of sneezing twice.. maybe thats how my body works todae was feeling damn tired in sch I HATE PIMPLES! esp wen u gg to have...... i shall nt mention tt word i washed my face jus yesterdae afternoon wen i get back frm sch and at night wen i face the mirror i saw nt jus one but THREE appearing on my face sobbies..im gg to get rid of it fast..thks to jorubi gel:) and thks to my sis who gave it to me stop appearing pls..i hate it.. and that relative u wanna come faster come eh.. i rather go thru the pain now then to suffer next wk wen im having so many test:( todae we have stats lecture..wah..damn sianx. that is my most hated lecture bt on the good side..i saw some qns abt amaths..muhahahah and it is PERMUTATIONS AND COMBINATIONS! okies..i swear i goanna practice hard on it..cus it sort of includeds probability too which is kinda confusing i tink after tt we sqeeze into tt stupid cramp lift to level 4 and climb like a tortise to level 6 and guess who im sitting beside..that hanming agn i was giving those ' u again' face everytime grp discussion always c him and then we both said the same thing wen the tcher ask.. jiawen was like saeing fated..lols.. anyways..we discuss abt the tutorial thing..get it over with then had lunch at foodcourt 4 agn i tried smt new..bt i tink my tastebud is nt working well todae i dun taste anything outta it..except a bit of chao da. nt salty nt sweet.. i dunno wat it taste like hmms..there is like a small flea market gg ard near the convention hall there i saw a necklace i like..its a star...transparent but got a bit of blue glowing im gg to get it tml cus i din bring my wallet..was only gg to the toilet along the way i saw 15 bucks!!! hehes..any maybe printing my names on those stickers then i can paste everywhere:) so much of things i wanna buy there..bring more cash and i hope my atm card can work by then accounts lecture again damn sian..i was sitting at a chair without table i have no mood to write lor anyways..its nt much of problem to me abt accounts now i started to like it..bt nt the lecturer then i called dad to fetch me home cus i dun wanna walk the sun is so bright tt will darken my skin i lazy to take bus also cus its only one stop..and then still have to walk im really tt tired tt i kept yawning non stop so i came home and slept my afternoon..hehes. and dinner was..chicken rice..im sick of it alr..last wk had it..this wk again bt my dad wants to eat it..too many chickens recently i wanna eat some mutton satay:) hmms..06s6 will reunite tis sat..MI carnival..who's gg???? i miss my class alot..my friends too..hehes that includes those in my og grp and other friends frm other classes and the school..plus..mrs choy..econs tcher! hehes..its so fun.. tml having a long dae again..wat the.. 9-5pm plus i having choir..so it will be till 7pm:( nxt wk cant attend cus i got test..haix..econs arh supply demand market equilibrium ok..i better stop here and take some rest..i really cant stand sneezing!
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10:19 PM
Monday, May 15, 2006
todae was like monday blues.. i was reluctant to get up for sch bt i have to drag myself outta bed and went to refresh myself mum cooked prawn bee hoon for me..lols im still nt sick of it yet..its jus nice. and i ask mum to cook laksa sometime this few wks i miss her laksa and mee siam and many more others like chicken rice..nasi lemak have to admit my mum is a good cook:) lols.bt i dun enjoy cooking..so i hardly step into the kitchen todae MOB is doing problem based learning continue on the second part hmms.. our grp is like ever joking. can tok frm maple to gunbound hmms..tt hidayat took my bag away agn wanna c wats inside..hais..let him take la.. i got my hp with me can liao..he always like to read my inbox and im the type that dun delete sms till its full after which we had a break went to eat sheng mian at foodcourt 4 then after tt went back to BS went to library cus my oral is at 12.30pm sat down with jiawen and edwin jiawen was in a bad mood todae.. i hope she feels better now edwin is kind enough to share his mp3 with me..hahas cus i was damn bored by then then jiawen went for her oral while i stayed a little longer my oral is abt yellow ribbon project..i jus crap with the tcher jus hope to get good grades of course then we all waited outside the room for everyone to get tested a lot of tchers pass by and we said hi to them..lols after tt went for accounts tutorial hmms..wasnt really listening cus she is jus gg thru answers instead..me jiawen and hanming were discussing abt econs. i tink my accs is okay now..jus maybe to do it faster practice make tings perfect that is.. and econs came.. lols.i din noe amaths can be in econs.. and it is CHANGE RULE! lols..differentiation haven been doing tt for a long time dewei was saeing we got advantage.. and i cant believe hanming got A1 for it.. hahas..bt i really do love amaths.. hmms.. shall be off now..i got tutorials to do.. bbies.
