mEmOriEs fOrEva

2011-06-03T16:40:00.002+08:00

I don't really know why i got the urge to write a post today.

But just some things that happened for the past 6 months makes me realised a lot of things

FRIENDSHIP

friends come and go. and only true friends are worth keeping around you

i am thankful for all those friends who are by my side throughout the past 22 years.

who tried their best to keep in contact with me despite their busy schedules.

who helped me solve my problems whenever i encounter one.

im happy and contented with the current group of friends im having now

and i'll be always there to help them when they need me.

for those who does not treat me as a friend anymore, i may be sad for a moment

but i've told myself that i'll move on from today.

all these while i still think maybe there is a chance to patch things back although we may not be as close as before.

just want your to know, if you ever approach me one day, i'll still be willing to accept u as a friend no matter how ugly things happen back then

FAMILY

im thankful to have such a wonderful family. loving parents who cared about me whenever im upset, stressed or whatever things that happened to me.

i have nothing to wish for but everyone to stay healthy and happy

and to my two relatives that are fighting their battles with cancer, i hope that they can hang in there. especially my aunt who is very close to me. jiayou! we will all support u!

RELATIONSHIP

im also thankful to have a caring and loving boyfriend for these 4 years 8 months period.

he is very supportive on the things i do and i hope we can sustain this relationship.

someone who never fail to cheer me up when im down, treat me and buy me things when im broke, worried about me when im sick. thank you baby boy!

STUDIES

currently i have completed my university life in SIM. although my results are not that fantastic, i can at least tell myself that i have put in my best effort. for now, lets pray hard that i can get the pass with distinction certificate when i graduate in august.

CAREER

i missed my colleagues in BCA. although i know that might not be the industry i wan to work.

moving on, i hope to get a good job with a good pay to pay off my study loan and start learning driving.

this marks the end of the chapter for my studies. hope the beginning of my career would be a fruitful one (:

cheers to all my friends who graduate this year!

2010-08-18T00:23:00.002+08:00

Feel that it has been a long time since i updated this blog!

A lot of things happen in the past few months..

some good some bad.. wells. its all ok now!

the biggest thing was my 21st birthday celebration

darling help me organise a mini bbq for my birthday!

photos not uploaded yet as my com kena virus!

had a few unlucky things that happened to me all at one stretch.. but its all over now

friends who r close to me should have known abt it!

but i guess what im glad is that darling n i r still tgt..

lucky all these issues never tear us apart although it affected us quite a bit!

right now still continuing on my tuition and i resume my work at bca alr

partly cus i stop one of the tuition and din have enough pocket money to survive

which means that no work=no pocket money at all

now i know that working, studying and giving tuition all at the same time is a tiring thing.

jus last week i slept only 6 hrs per night!

i know there must be a balance somewhere.

but without working, it means that i have to depend entirely on my savings which is v little now because last sem i alr used part of it to pay for my uni sch fees

lucky this sem mummy help to pay or i wun be able to continue studying anymore!

somehow, i felt more motivated to study when i pay on my own, maybe because i felt the pinch there! haha!

feeling more like an adult after reaching 21. learnt to be more mature at handling things and acting more like an adult. spending every single cent with careful thought unlike in poly days where you can buy anything you want cus you will get pocket money every wk.maybe the past months obstacles has sort of impacted me quite a bit and i felt i have grown up. (:

2010-04-05T16:00:00.002+08:00

feel that i have neglected this blog!
not in the md for blogging these days alr!

Uni life was good! To think that i'll actually graduate next year seems pretty fast!
nevertheless, have to enjoy it the best that i could!
for the past 1 mth it has been very hectic!
with endless exams every wk, tuitions and birthday gatherings!
very busy and tiring!
lucky baby was there to support me. although i sort of neglected him, he din complain
im happy that he is there for me and listening to my grumblings.
taking me out for short dinner when i dun hav time to go out with him

celebrated our 3.5 years on 1st April 2010
although we din have time to go out ( he is working and i have tuition that day)
we still spend the quiet nite together eating our favourite hokkien mee n spring chicken
sharing the packet of noodles together is the sweetest thing of all
sometimes simplicity is good. dun have to always go to restaurants and celebrate
had a happy and well spent night with him
HAPPY 3.5 YEARS! (: may we last forever!

2nd April 2010
went to bai bai for Qing Ming Festival.
woke up as early as 5am in the morning
haven been waking up so early for such a long time. i tink the last time was sec 4
went to paternal's side to pray first before heading home and gg to maternal's side to pray agn
wat a tiring day~

hope this mth can pass really fast. i wan my exams to be over so that i can be free!
still tinking of wat to get for darling's 21st birthday!
lets pray that everything will go smoothly for me, my family and my friends! (:

2009-11-08T22:21:00.002+08:00

wow. looks like it has been a long time since i updated this blog
shldnt say im too busy. but just too tired after i came hm frm work
so normally i will just watch some tv, surf some net before talking to darling and then slp
and the routine goes again.
for the 2 weekends i have been helping darling's family for their hse renovation
like shopping for toileteries with them at IKEA and IMM
tts y lately we haven been dating until yesterday
we went to eat his favourite bah kut teh at bugis and walked ard Iluma
then headed to suntec and had coffee before walking ard
ate at ding tai feng for dinner
although it was jus a short day together. we are both v happy
i guess nth matters the most to me now except my family, my friends and him
i jus want the above group to be happy and healthy
hope to meet up with the girls soon esp waiwah, kun and cheryl!
has been a long time since we chat
off to facebooking agn! hope to have the time and energy to update soon! (:
have a nice day everyone although there is monday blues tml!

On Our 3rd Year Anniversary! 1 Oct 2009

2009-10-03T21:02:00.000+08:00

2009-09-27T21:19:00.003+08:00

so long nv blog alr
this blog is getting rusty
so many things happened lately.
some happy some sad
but mostly is sad
jus like today.
some big quarrels happened btw me and him agn
i guess its a 3rd year crisis
but yea. we manage to overcome it at last.
and looking forward to this thur which is our third year with him
and thks kun for comforting me just nw. she noes me best
i hope everything will be smoother after today
after i've decided to forgive him for what he has did to me
hope more happy things comes along the way and bad things go away!

2009-07-13T22:11:00.002+08:00

i noe it has been a long time since i've blog
but im really tired after work
plus many things happened recently

have been enjoying my work now
esp with my colleagues ard.
they r nice ppl
and they even celebrated my pre bdae for me last fri
had a wonderful time with the gang!

jus two wks ago darling sprain his knee
yes. u din c wrongly. its KNEE
jus the day before our 33 mth anniversary
and i had to bring him to the chinese physician
quite worried for him that few days that i went to his hse almost every day to visit him
right nw. i can see its recovering. but im still worried.
hope his knee gets well soon

on a side note. his mto died in an accident
it was featured in the news.
quite sad actually to have someone close to u passed away and he is so young
he has a promising future and lovely parents ard.
i guess this really taught us we shld really cherish life and also the time we have with our love ones
after that incident darling has been more worried abt me than usual
he makes it a pt to send me hm whenever he can even though his leg haven recover
and on those nights when he's leg wasnt well, he was worried abt me gg hm alone at 9.30pm from his hse.
but nw, im glad that he can walk close to normal now.

so far, ive been working in building and construction authority for ard 1 mth alr
jus gotten my pay and i gave my parents a small token
they were of course happy
brought my mum to shopping yesterday and i bought my heels n bag finally
jus so happy that i got what i wanted.
now. my wishlist is down by 2!
still need to get a hp to replace my old one cus my plan is over.
still deciding whether i shld wait for the satio! im so in love with the red colour!
with the 12.1 megapixel camera that is so capturing my eyes!
im left with 1 day more of my 19 years old before turning 20 on wed
but im glad that this year have been well spent with my family, friends and of course my beloved darling.
so looking forward to the date this wednesday and my dim sum buffet! ;D
with that. i shall end here. more updates when i get back!

2009-06-25T23:13:00.003+08:00

on our 999 days..

although we wanted to celebrate 1000 days.
we find 999 more meaningful
长长久久
had a lovely evening with him
and tml we will b out to celebrate our 1000 days at night too!
hehe. im a happy and blissful girl (:

2009-06-23T21:27:00.002+08:00

have been busy with work nowadays
although sometimes slacking, most of the time there r tons of things to do
but the good thing is..my colleagues are nice ppl! :)
and to be able to see ur love one after work is just a great thing
haha. i specially make a trip to pioneer yesterday jus to meet darling and go hm tgt
cus by the time he called me im alr at bouna vista and he's still in camp
but i guess nth beats seeing ur beloved after a long day at work
these few days has been quite happy for me.
so i guess it isnt so bad to work afterall
last sun i have dinner with darling's parents to celebrate father's day
and in that particular morning i pei darling go c doc cus he got cough
in the end it was upper respiratory infection.
there was this nasty lady who make a whole fuss in the clinic
i really cant stand her.
im glad that darling is getting better nw. at least im nt so worried
and he is touched that i actually remembered what medicine to eat at what time and reminded him
i guess this is what all gf will do when their bf is sick ba
he say most of them will jus remind them but will not take note what their bf have to eat
but i can actually name out that the flu med is in the morning and yada yada
so he feels quite touched by it and im very happy
at least im appreciated :)

suddenly it feels like honeymoon again~ (:

2009-06-18T22:34:00.002+08:00

work is piling up alr
tot i would hav time to slack today
in the end even when supervisor doesnt come, others gave me tons of work to do
guess tml will b ano tiring day for me
but on a side note, im meeting my poly besties for dinner!
shall have a good catch up with them

yesterday mood wasnt v good
dn feel like toking to anyone on the way home
perhaps it may be due to pms plus cramps ba
just v moody lor.
for the whole of this wk i haven been seeing darling
sorta miss him a lot
he's always so busy and going hm so late
and still have to book in at night
im jus scared this will tire him out
and we r both sick. down with sore throat and cough
guess i pass it to him. haha
but im really glad that he actually came down to visit me yesterday
cus he noe i was having bad cramps and moody
his presence cheer me up totally and my cramps are gone after he yang yang my tummy
the magical power of his hands ba. haha
i make lemon honey for him yesterday so that he feels better
chatted downstairs for like half an hr before he sent me home and headed back to camp
im sooo looking forward to weekends esp sun when i get to c him again!
on a side note. i wish to pop by MANGO sales. wanna get a pair of black jeans for work!
and also my cup since my mum broke it
more updates next wk. im tired alr. goodnite!

2009-06-14T23:00:00.003+08:00

had a wonderful double date with kun and her bf last wk together with darling
we went new york to have dinner at suntec that day
that guy is quite nice to tok to. and also he treats my bestie v well!
hehe. im happy for her!
we walked ard suntec after dinner and decide to head for a drink
went to eski bar that night at clarke quay
quite a nice cooling place.
im not so keen on clubbing. but bar-ing im alright with it
quite enjoyed myself that night. with great company. hee
had screwdriver that night. not so fantastic. shld try others next time
i'll love to go jewel box at mt faber again! its such a nice romantic place
shall bring dar up one day. hehe
we also went to a ktv bar and ranger sing songs for us
they drank beer while i drank only a little cus of my throat
had a bad throat these few nights. cant get proper slp
played dice and had fun tgt
then we each went our own directions home that night which was ard 1am

yesterday was a early father's day celebration
we had steamboat for dinner
all our bfs are being invited to join us. ano family gathering

today woke up early to go out with mum n dad
went to yew tee to find my ah yi
smt big happened.
my mum forgot to off the steamboat switch that she on in the morning to heat up the soup
in the end our neighbour call and she say she saw smoke out of our hse
rushed back in time
no flame. but then the whole hse was polluted with smell
hope the smell goes off soon. its jus so awful!
even the air refreshener doesnt help much!
im gg to bed alr. tml got work! gdnite!

2009-06-01T18:00:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 32 MONTHS DARLING!

yesterday we had a good day celebrating our special day for today
and we had our first attempt on 3D Monsters Vs Aliens

it was a fun movie. i esp love the cockroach scientist and also the slimy blue creature

he can take out his eyeball and swallow it back!

quite cute actually!

the next two movies awaiting us would be UP and also ICE AGE 3!

hehes!

although it hasnt been smooth for us lately. we manage to solve our problems and carry on

yesterday i was trying to cheer him up cus he has some probs in army

hope that our date yesterday can make u happier
i love u forever!

2009-05-09T18:57:00.002+08:00

yesterday had a fun time with my friends!
although its jus a short dinner to celebrate dar's belated birthday.

i woke up early in the morning and went to find the ji dan gao for him as a cake
in the end it was sold out when i went there
had no choice but to buy shou tao..haha!
he was surprise i supposed.
so i lighted the shou tao with a small candle and sung a birthday song for him!
i guess he was touched ba..hehe
i bought bee hoon n noodles for breakfast too!
slacked at his hse till ard 4 plus cus he was having jetlag
then we proceed to vivocity to eat our kuay teow and hokkien mee!
after that went to c my ham hams:)
and then waited for the guys to come to and find us at the rooftop
had a nice dinner at a jap restaurant.
and chatted for a while before some of them left
only left me him n tian cheng
caught up with him and tok abt the past
mentioning some of our sch ppl's name and noe hw they r doing
and also get to know some of his pri sch past too! hehe
its really nice to catchup!
so we agreed to meet out again!
overall i tink it was a good dinner with good company!
thks guys! :)

2009-05-05T18:52:00.002+08:00

so long nv blog here alr..haha
but i didnt forget that i do have a personal blog
just that i've been updating darling and my private one
i've actually posted 21 entries while he was away
each and every single day without fail
and on a good note. HE'S COMING BACK TML!
that has been the moment im waiting for
and i wun ps him again..will go to the airport to pick him up!
sooooo exciteddd!
haha. gg to give him a surprise in his room when he gets back
hope he likes it!
and AFP EXAM IS FINALLY OVER!
after one week of endless mugging. its finally over
jus hope i can pass. there is nth more i hope for now for that paper
alr tried my best!

visited darling's mum and also met up with my girlfriends last sunday after the paper
had a great day out..except for the red ants that is dropping on us
nice company. nice chat..nice dinner and also nice dessert!
i love MOF dessert! gg to ask darling to bring me there agn!
hehe. thks for spending a day with me girlfriends! (waiwah, xinyi, isabel, huangzhi)
really appreciate that!
and also kel n kun who accompanied me for dinner last weds night
plus ttc who consoled me on ben's bdae! haha!
looking forward to the class chalet this june!
i missed BBQ food! and also my classmates! 4e6 is always the best!
with that. i end off here. ttfn!

2009-04-06T00:34:00.002+08:00

after darling was sick. it was my turn
guess it must be the late nights that i have and also the flu bug coming frm him n my mum!
anyways. im feeling much more better nw after taking medication!
i was so touched that he went to blog on our private blog
and to be appreciated for the things ive done for him during the past few days he was sick
not to forget my new found love of tatty bears!
and the hamster like thingy. im lazy to upload the pics from my phone to my com
will do that maybe tml! haha
finally got the pair of tatty bear.
although i was sick yesterday..i pleaded him to take me out to catch that bear
and he did..although he was quite worried abt my health
WE'VE GOT THE LAST GREY TATTY BEAR!
i was so lucky. v happy to have the pair of tatty bear as our 2.5 years anniversary gift from him
i guess no other guys would spend so much effort and money to get this bear for their gf.
they would hav probably bought it elsewhere.

on a side note, he will be going germany next wk
which means im gg to be lonely for the next 21 days following that day he was flying!
cant wait for this period to be over cus i will miss him truckloads
but i guess i shall be studying for my AFP exam and by the end of that. he will be back shortly
guess this was the longest seperation we have this 2.5 years.
but absence makes the heart grows fonder right?
so yea. we have overcome so many obstacles in our relationship.
be it third parties on both sides or conflicts we have went thru it tgt
i do not see any problem of him leaving me for just 3 wks.
i will be strong and wait for him to be back
plus. i have a close group of girlfriends who will be with me thruout this period
so there is nthing to be afraid of. but i noe i will miss him badly.
will be waiting for him to come back n embark into the next stage of our relationship
hehe! :)

2009-04-02T21:19:00.002+08:00

my poor boy has fallen sick yesterday night which was suppose to be our anniversary
it was very worrying because he was down with a high fever of 40 degrees and was put on drip at the medical centre
i really dont like the way army works. they have been treating him like a robot that needs to continue doing his work even when he is sick
and then the MO did not even gave him MC today! doesnt sick people need rest?
come on la. he has been working so hard for SAF the past few weeks. covering other people's jobs. and have to cramp 3 duties this week. sleeping only 5-6 hours per day
a robot also needs rest la.
i bought him lunch today when i visited him
at least i was more relaxed when his fever subsided
lucky his master was kind enough to give him a day off.
i think he over tire himself till he caught a flu and leaded to fever
from the way he slept at 2pm after taking his medication till 6pm i can feel he is v tired
i left his hse at ard 6 plus and make a trip back for him to get his dinner
because i dont wan him to live on instant noodles esp when he is sick
lucky all my efforts today was appreciated by him
including the trip to clementi central to buy him herbal tea!
very happy that he is recovering now alr. hehe!

2009-04-01T18:04:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2.5 YEARS DARLING!

i was pretty touched that u actually spend hours looking on the net for the ring i mentioned in the prev post!
although i did try to search too but din find any. im glad that u care abt me
and u told me that you will get anything for me as long as i like it!
i love the tatty bear that you catch for me on sunday.
and im looking forward to the other half this sat! haha!
really hope we have a good date!
i shall post the pics of the tatty bear once i have the other half. haha!

I LOVE YOU FOREVER! muacks~

2009-03-27T14:18:00.002+08:00

was watching 最美丽的第七天 yesterday night
it was a nice hk drama. i cant wait to see whats gg to happen to jia en
zhi ying alr gave the 4 rings that a women must have in her life given by her loved one
namely 追, 求, 订, 结 but the last one he gave ended their relationship
quite a sad thing actually.

to find it meaningful that a person actually has 5 different fingers to wear the different rings
追, 求, 订, 结 and the last one is 离
i guess im only interested in the first four. haha
and i very much love the star ring that he proposed to her.
can i fly to hk to get one? haha. i must be crazy!

cant wait to see darling ltr to go for the class outing tonight!
i jus miss him soooo much!

2009-03-16T12:42:00.002+08:00

finally the four days of IT Fair 2009 is over

First day of the fair was havoc for us.
for one i aint so sure of the products yet and i require a lot of help especially from stanley n eugene.
thank goodness they are kind enough to help me explain to my customers. managed to clinch around 11 sales that day.
was damn tired when we are going home
and to think that the 166 jus dashed across us without stopping.
feel like complaining to SBS! haha!
legs and muscles were aching all over! what a dreadful day!

second day of IT Fair
sales drop by a bit. probably those people are trying to test the market
they are only here to compare the prices and not really intending to buy.
so we sorta have lower sales that day
kor kor came and visit us that night
he's very nice to send me home! hahah!

third day of IT Fair
sales was damn bad for the first part of the day
din manage to clinch any sales till ard 3pm
but manage to do a breakthrough of day one with an ending of 14 sales
im very happy to c darling that day
he actually bought my fav green tea for me!
so sweet of him. not only he bought for me..he bought for others as well!
im v proud to have him as my bf. always so kind n loving!
he send me home that night and massage my legs for me!
hehes..it jus feels so good to have your love ones caring for u

last day of IT Fair
manage to give out all the 5000 flyers that were printed
sales manage to went up a little
in total i manage to close 50 products by the end of four days
haha! hope my commission would be good!
gained alot of IT experience during this show
at least now i really noe the difference btw the power supplies
im glad that it is over so that i can rest and rot at home alr!

tml will b giving out flyers for my sis tuition centre
wed n fri i got the CFP class..
still haven finish reading my notes.
die le la! lolx!

2009-03-11T15:11:00.002+08:00

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Will be working at the IT Fair 2009 from 12 to 15 March
Level 6: Wiz Technologies
We are selling OCZ Rams, power supply, coolers and mother board as well!
Do come down and give me ur support if u need 1 of those items!
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2009-03-11T12:38:00.002+08:00

my baby boy n i quarrelled yesterday becos of a stupid phone
i guess there has been a tension abt this phone since sat
we weren't happy about it.
both of us were upset nw.
i hope this matter will end soon!

preparing to cook curry udon for him tonite
hope this can cheer us up a little
i dun wish to c him upset abt this again!
neither do i want myself to be unhappy either!
hope it can be a good dinner tonight.

i still love him thou...

2009-03-07T16:46:00.002+08:00

:( my sis drank my bottle of pokka green tea in the cupboard which darling bought for me!
i specially save it...
now its gone!
so upset! drank without asking me!

2009-03-05T23:24:00.002+08:00

i jus came home! phew.
what a heavy rain!

today i went to rebond my hair in the morning
took me 6 hrs sitting there..
now then i know that my hair is so healthy
because the stylist say that the unhealthy the hair, the faster it takes to absorb the chemicals.
so mine took like hours..haha!

after that i went home n rested.
before gg out to meet darling at the mrt
when to his hse to wait for him to change
and left the hse at ard 7
we went to central to have our dinner before receiving a call from his mum saying his bicycle was stolen
so we rushed our dinner and went back to the hse to take a look
took some pics and went to report to the west coast NPP
but they were to busy and hence we went to the clementi division
we waited for quite a bit of time before someone actually took our statement
it started to rain very heavily then
we thought we need to get drench in it but after we have completed the statement
a kind policeman actually offered to shelter us with an umbrella to the nearby block
and he came with us to collect the umbrella back
i was impressed by the way the policeforce is now.
the kind of service they provide.
and i would like to thank the kind policeman who helped us :)

i hope darling's bike can be found soon.
hope the evil person will return it or get caught!

i still love my darling even though he make me wait with him so long today
and he say it was sweet of me because i hide a bottle of homemade lemon honey for him in his fridge! haha!
took me some time to make it today!

i kinda miss my curls.
but im satisfied with my straight hair. :P
darling say i shld alternate my hairstyle..lolx!
he is jus so cute!