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7:55 PM
Sunday, May 14, 2006
perhaps yesterdae wasnt really a good dae for me i have a series of nightmares and woke up a few times in the night and guess wat..my right eye is in pain now there isnt signs of swollen or anything starting frm fri nite it has been like tis. sigh.. dun make me go back to the specialist agn at sgh pls i did one qn on accounts yesterdae journal entry plus ledger plus trial balance and then to closing account wah..that took me a long time to finish eh.. i jus hope it wun happen like tis in exam which is coming up..i tink..wk 6 then still got econs and MOB exam...stress is coming tml i got english oral..haix mum is cooking prawn mee todae..smells nice frm my room lols..i went to the kitchen jus now to drink some water and my mum noes wat im tinking of..hahas she put 2 prawns in my mouth cus she is slicing it..lols and then keep inspecting me cus she noes i like to eat a little of everything she stop me after i ate a few more cus she said i may finish the whole plate before everyone comes..lols i maybe gg genting during the hols.. i miss that place..seems like ages ive been there..keke and then im gg hk end of this year yes..i can shop like siao..go disneyland..hehe i wanna go places like esprit and also haggen daz.. Theirs is a double storey one.. maybe aunt and uncle plus francine joining us her first time taking plane.lols.. i took mine first wen i was 6 mths old..can u believe? i sorta forget the experience.. hehes..im gg off now... tata people!
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11:21 AM
Saturday, May 13, 2006
haix.wat a unlucky and bad dae for me it started off with me waking up at 6am then i was gg to the toilet at mum's room. guess wat..i was half awake then and i tried to push the door i tot i alr open the door and i went in..din noe there is actually a door stopper on the grd and then...i hit my face against the door damn stupid right...... i almost cried out okay..the hit was huge the whole door vibrated i could c wen i fully awake myself after the bang and my mum was sleeping so soundly that she din wake up tears really flow down my eyes..bt i wasnt crying my nose was in deep pain..take note my nose is sharp one.. got a pointed bone if ur notice.. that was awfully painful and part of my lips went red like blood was gg to come out any moment.. i attempt to wash off the blood bt then it din bleed so now my lips are still red if u culd c :'( hate that stupid door stopper 1002034845729 times....... arghs..i tot it was over wen i went back to sleep all the way till ten am went to mac with my mum..and ate hotcakes and i tot the weather is good..so i wore the m]phosis slipper out lazy to wear sandels to jus clementi central la and it started pouring heavily me and mum had a hard time gg home.. and on the way back..i fell to the ground. thk goodness i din injure any part of my body..esp my ankle which i injured in feb damn suay.. haix.. i will make sure im more alert the next time and dun ever wear m]phosis slippers out on wet daes.it will make u fall i experience tt alot of times.. bt i still like their black slipper hmms..i went for the interview for cscc todae wasted my bus fare cus its like 10 mins only and the place is so hot..haix im gg off now. i jus hope wun happen agn... :((((((((
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7:56 PM
Thursday, May 11, 2006