2009-03-01T13:27:00.003+08:00

yesterday was a memorable day for the four of us
darling and i had a double date with my best friend n her bf.
we went to SENTOSA!

met the two at ard 2.30pm
it was a second experience for us on the luge and skyrider
im not as scared as the previous time!
nevertheless..we had a great time over there!

us on the skyrider!

after we alighted the skyrider. guess what?
it started RAINING!
the rain pour for like half and hr or so before we manage to take the luge
during that time, darling was sheltering me from the rain
esp when there is a bin beside me that keeps splashing water onto my clothes
he was the one who sacrifice his shirt n jeans to keep me away from getting drench
in the end..it took a long time for him to dry his jeans and i know it was pretty uncomfortable

We went to eat pizza while the two went to the images of Singapore
after that we went back to Vivocity
i bought 2 pairs of socks for darling n i cus our shoes were wet
this is the 3rd pair of socks i bought for him alr!

Watched Marley & Me at GV Vivocity
it was a very touching show that i teared on darling's shirt again
the golden retriever was damn cute lah!
Went to eat dinner after that

had a great time spend with darling although i know he was very tired

Happy 29 Months!
it has been a long journey for us..
although there are ups and downs
we have walk through it together
i will miss u badly during your Germany trip
i hope 21 days will not pass so slow afterall!
love you forever! :)

2009-02-26T15:08:00.003+08:00

finally its the end of exams.

and im here to update my MOULDY blog

haha!

so fast n this actually marks the end of our poly life

now i jus hope that my last result would be full of As n Bs

im pinning my hopes on ITFD n TREASURY

today is the banking law paper 2

and guess wat happen

i had a run jus before the exam

and during the exam i was experiencing a bad stomach discomfort towards the end of the paper

and had another run after the exam

hais..i missed the class outing..

i noe everyone would be having fun..but i cant join them

let me jus do some trek back.

Valentines day!

i realise we have been playing some sort of hide n seek that day.haha

i rushed to his hse to gave him a surprise

yet he went to west coast plaza to buy me this

isnt it lovely?

although i sorta guess it when he brought me to WCP later

but it was indeed sweet of him to rush there to get this for me

hehehs. guess what i gave him?

his fav baby blues with some deco at the first page

and it is wrapped with the book cover sticker cus i noe he will anyhow put

i jus hope he likes it..will take a pic sometime

on top of that..i also make chocolate truffles for him.

although its the first attempt.. but i tink i sorta succeed..haha

we had a day spend at suntec city

lazing ard and after eating a wonderful meal at ichiban boshi, we headed to fort canning park

we enjoyed the peace n quiet moments that we had

except the lovebites from the mosquitoes as our valentines day present

hehe. im jus happy that we can last so long.

and there will be more happy moments to come! :)

2009-02-01T17:57:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NIU YEAR EVERYONE!

it has been some time before i blog again
been a nice new year.
with new clothes, nice goodies and not to forget.. ANGPOWS!
although there is recession in the amt this year.. im still happy to spend this special period with my love ones.
namely my friends..my relatives..and of course my darling and his family

today marks our 28th anniversary
just wanna let him noe i still love him
and im happy with him :)
it has been a great date for us yesterday
i'll save the mushy words in our own private blog

just wanna c everyone happy and staying healthy
may this year brings luck and happiness to everyone whom i love

祝大家新年快乐! :)

2009-01-18T11:09:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINYI~

these few weeks were hectic weeks for me
with projects coming in, deadlines to meet
presentations and also tests..
i think i'm falling sick..sooner or later
with the wind so strong on a hot sunny day like now
and for two consecutive weekends, im being woken up by dad at 8am
i really need sleep.

yesterday i went cheryl's house to do the banking law project
at least we are efficient and finished the whole thing by 3pm
then i went to take the bus to town
took me some time to find the girls..
i practically walked the whole of level 2 of far east
when the LEE was at level 3.
anyways. did not eye on any dress or skirt
the one which i wanted was too transparent
chatted with the girls at Mcdonalds and we proceeded to PS
had ajisen ramen for dinner
it was filling enough..
bus home after some shopping.

today im going out with darling
at night going to meet his mum for dinner and buy his shoes

this week is going to be the most hectic week of all
lets hope i do not fall sick!

2009-01-11T00:42:00.002+08:00

had a tiring day doing project!
was suppose to do the executive summary today
and try to complete the survey analysis
yet we are kinda unproductive.
but at least we manage to complete the summary

i put aside all the things i wanna do after that
and went to darling's hse to visit him
bringing with me a cuppa starbucks cafe latte which i got from WCP
at the instance i saw him..my heart finally was at ease
cus he was having high fever yesterday
and wen i noe it, it was alr too late to visit him
was damn worried abt him the whole day n night
till i saw his face..i noe his fever had gone down alr.
my heart is finally at ease
had dinner at his hse with his parents.
and he walked me home after that cus his mum ask him to take in some fresh air
partly cus of my safety too!
hehe! felt so happy after seeing him!
will b gg sentosa after i get my tixs with him!
im so looking forward!

have a good weekend everyone!
goodnite! :)

2009-01-05T17:19:00.003+08:00

had a boring weekend at home n didnt go out at all
dar dar was in camp this week.. poor him
hmms.. i jus miss him so badly.
wish the next weekend comes soon.
i cant wait to watch BEDTIME STORIES with him
haha.. i tink it would b a nice movie.
and of course nt to forget to pei his mum to get his new yr clothes sometime this wk or next wk i suppose
cus CNY IS COMING!!
and i wonder what colour his bedroom will look like
heard from his mum yesterday that its call lavender charm
shld b a nice colour though hearing by the name.

will be starting tuition again for my neighbour tml
haven get her assessment bks yet.
tink i nid to rush down to popular bkstore tml to get it
or i shall postpone it to next wk.
let's c how.

hope this wk wun be a hectic wk for me
i still wanna go out with darling on sat despite im having project that morning
im indeed craving for ICHIBAN BOSHI @ esplanade. *hints*
hehe. hope we'll have a good weekend ahead! :)

2009-01-01T17:40:00.002+08:00

first day of 2009
a brand new start!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

lets jus put all the bad things down that we encounter in 2008
start with brand new beginnings this year!
jus yesterday i count down at dar's house with him and his mum!
i guess it was great even though we went marina for the past two years
and i even gave him a scare cus i nearly fainted there!
just cant stand crowds!
this year is gg to be an impt year as i will b tking my final year exam in poly
as well as to apply for uni this feb.
jus hope i can get into a course in either the local uni or SIM
the recession is so scary.. Im determined to study now!
so the new year resolutions will goes as follows:

1.get A's for at least 3 subject.
which im aiming for treasury, ITFD and FP
i tink banking law i have sorta no confidence..i tend to beat ard the bush!
i feel like stabbing myself wen im 1 mark to A for treasury and ITFD paper!
nvms. i shall work harder!

2. care more abt the ppl around me
2008 has brought in so much sadness to us.
i hope 2009 will be better.
i hope dad can recover soon!
and my family can be happy!

3. relationship
i promise myself to be more committed in this relationship
i guess i dint give him enough assurance.
but i am v happy to be with him this 27 mths up till today.
i still rmb how we started. how much struggle within ourselves we have been through
how much tears that flows through our eyes.
i guess this is what u call obstacles in a relationship
i promise i will never let him go again unless he let go of my hand one day

i hope to have a better ending this 2009.
peace. happiness.
wishing all my friends who read this blog a happy 2009
and all the best to u!

for bee.
HAPPY 27 Months! i will love u forever!
1437
every minute..every second..never apart

2008-12-20T16:26:00.002+08:00

i have been rotting at home for the past one wk all because of the stupid gastric flu.
didn't visit the doctor though cus i tink its such a small matter.
anyways. i've got xmas shopping to do and my pocket is empty
ever since dad's not working.. we are all trying to save every cent we have
and that stupid kitchen cabinet is leaking at this point in time
had no choice but to call for HDB to send their contractor down to see
suspect its our neighbour upstairs as the water is flowing down from the cement walls.
they are pretty unhappy abt it..but we have no choice.
if we dont do anything..the cabinets will corrode.

planning to go batam again with my family and aunt's family this coming chinese new year period
will be asking dar along as well! hehe!
and his parents jus asked me to go hk with them next year
how i wish i had the money to go
with our family in this situation..i dun tink mum and dad will allow
jus hope dad's eye recover soon so that he can go back to work
i noe he has been bored at home and ive tried my best to accompany him
have made 2 trips to NUH with him this week alr.. did the laser and he is recovering
those stupid blood clots please go away.. i jus hope my dad's eye sight would be better

on a good note. tml is 冬至! which means tonight we can make 汤圆!
gg to celebrate dad's bdae in advance tml. eating steamboat
too bad dar cant join us as he gt renuion dinner at home
i jus hope everything will go well for my family nw
problems come one after another. jus hope it will end soon!

2008-12-08T20:43:00.002+08:00

introducing my new pal of the day on sat!
CHIP!
heheh! this is what darling caught for me in jus ONE try!
now the two brothers can finally reunite..the twins!
they are here to celebrate xmas with us this year!
im jus so happy to have them accompany me during this lonely xmas cus darling is on duty that day!
OMG! THEY R JUS THE SIZE OF MY PILLOW!
and to tink darling can catch it in one try while i need 3-6..it is a miracle!
jus love him sooooo much!
watch BOLT that day..and im pretty attracted to that rhino who is a TV ADDICT HAMSTER!
darling claims he is jus like me..ano tv addict!
and i jus cant explain y i love hamsters so much!
they r jus cute little creatures who loves to play hide n seek with u wen u r bored.
i still rmb i played with ham ham n ster ster though
and quite miss them although they r gone!
i want a TV ADDICT HAMSTER TOO!

sunday was a shopping day..
finally get to go out and buy clothes!
went to vivocity with mummy and ah yi!
i bought two tops there! i jus love them and cant wait for cny to come so that i can wear them!
i eye on a pair of pants but they dun have my size!
and mum gets to wear it in M size! so she bought it in the end! arghs.
nvms..sis bought a levi's jeans for me yesterday..still waiting for her to come home!
spend close to 150 on the shopping spree!
but thats jus nt me alone..haha!
i want more shopping again!

2008-12-05T00:03:00.007+08:00

it has been a few days since i blogged.
exam week! finally been thru with it! im a happy ger nw:)
jus do some recapping...

29 november..
went to visit my cousin's newborn baby..
her name is shayna..v v cute..
i went to meet dearie after that ard 7pm
we went to suntec and had fish n co..seafood platter for two
after a filling dinner, went to arcade to see wat's on
saw this pair of chip n dale v v cute!
since i've got the small chip alr that dearie caught when we were tgt 3 mths,
i caught the dale this time:) jus with 6 dollars! hahah!
the first few times he try..then i cont on cus he say i gt the luck
in the end really hook on the dale and we caught it! so happy and jumping for joy!

did u see my small chip as well? had an enjoyable yet short night with him
my happy family of chip, piglet and dale!