todae was happy cus class starts at 12pm bt was unhappy cus i wasnt feeling well in the morning and it had been like tis for daes..wonder wats wrong hmms..i bought beancurd to eat cus i wasnt in mood to eat anything bt then i have to eat or i will faint cus of lbp then went to sch for econs lecture so many graphs todae. and the tcher was fast..i din really listen bt copy after tt our whole class went to foodcourt 3 for lunch i had western food..chichen steak. it was salty.lols i din finisht the fries all tat after tt took a long time to go back for george's ideas lesson todae got the 60s performance..some went up wells..i din cus my voice haven recover yet..next wk ba still coughing..lols.. i guess i wun recover cus i keep on eyeing on food food that i m nt suppose to touch..haha we were brainstorming for ideas. something that hasnt been invented before.. hmms..i pretty like the shower head with light tt he showed to us it looks nice..and romantic at nite. showering in a dark room with light coming frm ur showerhead. a bit of melancholy touch cus its blue i wish to have tt at my hse in future..hahs and i wanna ask y issit hanming always in my grp..lols frm MOB to econs to now..ideas.. econs and ideas we dun get to choose one. anyways..my kor kor in my grp too..haha no choir todae so i took the bus home straight after wen i alighted it started drizzling i hack the rain and walk thru it.. lazy to use umbrella after tt play maple and then went for dinner with my dad wah.the ee mian very salty..i dun like it and it took so long for the food to reach me hmms..i gotta go off now.. stupid mosquito went to kiss my face and leave a stupid mark there.. i hope mask will help to take it off my face quickly... bb.. -jiawen..dun tickle me pls-
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11:05 PM
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
todae was jus another normal dae woke up frm a dream..bt i forget wat issit abt alr smt to do with my sis tat is.. i tink is becos i got so fustrated at her keep on borrowing my clothes yea..i do that sometimes..bt in the end i still let her borrow la hmms..stats lecture was boring..lols me and jiawen was like..-_- lols..bt my kor in class is still attentively listening to the lesson.. he is sitting beside me btw.. my class make a lot of noise for all i noe..hahas and there is like 'bomb' in the lecture theater..lols u shld try and listen to the sound..it really sounds like a bomb is gg to explode anytime me and jiawen was wondering wen will we die..lols*touchwood* bt that sound is damn irritating then after tt we went to take the lift up to level four and climb two flights of steps to level 6 sumone was so playful that he pushed the drinks which happens to be at the stairs down lol..i shldnt mention the name cus..hahas..will get him into trouble i wonder who is the unlucky one who kanna the drink..lols then was MOB tutorial we had winter survival PBL and the least expected turn out to be the most impt..lols i guess i wun be able to survive..put most of the choice wrong.. then after that we had break went to foodcourt 4 again i ate the same..spaghetti with fish tis time..the aunty is veri nice..gave me half a chicken to try and the other half goes to my kor..lols all becos of me he got advantage as well.. cus the aunty recognise me.. cant finish my food..i gave my fish to ceyang and chicken to edwin to try..lols guess wat..my kor ate another plate of noodles..he culd eat so much..amazing. ceyang suggested to go sakae next fri after sch..i sae..set arh! i long for sakae:) hahas..then after tt went back for accounts lecture wah..i cant stand it lor i really dunno wat the tcher is saeing. i jus try to act to understand actually i anihow do la.. wat balance carried down..balanced b/d then i walk home after sch..save bus fare..lols i enjoy walking alone sometimes.. can exercise..wun get fat! mum was abt to leave the hse wen i enter.. then watch my xue tian shi..sis record for me.hehe after tt play maple..lols..i died twice todae so stupid..forgot to change potion.. and then com lag..haix bt i level up alr:) shall play maple with my class peeps party quest.hehes i wanna be cleric.. okies..i shall be off now..bbies. wanna watch tv le. -jiawen..pls dun tickle me can?* giggles.