30 november..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ISABEL!
here's the cake waiwah and i decorated for her!

hope she likes it!
basically stayed at home n study for treasury that day!

1st december!
HAPPY 26 Months BEE!
although he seems to forget.
i did nt blame him..
cus what i tink the matter is nt abt remebering dates..
its abt the love that we had for each other that is gg to last forever!
so.. I LOVE U 4EVA:)

2nd december! d-day
Treasury Exam!
was v frighten when i was gg to submit the mcqs online.
tot i would hav scored badly cus mcq is not my forte!
in the end surprisingly i scored 24 out of 30.
which means 3 qns wrong.
and i guess its the one we haven been taught how to calculate in tutorial which kills me in 2 qns. arghs! wasted!
anyways..hope i can score!

3rd december!
Banking Law paper!
i was kinda beating around the bush on that paper i had to admit
too much things to discuss n too little time to tink and write.
jus hope i dun do so badly!

4th december! TODAY!
My last paper- International Trade Finance & Documentation
was alright i guess.. i did it in less than 45 mins..
suppose to go clubbing with the rest but i din go in the end
anyways..i prefer pub that clubbing..
maybe it jus doesnt suit me..loud music..crowded!
to admit i dun like crowded places..and.. I WILL FAINT!
that jus reminds me of the countdown i went with dear!
almost fainted in the crowd *stop snatching my oxygen*
anyways..hope the rest enjoy themselves.
i went home to rest before meeting bee at the mrt.
met waiwah along the way..
had a dinner with him and headed home cus we were both tired.
gg dating on sat agn:)
jus a pic of us taken jus nw cus i claim nv take with him in NS uni before! haha!

i noe he looks tired:P
okays..tata for now! im gg to bed! GOODNITES!!

2008-11-29T00:14:00.002+08:00

a v hectic week for me!
had to rush the stupid BD proj
its jus out to kill me! and we jus cant balance the stupid balance sheet
well..lucky joy and i manage to balance it on wednesday which is like so last minute.
better than nothing though.
pardon me for not updating and throwing tantrums at ppl this wk
im jus in a bad mood though..pmsing~
the only thing that could keep me happy is going out with dearie
he is the only one who can calm me down..
tell me it would be alright. jus slowly do..
i guess without him life isnt so colourful
i'll jus be the same dull me! pulling a long face everyday
never had i smile so much before.
and i jus enjoy going out with him.
watching movies. slacking..eating rubbish food!
even if its jus a short afternoon spend at his hse is gd enough..
i guess he is the only one that understands me best now.
i jus hope our relationship can last as long as it could..

next wk is test wk alr!
and i only started 2 chpts on treasury..
which is like 2/7 of the whole thing
and im left with whole chunks of BLAW and ITFD!
im jus goanna die studying
guess tml i can only go out with him for a dinner at night
hope i can go and see shayna too! 3-wk old baby!
looking at the photo my aunt sent me..she is v cute!
but the photo a bit blur so i dun intend to post it here!

was wondering who can accompany me this xmas
since darling is on duty..he cant go out with me!
and im low on cash nw.. after paying the AFP programme
so dun expect anything good from me this xmas!
tuition has stop till start of next yr cus my tutee is in childcare nw.
they provide tuition so i hope she can improve her reading skills there.

o wells. im gg to study a bit more nw before gg to bed!
cyas! wun be blogging till next thur or fri!

ps. i wish to go to that bar that darling brought me again!
i need a drink! :)

2008-11-09T17:13:00.004+08:00

最近看完了塘心风暴之家好月圆

觉得这首歌特别好听

被吸引住了! 这戏很感人! 一定要看!

分分钟需要你-林子祥

愿我会揸火箭带你到天空去

在太空中两人住

活到一千岁都一般心醉

有你在身边多乐趣

共你双双对好得尺好得意

地暗天昏当闲事

就算翻风雨只需睇到你

似见阳光千万里

有了你开心d 乜部都称心满意

咸鱼白菜也好好味

我与你永共聚分分钟需要你

你似是阳光空气

扮靓d皆因你癫癫地皆因你

为你甘心做傻事

扮下猩猩叫睇到乜都笑

有你在身边多乐趣

若有朝失左你花开都不美

愿到荒岛去长住

做个假的你

天天都相对对木头公仔做戏

有了你开心d 乜部都称心满意

咸鱼白菜也好好味

我与你永共聚分分钟需要你

你似是阳光空气

有了你开心d 乜部都称心满意

咸鱼白菜也好好味

我与你永共聚分分钟需要你

你似是阳光空气

有了你开心d 乜部都称心满意

咸鱼白菜也好好味

我与你永共聚分分钟需要你

你似是阳光空气有了

你开心d 乜部都称心满意

咸鱼白菜也好好味

2008-11-02T18:29:00.003+08:00

this post was supposed to be for yesterday.

it was our 25 mths anniversary.
i went to his hse in the morning with breakfast.
bought his fav tapioca chips as well.
reached abt 10 plus and stayed till ard 1 before we headed to marina sq
watched Tropic Thunder with him and had coffee at coffee club
the service were slow.. the food came before the drinks.
but nevertheless..i enjoy the mocha and the company:)
shopped ard and ate dinner at MOF.
had ramen cus i was down with flu.. no appetite for anything else
guess it is due to the late nights these few days
anyways..everything is solved..
and i guess he really nids my support now.
hope everything will be solved soon and he wun be so depressed.
i'll be with u no matter wat happens:)

today i stayed at home cus my flu was bad
was down with a sore throat too!
sians.. i hope it wun turn into a fever..
din hav a gd rest last night.
kept waking up..
jus hope everything will b over soon!

2008-10-31T00:08:00.001+08:00

shini is nt a gd gf..
she fails to cheer her darling up.

i guess....we r drifting apart~

2008-10-16T17:22:00.004+08:00

昨天, 我煮了咖哩udon给darling吃
这是我第一次煮东西给他吃
也是我第一次自己煮一道菜(不包括快熟面)
花了我一个小时的时间来准备
吃起来还不错!
可惜没有拍下来! 下次吧!

下一道要煮 cha soba
好兴奋喔!
希望他吃了以后, 心情会好一点!
因为他的心情最近很差!
而我却没有办法让他开心起来!
感觉好失败!
我告诉他: even if all things goes bad for u, there is still one thing left that is good and thats me!
他听了以后才觉得心里好过一点!

昨天也买了一个蛋糕给惠华!
还给了她生日礼物!
希望她会喜欢!
祝她生日快乐, 永远青春美丽!
:)

2008-10-08T18:21:00.002+08:00

not a v good day for me
jus suffered a round of disappointment
dar promised to go out with me tml evening for dinner de
in the end he has to go for his family dinner
i dun tink this is the first time alr.
v v disappointed.
i hav nt seen him for more than a wk alr
cus i ask him to pei his family on sat since he gg back camp on sun
so i guess i wn be seeing him till sat.
maybe i shldnt be missing him so much
then i wn hav this kinda moments happening.
there isnt anybody to blame for this
but im jus unhappy that all the things i plan is completely gone
i even pushed my tuition to sat morning jus becos of him
and yet now im being left aside.
i noe he don't feel good as well.
now..i rather next time he dun make this kinda promises to me

jus now on the bus i sat there thinking
would it be better if i was single?
then i wun hav to wry so much.
i wun hav my time so packed and yet still squeezing out for him
i wun hav the kinda neglected feeling inside me nw.
i wun feel that im nt being wanted.
tat is jus a thought.
i nv think of breaking up..

right now i jus wish saturday's date would be perfect
cus im jus so depressed right nw that 1 tub of ice cream wouldnt be enough to cheer me up
i guess at least i need 5 big tubs.
im compromising this time. i jus hope no one will spoil our date on sat.

im tired...really really tired..would you hold me tight instead of me holding u this time?

2008-10-05T00:14:00.002+08:00

OUR SECOND YEAR ANNIVERSARY!

this is the grandma bunni he catch for me that day. a big one like BAO!

and this is the hp pouch i bought for us.

cus he lost his hp tgt with the previous hp pouch which is another pair i bought.

so this is for replacement!

although it was jus a short date, i really enjoyed the time spent tgt

he attempted to bring me to singapore flyer but failed due to children's day

there were too many ppl alr!

i dun require expensive stuffs or candlelight dinner!

jus him and his ever loving heart.

a good date. with great company.

I ONLY LOVE YOU! (:

HAPPY 2 YEARS AND MORE TO COME!

THE LOVE STORY THAT NEVER ENDS!

2008-10-04T23:28:00.003+08:00

As promised. PICS @ BATAM!

bee and me at the sunny beach

his parents

us again. weather v hot!

a rock that looks like seashell

i drew this on the sand

chinese version! :)

this was his reply to me (:

us during sunset!

the sea when low tide. with eeyore's house!

I MISS THE BATAM TRIP WITH BEE! (:

2008-10-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2 YEARS ANNIVERSARY DARLING! (:

you're always the sweetest

i love you forever!~

2008-09-28T22:42:00.002+08:00

jus not a while ago..
we sent dad back to the hospital
he took home leave to run some errands
and had to be back by 6pm
mum culdnt stop crying today
i wonder wat other ppl tell her abt ballooning that make her so upset
jus dunno how to comfort her at all.

today was the only day when everyone was at home
at least for most part of the day
and tgt we send dad back.
jus hope the operation on tues will go well
and he can be discharged and rest at home for the next one mth!

yesterday i watched mama mia with darling.
quite a nice musical actually.
had cafe cartel for dinner which was a good one
first time eating it for my 19 yrs of life.
i always prefer to go jap restaurant thats y.
but the food is good and the company is great.
we had a filling dinner before getting back home to rest.

gg back to work tml!
and wednesday will be our 2nd year anniversary.
jus hope everything will go well for us. now and in the future.
i will never let him go agn. :)
thks for standing by me these few days when im down
for pei-ing me to visit my dad.
jus love u so much bee!

2008-09-28T00:13:00.002+08:00

dad is hospitalised :(..

thurs he was supposed to check his eyes for his operation on the coming tues
they xray his heart and found out that two veins had blockage
one of it was a major vein and it has 100% blocked.
we heard the news when i was in office.
dad suddenly called and say he nids to be hospitalised immediately
my heart sank when i hear it.
wanted very much to visit him.
after knocking off. sis picked me up and went back home to take his belongings
ate and did the laundry before gg to nuh to visit him
lucky he looks perfectly normal. but hav to stay for observation
broke the news to mum that night.
slept with mum cus i scared she will be alone.

friday afternn we went to visit dad
he went for his scanning which was ard 12 plus
then we went to eat lunch as it will take abt an hr
went back and he was not out yet
i asked the nurse and found out his blockage
they are clearing it for him by pushing a spring like thing inside the vein
however, he nids to be on medication for the next few yrs or even entire life
din noe his problem so serious.
tok to the doctor and was told he nids to stay in the ICU for observation for one day
stayed with him till night time.

today he was transferred back to normal ward.
dar went to visit him as well.
stayed for a while before gg out with dar.
tml he may get home leave for a few hrs jus to run some errands
i guess for the next one mth he cannot work
nid to stay at home and rest. not allowed to do any tough exercise
hope he gets well soon.

suddenly felt that my dad has grown so old.
guess its time for me to work hard and get into uni
so that my parents dn hav to worry so much abt the sch fees.
k la..gg to visit him tml.
gdnite!

2008-09-21T17:30:00.003+08:00

yoohoo~
im back from batam..haha
with a slight tan! but NOT SUNBURN!
it was a fun and enjoyable trip with dar's family
we headed for tanah merah ferry terminal at ard 8am on fri
reached there abt 9 and boarded the ferry at 10am
reach ard 10.30 there
the time lack was abt 1 hr there.
it was his dad's bdae so we went to cut cake at the beach nearby
we were all hungry by then cus they only serve food at 1pm which is our 12pm
so we ate the cake to satisfy our hunger.
had lunch at the restaurant there.
was so quiet and peaceful like no one was there except us
the food was nice but it took too long to arrive
took a stroll at the beach and sat down.
went back to the resort and unpack
had a sort of light nap..which i cant cus darling was snoring! lolx
went to their town in the evening with his parents
it cos SGD 16 for a single trip which is abt half an hr ride
ate at this sort of fast food restaurant and bought some tibits back
i really tink cup noodles is a necessity when u go foreign country
i miss our own cup noodles..theirs is totally tasteless

for the second day..
we had breakfast at the restaurant
the bee hoon was nice
but the hotcakes cant be compared to mac.
went to take a stroll and sit at the beach after tat
a kind man gave us a coconut and we drank like wat caveman does
cus there's no straw..
darling dirtied his shirt while drinking
went back to the resort to nap ard noon and had cup noodles for lunch
ard evening we went down agn to catch the sunset.
ate at the restaurant agn cus there isnt any other food left
to tink that the reception counter offer us a whole chicken for SGD40 is completely ridiculous
had a drink at the bar above the restaurant after tat
tried the singapore sling there.. taste more like coke
dar's long island was a bit like herbal tea as describe by his mum
we played billard and i lose by one ball..arghs.
felt a bit dizzy after finishing the drink
went back to the resort to bathe and sleep

today was the last day of our trip
woke up and ate at the restaurant
then went to pack our stuffs and took the ferry back

overall was an enjoyable trip
dar say he gg bring me to bintan next...haha
and our hk trip in 2 yrs time wen we save enough! :)
pics will be up once i uploaded..lazy nw!

2008-09-14T23:59:00.003+08:00

hmm. now is 11.59pm and im obviously not asleep
jus feel like blogging a little suddenly.
today is zong qiu jie!
anyways. yesterday celebrated kun's bdae with the rest
we went to buy this YELLOW lamp for her
dear actually suggested the pink one but i insist the yellow one
cus she likes yellow! haha
find it v cute..
met the rest at 6pm and went to fish and co to have dinner
and the whole restaurant sung happy birthday for her.
for pics. look at my facebook that kun tagged me
lazy to upload here.
after that we went to a quiet bar to drink
had blue lagoon..
quite like it..
kun drank the long island tea and singapore sling till she had headache
and she REFUSED to cab home
in the end we had no choice but the guys hav to take midnight bus with her
while me and dear plus ttc went to take 97
darling walked me home from the flyover!
and we saw the round round moon! hehe!
waiwah..did u forget what we did on sec 4's mooncake festival?
our little secret? haha!
poor darling helped my sis do a video till 3am nv slp
i guess i was too tired..felt so guilty.
this week has been packed.
everyday im gg to work
and mon nite i got tuition
tues im meeting the girls for ktv
wed is free for nw
thurs im gg out with darling to buy his papa's bdae cake and present
and fri OFF TO BATAM TILL SUNDAY!
im soooo looking forward.
haven been there before.
but i jus hope wn get sunburn.
hmms..
kz..better slp. tml nid to work agn
TTFN!

2008-09-06T21:13:00.003+08:00

went out with my darling yesterday!
hehe..i went to surprise him with mac breakfast in the morning
then we went to marina square to shop.
caught this bunnies at the machine..
they are soooo cute!
actually we caught the two pink in the first round

our bunnies kissing! hehe!

then wanted to try our luck agn
caught ano pink and saw a jap girl v sad cus her mum din caught any
so i gave one to her and she smile and say thk you
so cute!!

we caught the rest after our lunch at mac!
our quan jia fu! omg..the white one is limited edition!
but nevertheless they are all so cute.
we decided to give the pink one to his mum
and each take two home
he took the brown and grey while i took the dark pink and white
hung the one we first caught on my handphone
hehe..BUNNI HOP HOP!
watch 4bia with him..
he claimed it is nt as scary as orphanage while i tink it is the opp
we had dinner at joaquim.
steamboating was nice..
and also the rojak! i still tink my fish soup is nicer than his herbal chicken..haha!
had a filling dinner tgt with ice cream!
ate tons of prawns..
was a good date afterall!
looking forward to 19th!!

i love u and i always do! :)

2008-09-03T23:42:00.003+08:00

been slacking at home lately.
saving up money for rainy days.
jus got my tuition pay but i guess it will be spend all at the batam trip
im soooo looking forward to it.

i guess im in the pms-ing mood lately
i dunno y i sort of teared when toking to darling jus nw
maybe becos im missing him too much
or becos im missing my ah ma.
tml is her death anniversary.
my closest grandparent.
who has brought me up ever since im young
who took care of me and share with me every bottle of bird nest she has.
i will never forget those days we sit in front of the tv
nap tgt in the aftnn
play monopoly.
bring me downstairs to get ice cream.

all the little little things that i place in my heart which i will never forget
although it has been years since she is gone.
i still on and off miss her.

guess darling is too tired today
he din tok to me much..ard 20mins on the phone
plus his goodnite msg a bit yu you lun ci!
din hav a gd day too
got hit by the bamboo while doing laundry
dunno i was day dreaming or din put it properly
it jus fell on me hitting my lips and arms
hope no bruises tml!

i'll be working at my sis company starting next wk.
so wn be slacking at home anymore!
can learn lotsa computer stuff
and my first task is to built darling a computer
hope it wun be so difficult afterall.

awaiting for friday to come so that i can go out!
and also hope gugu can hav a speedy recovery
visit her after her operation yest.
she looks fine so i jus call and check today.

have a good day everyone!

2008-09-01T21:46:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 23 MONTHS DARLING!

phew..time really flies.
nxt mth will be our two year le.
still so xinfu..hehe!

last fri i went out with cheryl
we went browhaus to trim our eyebrows
finally got my bushy brows trimmed.
then went to eat ding tai feng.
had a filling dinner before dropping by darling's hse to visit him
poor him has been down with flu since thurs
he got drench in the rain.. forget to bring umbrella
and im so sry that i hav to ps cheryl that day cus of him
treat u ice cream k? haha.

sat was a good day with my 7 girlfriends.
waiwah and i met up earling to find hz's present
was so last minute cus i wan having exams all the way till thurs la
found a nice butterfly one for her..lols
a small butterfly from chomel. quite nice.
i would like to have one too!
ate mos burger with xinyi and waited for the rest to come
sung at partyworld for 2 hrs..
lols..it has been damn long since i went there.
im like so short of breathe la..lols
then went to this bbq chicken at cine to eat dinner.
was a very nice place i feel..the food is good.
and of course not to forget the company.
meeting up soon for another ktv session in weeks time.

sunday i went dating with darling
din turn out too well cus i had cramps along the way
went to the COMEX IT show with him
damn crowded lah.. i seriously hate crowded place.
got the things he want and we headed for lunch
cabbed home cus i wasnt feeling well..the pain is really killing
im sry cus we had to cancel the date jus becos of me.
instead of celebrating our anniversary..ive spoil our date
i hope this friday's date will be better!

hmms..tinking of getting a job.
but sort of a bit lazy nw..lolx.
lets jus c how.

2008-08-28T20:55:00.003+08:00

finally its the end of the exams!
have been waiting so much for this day to come.
overall i felt ive studied alot.
and my expectations of my results are higher
cus i really put in the effort this time.
so i hope it will pay off somehow or rather.

upcoming events:

ding tai feng with cheryl tml!
shisheido makeup class next wed!
dating cum 23 months anniversary celebration this coming sun
girls outing this sat.
batam trip with darling's family 19-21st sept

im soooo looking forward to all these.

esp the batam trip! haha!

bt right now. im tired..need a very good slp

shall spend the next wk enjoying. and after that..

i'll be looking for a job that last me for 5 wks.

hmms..more updates soon!

2008-08-23T12:57:00.002+08:00

i notice i culdnt resist the temptation to blog.
after reading some of my friends blogs.
alot of feelings jus rushed thru my mind.

esp wen i read xinyi's blog.
yi qie gui ling.
i experience this before.
when u tried so hard to forget smt
so hard that u fought ur way to become so strong
when no more tears were being shed
so that u wuldnt be so vulnerable.
and yet when it strikes u back.
u arent able to forget what has happened.

i remember putting my blog nick as:
i love to walk in the rain cus no one will notice im crying

i guess all this doesnt matter anymore.
cus right now i've found back my wall.
the wall that went missing and came back
i guess im nt those kinda girl that can survive on their own afterall

what he told me yesterday was sweet.
he asked: do you know why a guy's hand is always under a girl's hand?
i replied: i dunno
and he said: thats because when u fall, im there to catch u.

i guess it jus cleared all my doubts within these few days
the kinda insecurity i had.
esp wen im sick..down with flu and cough
bt its this kinda special power that allows me to move on
to motivate myself to study hard.

no longer do i need to bottom my feelings.
no longer do i need to cry in the rain.
no longer do i need to act strong to protect myself.

i guess i've finally found my answer.
somehow..i feel secure..
i feel so xinfu
to have a loving family, loving bf.and also precious friends.
friends like waiwah, qiukun, ros, bel, xy, hz, cl and cheryl

thks for being there:)

i treasure our friendship..always:)

i love my family. my friends

and of course, u :) my beloved half!

2008-08-12T23:56:00.002+08:00

-BLOGGING IS STICTLY PROHIBITED!-

due to the upcoming exams..

there will be strictly no updates in the following weeks.

sry for any inconvenience caused:)

more updates after 28th aug!

stay tune!

2008-08-06T21:52:00.003+08:00

too many projects to handle
and its good there are gg to be over soon!
i went to perm my hair agn at west coast tis wk
in the end it turns out not up to my expectation..
wasted my 160 bucks for this cone perm! arghs.
mum say treat it as a lesson!
i guess im gg to wait for my hair to recover before i go rebonding or perming agn
at the home salon i went last time..that was only 55 bucks for perming.
i still prefer the coral one though.
had cramps for consecutive days since wkends.
glad i bid goodbye to them.
breakfast with mum at mac on monday morning cus bd class was cancelled.
it has been long since i sat down with her to eat mac breakfast.
next wk is gg to be study break..
guess i better buck up and score better in order to get me a place in uni.
awaiting for holidays to come.
i tink im gg to get a job since im low in cash now.
had been spending too much recently. someone pls stop me!
and im awaiting for the batam trip with darling and his family this coming sept!
hope its gg to be good! first time im gg on holiday with him:)
i wan my wkend to be a gd one. cus im gg to mug hard next wk!
with that. im ending off here! more updates soon!