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10:23 PM
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
can someone bring back the real smiles in me?
back from sch todae started at eleven bt im still reluctant to get out of bed and the first thing i got in the morning was a bad tummy ache i guess its becos of too much air.. my stomach really cant take air..and of course..air con! so i usually use two blankets wen i sleep..one jus to cover my tummy it has been like a habit..since young went to sch as usual.. i waited for the bus for a long time before it arrived then went for stats. the lesson was boring..bt we were let of 15 mins early went to foodcourt 4 agn for lunch i ate chicken with egg and rice the rice they put curry...so i did nt finish the whole plate i noe my stomach cant take it. after that went for econs tutorial i really dunno wat the tcher is saeing todae perhaps im nt even in a mood la ive really lost my econs concepts in MI the supply and demand..esp the market equilibrium maybe i shld do some readup on my previous notes accounts was another one i have problems with the tcher is really gg to fast lor she tinks that everyone has accounting backgrd like dat a two year module in sec sch has been compress to a one year in poly its like a train..haix regret nt taking accs in the past bt i jus love amaths.. maybe i jus need time and i need to find someone to coach me.. anyone kind enough? ive got a test coming up in few wks time. econs too..can die le..haix.. sobbies..i sorta feel like crying wen i got out of accounts lecture jus now i really dunno wat the teacher is saeing todae even jiawen dunno wat the tcher is toking abt wen she has acc background i guess she can do it on her own without listening ba while i have to try to struggle with it till i find help:(
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5:31 PM
Monday, May 08, 2006
i din noe that the MI carnival was being postponed to 20th may lols.i tot i wasted the money of buying the coupons actually nt the money that matters is that thats the only dae i will get to c all my friends and have a chance to step back to MI campus i really miss that place though although it seems like a bit old la bt then it contains alot of memories memories of my friends and i rigel 5 members as well as 06S6! people like elaine..xinni..saf..rina and syhidah they never failed to bring smiles on me and our class gathering at ecp its so fun! i will never forget the daes i had with them bt too bad i cant c jeremy anymore cus he is in US currently the rest of the class can jus meet up i hope u come back and visit us soon jeremy:) we will miss u *if u r reading tis* i long for that dae to come..hahas - these few daes i have been at home mostly doing tutorials..playing games..watching tv my cough is still not recovered it has drag on for one mth alr.. bt i tink its recovering alr after taking mum's med..mine has finish the thing is..the med is suppose to make me drowsy bt in the end i end up more awake wierd isnt it..hahas maybe my mind is jus very active yesterdae mum came to slept in my room cus i got aircon..hahas dad dun wanna on his cus his leg pain bt mum wanted air con cus the weather was hot - todae i kanna bullied by my class peeps first was hidayat he wanted to take my bag at first i was jus tinking that he c the things inside only then guess wat..he took my hp out and attempt to open the inbox and look at the names of the messengers and seeing one name repeatedly appearing..he wanted to open it up i was like..NNOOOOO maybe i shld delete all my msgs in my inbox before he opens..lols hanming also the other helper of him.. and both were sitting in front of me and jiawen i tried very hard before i got my hp back.lols and thk goodness they din c any contents inside..secrets..lolx MOB lecture started..and im the presenter todae for my grp phew..was quite ok after that we had break..went to foodcourt 4 i had spaghetti with FRIED fish.. and jiawen was showing a no-no to me.. bt i still ate it.hahas someone was eyeing on my fish..lol i gave edwin some to try..and he gave me his chicken tasted nt bad too..next time can try that stall then went back for EC.. did oral todae..in grps.next wk gt test alr sianx.. after that was accounts..my most dreadful time of the dae bt we were let of early..went to foodcourt 6 to rest stupid ceyang tempted me with the potato wedges he wanted to give me one bt jiawen said NO in the end everyone got except me:( and he even wen to show it in front of me.. keep flashing the potato wedges in front of my eyes.. bt i din eat at last wen for econs lecture and took bus home mum cooked chicken rice todae..it was nice:) i almost ate finish the rice..lolx jus now did finish stats tutorial and now its econs time..wen issit gg to end:'( shall go off now..hahas.tml sch starts at eleven. dun have to get up so early liaox..bbies.