2008-08-01T17:55:00.002+08:00

this post is specially delicated to my darling!

HAPPY 22 MONTHS BABY BOY!~

it has been happy for both of us that we made it this far
despite all those unhappiness and endless quarrels..
but with the support of our friends and families.
we manage to get them thru.
today marks the day of our 22mths in this relationship..
and im really happy that i din chose the wrong person afterall.
thks for being my wall even when i dun accept u during secondary sch
for being a lovely bf when we are together..
and i hope u will be my loving husband in the years to come.
u gave me the support that i needed during my stressful days.
the comfort that i need when i started to cry.
the endless care and concern wen im sick.

im happy to have u as my bf.
and im looking forward to more happy moments with u:)
I LOVE U!

2008-07-28T22:30:00.002+08:00

project days were like so sian...
poly life isnt easy after all.
im sooooo stress that i fell sick agn! arghs.
and jus the weekend before my final year project phase 2 presentation summore.
my throat jus have to come out with a full blast in one day.
and i dun hav energy to do work anymore.

fri was spend in sch doing proj till ard 7.
BD and my GEMS!
and then i had tuition from 8-9
come back still nid to do project.

guess wat!
i woke up twice in the night.
and its v difficult to fall asleep.
dunno y the night became so cold.
and i didnt noe that i was running fever till the morning i woke up
to prepare and go cheryl's hse for proj
jus felt smt is nt right wen i took my temp and saw the 37.7 digit on my thermometer.
apologise to my grp members and went to c doc.
REGRETTED gg to national clinic
the wait is so longggg. i went there ard 9. and only got to c doc at 10.30am
wen my stomach is still empty and the air con is above me.
im shivering...
the queue number was 8..
when it reached 7..i almost wanted to stand up wen it flash the next number
then..i saw 6...waited again.
when it start to flash again..i wanted to stand up.
and it flash 3 instead! arghs.. like heaven playing prank on me!
doc say i got bad sore throat. perscribe me some anitbiotics, lonzenges and fever med.
i bought breakfast and went hm to eat.
tot that my fever went down in the aftnn..i went cheryl's hse to join the rest
in the end i forget to bring my fever med along
end up even higher fever that touch 38.3
so went home after that and rested for the day without doing anything.

its jus so xinku to get sick.
lucky darling visited me on sun.
he is ever so sweet and help me scare my fever away.
morning before he visit me im still having slight fever.
after he came my fever went off and nv came back:)
yea..better le..jus that my throat still v pain.
i guess i need more rest.
so projects pls faster end!.
gdnites. im gg to lala land to find my darling!

2008-07-15T22:07:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

finally 19..haha..last year being a teen
will treasure it..cus there is no way of returning back
at ard 12.15am..sis bought a cake for me
so i had cake cutting session with elder sis, her bf and mummy!
hehes..dad and er jie were sound asleep..dn wanna wake them up
it was a blackforest ice cream cake from swensens! so nice and yummy.
i made 3 wishes..

1) i wan to have a healthy and happy family ( sounds cliche but i dun care)
2) i wanna be with baby boy forever!
3) i wan xiao yi to get well soon!

so these are my 3 birthday wishes this year.
i dun tink wishing for good exams results are relevant cus i tink this must strive hard for it
so no point wishing it.
got many presents this year.
like the girls they gave me cardigan, pendant, pencil and etc.
then today cheryl, des and anna gave me an esprit tshirt
er jie gave me a momo bolster.
da jie bought the cake, two winnie the pooh note bks and also a year supply of free movie by applying the one card for me:) SECOND CREDIT CARD!
exclusive for me only.
dad and mum gave me angpows.
and of course the most important..MY BABY BOY!

he was so sweet to draw a design for the bracelet
although we all know he's art result.. :X
i wanted to take a picture but there's reflection.
anyways. it wrote ben angeline
with two hearts in btw. and the chinese character 'ai' with a 'xin' closely on it
at the bottom there is my birth date and on the other corner it wrote forever!
i really thinks he put alot of effort into it..and im really touched by his actions
coming from a person who doesnt like to draw and design at all
he really spend time designing it at the expense of his lunch which alr dragged till late aftnn
and dinner was a nice meal of stingray with lala and fried rice.
more celebrations this sat with fouresix peeps

thks for all the presents ur have given me
and also thks to those who wished me happy birthday
be it in msg or personally.
it was indeed an unforgettable one.
esp with baby boy spending his night with me even when he is so rushed and tired
he still went to get me a cake although i spoil his surprise.

I LOVE YOU BABY BOY! MUACKSSS!

2008-07-13T21:56:00.002+08:00

had a busy weekend! i need a break soon!~
-thurs-
dinner with the girls at marina.
had steamboat..and thks for all ur presents! really like them
hope bel is well cus she din turn up.
the teriyaki chicken was marvellous.
although it was jus a short 2 hrs..but i hope everyone enjoys it
and thks for the dinner! LOVE U ALL!

-fri-
had a bad flu in the morning.
took med and felt drowsy.
went out with darling to vivo.
had our lunch there and also a drink at starbucks.
then we went to the bkstore and sat there to read.
went back to clementi big bk shop to get my tutee her assessment bk
then we dinner at kfc before reaching home by 8pm.
tuition was fine..lucky.

-sat-
woke up at 9 plus.
waited for mum to wake up before travelling to boon lay
we went to visit ah yi
reached there ard 1 plus and sat there for a few hrs before leaving
shopped at jp's esprit and bought a top and pants.
then rushed back to clementi cus i was supposed to meet the girls for the SIM briefing.
was a bit late bt nt the latest.
went to SIM for briefing after that and rushed back to clementi to meet darling
i was late and he seems so stress cus he scared we nt on time for the movie..haha
mrt to city hall and saw fireworks upon reaching marina.
got ndp preview i guess..but the fireworks are so nice.
ate LJS and went to watch hancock..
quite a gd movie...v funny..haha..
then we went to eat beside esplanade the hawker there.
refused to take 106 home cus i was v v full
scared i might jus throw up during the bus ride.
in the end we walked to raffles hotel there to take 7..
slept on the bus cus i was too tired..in the comfy of his arms..:)
then walked home from peitong there..hahas.

-sun-
practically stayed at home and do research.
sians! hope project days will be over soon~

2008-07-07T18:12:00.002+08:00

had a tiring weekend..i culdnt get much slp
despite im still not recovering yet.

-sat-
initially wanna go out with darling de.
then he say his party was pushed forward to sat.
so..me and mummy went to visit ah yi
we went to jurong point to get lunch
then we carry bags of noodles and rice and burger to find the right bus to take
first time gg there by bus..
and lao tian bu zhuo mei.. keep raining
ran in the rain cus we din bring umbrella
lucky it was jus two blocks away..
ate lunch there..ah yi wasnt feeling v well
i saw her face v red and swollen..
gave her some ice cubes to cool her down..but it dint help much
when cousin came..they are still making a decision whether to send her to nuh
then mummy and i went to buy thermometer to check the correct temp first
went v far and ran in the rain
received a call that they r gg to admit her..
so we took a train and down to dover.
and to find out there is no shuttle bus for the day
cab there instead...din manage to c ah yi cus she wasnt warded yet..
but at least my heart feels at ease when i hear her temp is back to normal in the night.

-sun-
as promised..im on a date with my dearest
first was to go chevron for darling to put the badge on his cap.
then we took bus to town and bought tickets for get smart
went to had lunch at macdonalds..hehe!
it has been long since i ever had that.. ok la..nt too long.
but i do miss the taste of fries and nuggest although im still coughing
shopped ard taka and read books at kino
treated him cafe latte as promised at starbucks..
then we went to watch the movie at cinileisure.
dinner was at soup restaurant.
we had hometown tofu..samshui chicken and dan gui veg.
all v nice dishes..had a filling dinner with great company.
bus home after that and he was telling me the story of da vinci
im so looking forward to next wk! although im getting older.
received two presents alr!
k la..dinner time! cya!

2008-07-01T21:50:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 21 MONTHS DARLING!
although we cant be tgt to celebrate..
i still miss u like i always do.
having to be sick at this point in time
and also having cramps whole day long
makes me miss u even more.
jus hope ur army exercise end soon.
thks for bringing light on my darkest path.
for being with me whenever im down
for being a silent wall for two years..
and im glad we are tgt till now.
I LOVE U FOREVER!
-

sch was a bit sian for me today
had to wake up damn early for the GEMS lesson
wen im having cramps and sick the whole day.
i use 5 packets of tissue in sch today..sians
and i shldnt take med during lunch hrs
make me drowsy during the whole CRAA lecture.
almost fell asleep. but was still listening while closing my eyes.
i came back straight away slept for 1 hr plus before waking up for dinner
i jus hope i can recover soon.
cus darling promise me to go on a proper date this wk.
and my birthday celebration in two wks time
dun hav to ask me what i want for my birthday friends.
i've already told waiwah wat i want alr.
so haha..go bug her..
it does not cost any money and not time wasting.
im sure ur can present me with that present :)
yea..im getting drowsy again.
goodnite!

2008-06-29T21:42:00.002+08:00

=yesterday=
4e6 classouting!
woohoo~ yet another outing..but it was fun to catch up.
went to dear's hse yesterday cus this poor darling got guard duty the prev nite
so he only got home at 10 yesterday..and slp till 5
if nt for the alarm clock..i dun tink he will wake up.
waited for him to get ready while helping his mum to assemble the blender
in the end she got cut by it. the blade was jus too sharp.
traditional pounding is still the best. and i agreed!
went off at ard 5.30pm and set off to city hall
walked ard suntec and went to collect my towel at friven.
then we met kel at the mrt there.
soon after kun came..
had ramen for dinner.. at this place call "mian ai mian"
went with my ctb colleagues for team lunch b4.
then we went to eat ice cream.
tried lotsa different flavours.
i shared with darling..dark choc.
waiwah's one was sour...and she went to trick my darling. poor thing.
after that we sat down and tok crap till 11 plus
went to raffles city cus kun's mum gg to drive us back.
in the end we waited till ard 12plus before we board the car and came home.
quite tired that day.

=today=
went my xiao yi's hse and stayed there the whole afternoon.
they were playing majong while i slacked.
watched the 881 again with francine.
and play with her.
went to beauty world and had the curry fish head.
we always like to go there. i miss the mutton soup too
but i sore throat today..so din get to eat any today.
and i also dunno y i suddenly sore throat.
yesterday din even eat anything heaty.
sians..hope xiao yi's health will get better.
hmms..im tired. waiting for darling's call before i slp.
goodnite!

2008-06-26T22:33:00.002+08:00

MST IS FINALLY OVER! woohoo~
yet again..tink of CRAA paper..a bit shi bai! arghs
still getting upset abt it..but well
wats done cant be undone! no use crying over spilled milk
so might as well work harder for the retest and also the final paper.

i heard this song during the channel 55 9pm show. tang xin feng bao
find it v nice..v sweet.

My Love Will Get You Home-Christine Glass

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.

Boy, my love will get you home,
Boy, my love will get you home.

Cant find the tie xin bian li tie to put in my blog for the song.
so i found this instead..
anyways..i met darling for dinner today.
had a nice meal of stingray and friedrice..
and he has to booked in agn. haiz.
hope sat faster come!

my love will get you home~ (:

2008-06-24T16:52:00.002+08:00

jus finished the craa paper!
i guess im goanna fail it for sure.
all the facts that i gave is NOT REQUIRED!
arghs. feeling v demoralised.
esp wen i spend time during the hols to study it.
and forgo my tv time yesterday jus for this.
jus dunno the reason y i am so stupid to miss out small information
that are jus aint highlighted in my notes.
and focus on those bold words and memorise them like hell!
and the last qn i put parnership instead of company! arghs!!
go bang head on wall!
i guess i will get pathetic marks for this paper.
getting ready for the retest ba...hais!
CF tml. jiayous!

i jus dunno the reason y..everytime i spend more time on that subject the marks tend to disappoint me..
why issit the opposite? doent hard work that always pay off?

2008-06-22T13:53:00.002+08:00

seeing dar yesterday make me feel more calm.
at least i noe he is there for me anytime.
told him a lot of things..
and i asked him this qn..
what if....the world really ends on 2012 dec 21?
life is too short for us...we will be barely 23 then..
cus whatever waiwah tells me on thurs..
i went back and did a search due to curiosity.
some say there will be winter solstice. some say the poles of the earth will change.
whichever is which..i jus wanna be with him.
even if the world is really gg to end then.

we had dinner at vivo..
mussels guys again.
and then we took the bus up to mt faber.
the scenery was nice..i guess it was my first time there.
walked ard finding the safra..in the end it was all the way below.
took a long stroll towards the henderson waves..
and all the way down till we found the safra.
played some arcade..bt failed to win him..
the day ended well with his company.
and we walked all the way to take the bus.

2008-06-17T14:36:00.002+08:00

jus as everything went smoothly as i wished.
something bad happened today.
one relative of mine had cancer.
mum broke down again wen she hears it.
and i guess this was one of those painful mornings we ever had.
to be hit with the truth so suddenly.
i wanted to cry so much.
but for mum i held on..
nt sure of the actual situation yet.
but jus hope everything will b fine ltr.
cus she was like my second mum.
who took care of me when i was young.
who rushed to NUH when she heard i had food poisioning
jus hope everything is alright for her..
and she can c her grandson/grandaughter in november.
lets jus pray hard :(

anyways. my latest addiction to a new serial.. Fated To Love You.
i love the ending song..so sweet..
and i teared when the girl lost her baby..

i jus hope everything will come to an end soon.
my family problems..
my dad's eyes will be healed soon..
my close relative will recover..
and everyone will lead a healthy and happy life.

i guess this will be my birthday wishes in a mth to come.
exams coming up next wk. everyone jiayou!

2008-06-10T21:30:00.002+08:00

i went to vivo in search of CHOCOBI today.
in the end another wasted trip.hais. ULTIMATE SIANSATION!
but nevertheless..i still get to c those cute hammies trying to squeeze their way inside the wheel
got a super fat one that cherry and i agreed.
hahas..anyways..ive got a good news.
my new tv is coming this sun!
cant wait!!! finally an LCD that i longed for!
and..mumei has a present for me..
CHOCOBI AGAIN! woo~ she went imm daiso today
hahas..cant wait to get my hands on it.

on a side note. dearie has went to tekong for exercise today till fri.
hais..which means he is far far away from me agn.
at least i get to c him during his nights out yesterday
and his blurness makes him forget to bring the hse key back.
in the end we hav to wait for his dad to come back and open
plus he still blame me cus he claims that becos im blur..he's blur too!
wat logic is that! lolx.
cant wait till sat to come soon! i wanna go out!
hmms..thats all for now! byebye!

2008-06-04T11:47:00.003+08:00

yesterday went out with waiwah.
out on a mission to help dearie surrender his AIA policy
travelled all the way to raffles place to do that
we were smart to find the place and din get any directions wrong.haha
next was a trip to suntec city.
to try out on the Gelare waffles! it was simply mmmmm..............
haha.maybe eat agn with cherry next wk!
anyways. went to look for lcd tv's too cus my mum is getting one.
and we travelled all the way to vivocity daiso to look for this!

FOUND IT BUT.... the two package that we found are being opened.
wat a turn off...hais..walked out of daiso without getting any.
went to look for hammies and doggies next.
and then came home!
i miss the la bi xiao xing xiao xiong bing gan aka CHOCOBI!
will try agn to c if there is new stock next visit!

2008-06-02T11:28:00.003+08:00

FINALLY ITS HOLIDAYS!
such a long time ever since i had sch holidays.
cus of the ITP! arghs.
anyways. thurs went to visit my CTB colleagues.

went for dinner at MOF! nice tempura:)
friday was shopping with cherry after investment
banking law was cancelled! arghs. waste my time rushing tutorial
anyways..its better to do then dun do right?
she bought two pairs of heels while i bought a bracelet:)
shopping makes shini happy! haha
and went to meet dear for dinner
waited at his voideck for abt 15mins eh
finally c him in his army uniform.hehe
then went up his hse and wait for him to bath.
we went and da bao dinner and come my place.
cus the shop is too packed.
then went to give tution at night.

saturday was spend at home..

sunday was our 1 Year and 8 Mths anniversary.
went out with darling again.
had a wonderful day.
although i din have swensen's breakfast, ikea lunch and ichiban boshi all in one day
bt at least i had crystal jade lunch and ichiban boshi in the end.
went to watch indiana jones at cathay also.not bad.
im feeling guilty cus i neglected him and throw my temper at him for the past wk.
all becos of the stupid bd projects and endless stress.
but nevertheless.he is still as loving as before.
had a heart to heart tok with him during dinner.
and hope everything is fine alr.
i still love him as always. no one can break us apart again:)
overall.. a very happy day with him..
HAPPY 20 MONTHS DEARIE! 1437
heheh! byebye!

2008-05-25T22:06:00.002+08:00

lols..dear reco this to me..v nice:)

2008-05-25T17:30:00.002+08:00

my blog has been inactive for quite a while
reason being im down with projects!
stupid bd! give us so many probs.
im scared there are lotsa loopholes eh..hais
even stress till cant slp sometimes..
as in ONE WHOLE NIGHT!
hais..
yesterday went to cheryl's hse in the morning to do bd
from 11am we do till 3 plus..
hais. i culd hav slept longer if nt for bd!
then i met dear after that
we went to shop ard in city hall and i bought lotsa things.
but none are clothings cus u cant go shopping with guys..
they jus dun hav the patience to do it with u.
anyways..we are on a mission to save a couple.
in the end..we failed. and the mission ended yesterday night.
hais.. shi bai!
anyways..i had a good meal of sakae..
but ichiban boshi seems better in a sense
im craving for more gyoza and fried tofu after yesterday..lols
tink dear hav to eat with me agn:p
anyways..its good seeing him.
at least he relieves some of my stress..
went to clarke quay and walked.
initially wanna drink.but we ended eating hagen daz sitting by the river..
haha..he finally return my ice cream to me
and ICE CREAM makes SHINI happy:)
cabbed home after that..wat a tiring day.
today was basically trapped at home rushing bd, gems proj and portfolio
wat a no life day!
I HATE PROJECTS!
conclusion: IM GG TO SHOP AFTER THIS WEEK!
I NEED RETAIL THERAPY!
and im serious!
btw..my tutee scored 76 for chinese..
better than her eng and maths.
and im so surprise wen her chinese is supposed to be the weakest.
haha..sense of achievement!
kz..byebye!

2008-05-15T23:14:00.002+08:00

recently v stress ah!
bd project is driving me crazy!
the stupid windows that we came up with is giving us headache
and i guess wat the doc say is true today
that im under stress and not enough rest!
lucky i have 3 days of "holiday" this weekend
hopefully no one piles me with work or else i'll fall ill agn
jus some small problem today that i wen to c dr. yeo.
jus to get myself more assurance that nth is wrong..
thks darling for being there..making me feel more an wei.
flood me with ur msges saying that u wun leave me no matter wat happens to me.
telling me our power of love will overcome the obstacles in our path.
its sweet..really..although it seems mushy as well:P
but despite u having so much stress alr..u shower me with love.
thats all i ask for..

i hope there will be projects-no-more days!
and tutorial-lesss days.
for this past two days ive been diligently doing my cf and banking law tutorial
i need a break..i need some air.
but...
there is still fieldwork with cheryl for the bd proj tml after sch..
and..ive got tuition in the evening to earn myself some cash
to pay for my hp and credit card bill:(
miss the days in secondary sch.
although so tiring in sch for long hours.
at least i wun get so stress up to this stage.
need a break..really soon!
and singapore flyer..im coming...
dearie has promised to bring me there very soon!
cus he has passed all his assessment in 1 shot..
he can now officially drive without the L plate for both class 3 and 4 vehicles.
so proud of him:)
and for that he is entitled to hopefully 3 days break from camp..hehehe!
love him truckloads.
ok now..im snoozing! goodnite!

2008-05-11T20:50:00.003+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY esp to mummy! :)

anyways..we celebrated earlier which is yesterday.

went to pioneer seafood restaurant at the lower delta safra yesterday

had a wonderful dinner of yi fu noodles, bo cai with scallops, black pepper crab, tie ban tofu and a meat platter..

plus my fav dessert of MANGO PUDDING!

haha..looks nice right? got real mangoes inside de!
anyways..have a fufilling dinner with them..
we were lucky enough to book the last table.
-
today went out with dearie.
he so blur..alr told him i will mit him at his hse there he still came out ealier
cus i wanna let him rest longer since he alr had a long day yest
in the end he went out of the hse and wanted to come over.
but we still met at west coast la.
took 97 to suntec..
ive booked tickets for what happened in vegas
so we went to collect the tickets before gg for our lunch
as we pass by yuki yaki..i saw familiar faces..
lolx.its waiwah and her family..
guess they are there to celebrate mother's day.
hmms..anyways..we went for lunch at pizza hut.
had a full meal of the platter, pasta and pizza.
then went to shop ard at suntec before returning back for our movie.
the movie was so-so la..
not as good as i will expect.
after the movie took 97 back cus its running late for him.
i cant believed i climb 16 levels to his house cus the lift was jammed.
the other lift was renovating.
if not for the files he bought for me..i wuldnt have done it.
almost forget to return him his mp3:P
bought dinner back for papa and i..
overall i had a good day with him
and im touched by the words he whisper into my ears today
it makes me feel more secure now..
sry for having moodswings and adding on to ur stress for the past few days
i am more confirm than anything that ive chosen the right guy this time:)

2008-05-09T23:45:00.004+08:00

a weekend with lotsa things to do
projects deadline are near..and lotsa assignments to do
tink thats what yr 3 students shld do ba.
hmms..anyways..dearie say this wk no time for me
he gg for family gathering tml night and miting his jc friends on sun
so i guess i will stay at home and be a gd girl
sit down and rush assignments and do projs research.
-
today had a long walk with cherry
we went from campus to clementi west st 1
haha..took the str bus 196 there..in the end we walked alot
but worth it cus of the abalone noodles we had this aftnn
and also ICE KACHANG!