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10:32 PM
Saturday, May 06, 2006
yesterdae was quite a happy dae everything jus goes smoothly as wat i thought of..hehe went for accounts tutorial and i got called twice la.. okies.. then went to mob lecture was damn sian cus i was sitting alone most of the seats were taken up alr so me and jiawen have to part then we went to foodcourt 3 to eat and chat till 5pm before she went for her jap drum training i mustnt let her get my hp..if nt she will be a spy for someone..lolx and i will be in danger..watever i dun wanna do..eg eat..she will sms and complain.. looks like im watched everywhere i go..better be careful then i walk home frm dover mrt listening to 93.3FM after that i jus slack at home till he sae he is ready to go for dinner met waiwah along the way while i was gg to the 189 bus stop and we chatted for a while before she went home for dinner waited for him and saw 189 went pass me.lolx then finally saw him. he pleaded for long cus he dun wanna go c doc..even pull my shirt sleeve.. that was childish..lolx XD then on the bus still the same la bt i really drag him all the way there..and into the room it wasnt tt scary wat..i guess his friends jus scared him la before tt i saw wee may..she was waving to me outside the clinic after tt went to met kel and ttc for dinner went to famosa to have ban mian i was sharing with kel cus i ate with jiawen at 4pm i had 4 meals yesterdae lor breakfast at ard 10 plus close to eleven then lunch my mum bought prawn mee..at ard 12 i ate a little..still full then 4pm i ate with jiawen while walking there..i called kun and c if she is able to come and join us then i complain to her and got tickled by him la!! so evil guess wat..i pass my phone to him and kun screamed at him thks kun..love u! dinner was shared with kel and was forced to drink honey lemon cus of my cough which lasted for weeks i pleaded for long before i get to drink the cold one.. after tt went home..and jie was back! the tv was down again and guess wat..i said a magical sentence then there is image alr was really amazing i tot then todae the tv went back to the bad mode agn and i tried using the magic sentence..it really works at first..no sound..then after tt the sound came in..lolx really funny..my sis jus laugh..lolx okies..i shall be off.got so many things to do..bbies. btw..happy birthdae tommy!
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1:13 PM
Thursday, May 04, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAE ER JIE!!! wow..this mth seems to have alot of babbies.. seems that i have to dig a hole in my wallet alr.. all so close to me.nvms..its ok:) im coughing real badly and have been doing that for the past two daes which i slept like 2am? cus i was coughing so badly that it jus wun stop la and the thing is that my cough syrup is alr finished. and i dun wish to buy it agn..jus doesnt taste good hahas.. this two daes had alot of fun with my class and yesterdae i had to make a stupid model for IDEAS really crack my brain cells..use up all my neurons alr no more grey matter..hahas i miss bio suddenly.. bt my bio notes are nt with me:( anyways...todae i dint really have appetite for lunch bt i try to finish one bowl of fish kuay teow if nt i noe someone will go after me like the dae before agn jus thk goodness there is some excuse if nt i will get spoon feeding for dinner:P im really nt in mood to eat anything haix.. todae we got two hrs break then slack in the library after lunch with the guys plus jiawen lols.the guys so bad..esp ceyang.. went to prank call ayu..desarie and others. bt it was really very funny then my new kor was making his model in the library..quite cute la my class guys are funny at times.. bt i still prefer peeps in foursix then after that we had IDEAS i presented my drawings..and model..lols and the tcher actually complement it.. was quite shock cus i thought i did the wrong thing. anyways..its over! went to meet jenifer at the dover mrt to go for choir miss one bus and waited for long to take another i saw my pri one friend..i nt sure if he still can recognise me bt i do noe his name is call kevin..hahs..he din really change tt much saw the choir uniform todae..new one its PINK..OMG tis is the first time i hate pink so much as in nt the colour bt its nt suitable for them to wear looks funny la..even guys are choosing that colour summore is silky kinda material..lolx bt its ok la.they got outer coat..so nt so bad bt i tink the gown for the gers shld modify a little it jus look too plain to me..and i gave some suggestions to ms lim then went up for choir i cant really reach the high part todae..cus i will cough wen i sung it its damn bad..damn out of tune..arghs i dun like my voice now then went home and ate some porridge cus i no appetite la bt i promise someone i nid to take it so...haix tml lessons start at one eh..got makeup lor PACC summore..i hate accounts. jus dunno wat the tcher is saeing i told alfred abt it..hahas saeing its alien language guess wat he said.. learn it in an alien way! o..he's frm accountancy..hahas.. my MI friend then got MOB again!!! after that im meeting kel to go town get smt then i have to drag a silly boy to go c doctor cus he refuses to go for the past two daes and ive been threatening him..muhahaha and then have dinner! yebbies..mum is working till tml..haix. okies..long entry.. i wanna sleep le..hopefully i can:) bbies.
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11:59 AM
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAE BEN!!! lols..i still dunno wen can i pass u ur present anyways..jus a greeting here yesterdae had a fun time out with kel and mund mund was afraid of me gg alone cus of my lbp prob. hahas. might jus faint anywhere yea..those guys are late..and i waited at the mrt was so hot and i was like perspiring headed off to bugis to shop for presents. went in and out of the wallet shop.hahas then walk ard.. went to bought a chicken little softtoy for my sis her bdae is this thurs marh hahas.then of course...i bought ben's present its a pain ok... bt nvms.. kel and mund were so bad in the shop lor.. keep telling the salesger things..untrue facts! anyways..i still got 2 more presents to settle and that have to wait till i get more money first this two present really empty my wallet and i jus hope my atm card arrive soon fly to me!!! cus i need cash! yebs..then i went home to watch the concert for may dae then sis came back with goodies. that biscuit frm xuan hao jiu jie hun the very very nice packaging one..got butterfly box one it cost ard 40 bucks lehs..bt sis got it for free cus she requested it her wedding package is settled..and ive got a dress or shld it be a gown:) i gave her the bdae present..and she was so surprise that she went to show bernard kor:P hahas..and she finally bring her banana home cus she scared i will eat it up wen im hungry at nite - todae went to sch as usual hmms..stats we were using computer..nth much la then i was chatting with my sis during break time cus of the key incident which took place at my hse last nite one set of keys frm the drawer was gone and we went all ard to search for it till cant find it then we wanna add one more key.. to the lock and guess wat..the key was found in my dad's shorts tis morning wen mum took the laundry out waste our time man.. breaktime i ate at foodcourt 4..although its air con..bt its still warm then went back for econs tutorial i was grp with the guys agn..lols abel sebestian hanming and yujiang after tt went for accounts lecture i really dun understand accs leh.. and poor edwin was trying to get me to understand some concepts bt really sry.im like so stupid lor shall go and brush up..I MISS A-MATHS!!! hehes..after that i walk home alone cus the bus fare is really a pain.. i miss students fare as well.. shall go off now i still got lotsa tuts to do..bbies.
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6:54 PM
Monday, May 01, 2006
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1:40 AM
jus finished my tutorial for econs still got PACC and STATS to do n IDEAS as well..so much. haix..wen holidaes..i tink of schooling wen schooling..i thought of hols it jus cant be balanced now listening to kiss goodbye the song that hidayat always sing in class.lols jus now had a conference over the phone with kel and mund tml going to get presents for may babies unfortunately..i cant get much cus im cash tight..my atm card hasnt arrive wen my pay is alr in my bank. so have to make us of the allowance i have first gg out with kel and mund tml..hehe then im coming home at one to watch tv. jus now dinner was great we had it at queenstown cus mum is deciding on the tv we r buying had stingray, kangkong, clams and small sotong.. i noe i shldnt be eating tis cus im still recovering frm cough and sore throat and my fever has jus recovered bt the food is real tempting accidentally swollowed an ice cube jus now nearly choked..bt the ice can melt so im fine now i pretty much wanna watch that cao ge's performance bt who is gg to spare me a ticket..boohoo jiawen got hers alr:( anyways..its late now..i better go and sleep or i will be late tml:) heh..gudnites to everyone.. and thks to kun who send me a gdnite sms jus now..sweet dreams