*you are my ice kachang..(woo~ ice)
in this tropical heat
you are my favourite dessert
so inviting so sweet*

lols.. we nearly sung that for tchers day one year...
we choir alumni din continue on after that.
but i still remember the songs we sung at the sp convention hall 2 yrs ago
with the surprise item of "goodnite sweetheart"!
totally enjoyed myself that night. although its jus the few of us on stage.
not to forget the birthday surprise they gave me.
and till now i hav to declare that my wall is still with chalk writings.
jus cant part with the drawings that ur did for me:)

the colours did fade a little..but its still equally nice:)
and it was the most memorable bdae i ever had.
-
anyways..toking abt the ice kachang,
we went to different opticians to ask for the cost of transition lens.
and then went clementi for a few more before going home
lols..im half dead when walking home in the damn hot sun
took a bath and slept! im sooooo tired.....
then had tuition in the evening next door.
had a "wonderful" experience there.
i almost wan to fire!
hmms..getting hungry nw
gg cook noodles to eat b4 i slp
GOODNIGHT SWEETHEART:)

2008-05-04T18:01:00.002+08:00

yesterday had fun with those guys
we went for steamboat at suki yaki
and watch ironman..lols..the show dear awaited for..
haven seen tiancheng for a long time alr
and he claimed he road march there.
had the guess-what-i-mix-in-your-drink game
kel's one was the ultimate
he even put sesame oil and wasabi OMG!
the movie ended at ard 11.30..
in fact we alr missed the last bus
so we cabbed home..
hope dearie is happy..with all the tings i did for him:)

today..
my dear dear sick le..:(
down with sorethroat and fever
guess he ate too much heaty stuff le..
i went to his hse to drop him a bottle of lemon honey that i made tis morning
was lucky enough to buy the last 4 green lemons at the market today
the uncle was nice enough to take out the 4 in which he hide..lols
lucky mummy was a frequent customer or else i wun get this 4..
lols..i called him outside his hse and ask wat he is doing.
then i ask him whether he miss me..haha
of course he did..and i ask him open the door.
he was surprise to c me.lols.
din went in la..jus pass it over at the doorstep only
his mum invited me in bt i refused..
and both of them say me v sha to travel all the way jus to pass this bottle to him
but he is happy to c me..and he say his headache nt so bad le.
phew..lucky his fever subsided..if nt tonight he nid to book in then worst.
went to buy lunch and came home after that..
today is like a slacking day.. cus tml nid to pia again
hais...i wish the next weekend come soon!
GET WELL SOON DARLING!
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY ER JIE! :)

2008-05-03T12:06:00.002+08:00

lols..i kinda miss the chocolate taramisu cake i bought for darling on his bdae eve.
didnt even eat a slice before putting it into the fridge.
guess he's tempted too..haha.
feels like two weekends this week
with wednesdae being a no-lect n tut day for me
and thurs being a public hols.
yesterday was like a "monday blues" for me
but no worries. today is WEEKENDS!
and yes. im gg out with my dearest ltr.
after he has booked out from camp
meeting the rest as well to celebrate his belated birthday.
he's v funny last night.
say keep acting emo the whole day so that his army gang wun rmb his bdae
in the end at the last half an hour..someone remembered.
and he got tickled by his bunk ppl
while other bunk drag him over and pinch him *OUCH*
kinda heartpain to c him being bullied. but well..its his bdae..haha
sung him his last birthday song before he went to bed yesterday
and he's nineteen! OMG! he claims he old le.
two more mths before i turn into that OLD AGE.
better enjoy first..:P
yesterday i chatted with tim, my ex colleague online
everyone is fine in citibank he claims
and he say he miss me..lolx.
with all the jokes and craps that we can come out with..tgt with jocelyn
he say the new comer isnt that "welcome" by them.
make me miss them alot too..
the nutella cake he make for me and xinyi on our last day.
and jocelyn keep saying its for me.
hahas..with her matchmaking session.
kinda fun in citibank actually
i dun miss the work but the ppl there. nice ppl:)
darling say he likes the watch that i gave him
and even told his army friends abt it.
say he gg wear it out ltr.. cus he scared he scratch it in army.
i tink it looks good on him too..with the black and silver colour
worth the money...as long as its for him.. :)

2008-05-01T18:08:00.000+08:00

Square Root of Three

I’m sure that I will always be

A lonely number like root three
The three is all that’s good and right,

Why must my three keep out of sight

Beneath the vicious square root sign,

I wish instead I were a nine
For nine could thwart this evil trick,

with just some quick arithmetic
I know I’ll never see the sun,as 1.7321

Such is my reality,a sad irrationality
When hark! What is this I see,

Another square root of a three
As quietly co-waltzing by,

Together now we multiply

To form a number we prefer,

Rejoicing as an integer
We break free from our mortal bonds

With the wave of magic wands
Our square root signs become unglued

Your love for me has been renewed

- Dave Feinberg

2008-05-01T17:42:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 1 YR AND 7 MTHS DARLING!
whoohoo~ today was a very good day.
i went to his hse first ting in the morning to give him a surprise
bought a cake for his bdae that is tml.
and also gave him his bdae present..
hope he likes it..lolx..nt cheap okay!
then went to vivo with him
had kfc for lunch cus he is craving for it.
then we went to watch our movie that is reco by my sis
harold and kumar escape from guantanamo bay
ok la..i tink is an average movie..
only the part abt the poem with the sq root 3 is nice.
i wanna watch the upcoming what happen in vegas and over her dead body
after the show..went to food republic to eat his fav hokkien mee.
then went to starbucks and chill before coming home.
only to found out mummy drop two bamboos downstairs..
and there is a tent cus of 'potato' the way dear call it
tink gg to get nagging from dad ltr..lolx.
dear gg to book in agn today..so only can c him on sat le.

yesterday.
went to vivo buy dear's bdae present with kun..
chatted and catch up alot on the way.
found out we have the same mother's instinct btw us..haha.
took 65 from harbourfront interchange and landed somewhere near lower delta
walked a long way till great world city.
shldnt have alighted so fast..
cant be blame cus the holland branch of sweet secrets closed down
so have to go all the way to collect the cake.
ordered chocolate taramisu last sun..
i always love sweet secrets cakes.
lucky kun's mum came and picked us up.
if nt we would land ourselves in small and big bags trying to catch the bus home

tuesday
had the usual class from 8-5pm..
then we had bd discussion at sch library..
was v tired then..
after that came home and rested.
watch the last ep of TKA..
ending was v touching..
wish they have the 3rd series.
really wan to noe wat happen to the couple ZS and XQ
after that went to mrt to meet the girls
we had botak jones for dinner.
the fries was nice..but in big portions.
i would say the fish and chips were ok only..
maybe cus it turned cold before i could touch it.
then we came to my blk downstairs and chatted
girls being girls we talk everything under the sun
hope to meet up soon cus there are so much things to catch up.

monday.
went to sch as usual.
then after sch came back for dinner b4 pei-ing my dad to NUH
he got some prob with his eye..everytime say pain
i waited there alone for hours.
from 6.30 all the way till 11.30pm
v v tired la..and then nth to do also
went to buy a mag to read and slack there for hours
v tired day.

lols..noe y i update so much?
cus my friends have been complaining i din update.
hahas..kz..waiting for sat to come before i can go out agn with darling
HAPPY 1 YEAR AND 7 MTHS!
and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU IN ADVANCE DARLING!
ALWAYS LOVING U!

2008-04-27T15:44:00.003+08:00

ano week passed!
this week was ok for me
except my running nose is playing on me
sometimes ok sometimes nt..
hais..
anyways. had a good date with dear yesterday
we went for sakaeing..
and then went to watch superhero..
the movie quite funny la..bt heard they cut alot of scenes
SPOILER!
make the movie so short..86mins only.
cant find the couple watch alr..
he promise to get me this couple watch wen he got his first pay
but then..its no longer in stock:(
planning for an unforgettable bdae for him
its the second birthday im celebrating for him.
hope he like the things i did for him..
and we are so close to 1 yr 7 mths..hehe!
at least he is the only person that makes me smile now.
and i wun forget he owes me a cup of ice cream!
jus hope everything will be settled soon......

2008-04-19T13:02:00.002+08:00

sch has started and guess wat!
im sick again..arghs
i dunno why everytime sch reopen i have to fall ill
last yr was becos i came back frm china trip
this time is course of work and stuffs
make me no time to rest
plus my walls that has alot of holes
and it requires cleaning on last sat..
so i guess i have overworked myself like wat darling has said
and resulted in me having fever, flu and sore throat on tues itself
wat a terrible day from 8 to 5pm
anyways..im glad itp is over
so that i wun have nightmares abt family card..sales and yada yada anymore
of course i miss my colleagues..
cus it was them who brought me fun during my itp
anyways.im nt in back to sch mood
still wanna hav a holiday cus im really shag.
bt im in the midst of recovering alr..so dun wry
esp darling.who kept msging me every nw and then to check on me
i guess i really had a weak body
went to c the doc and it cost 38 bucks tis time
he say he gave me a strong antibiotic to eat this time
so i guess thats y the cost turn out to be like dat
anyways..im gg to go out with dearie for a movie later
im nt gg to be trap in this hse.
i wan fresh air!
kz..better go and rest and get ready
tk care peeps!

2008-04-07T21:50:00.002+08:00

i dint expect it to come so fast!
it was jus wednesday that dear told me that his parents wanna hav dinner with me
and it was yesterday they ask me out for dinner
omg..i was gg to nap at ard 4 plus wen he msg me
and i got 2 hrs to prepare and everything was in a rush
dint even had time to get smt for his parents
felt so bad to go empty handed
it was ard 7 wen they came and fetch me
then we went to a place in tiong bahru to eat yu tou lu
i felt v stress then..cus it was the first time meeting his dad
but his mum was a v nice lady.. always smiling and such
it was a great dinner.. and of course a filling one
went back at ard 9 plus..and phew..it all ended
i hope i dint spoil my self image yesterday
cus sometimes i really dunno wat to do..
maybe shld start learning cantonese.
hahaas..anyways..its good to meet his parents.
i miss him so much nw..cus he is back into camp agn
cannot book out until weekends
and sat he had to go to his grandpa bdae
so only can go out with him on sun!
last wk of itp..
i dunno y i dun hav the energy to chiong alr
im losing my momentum somehow or rather
but i guess.. i will still try my best.:)

2008-04-06T14:25:00.003+08:00

ano week passed.
time really flies..
attachment left one wk and im gg back to sch alr!
hais..im gg to miss my colleagues..
anyways.. i had a great time with dearie yesterday
although it seems he had a bad day.but he still go out with me
we went to ikea to had lunch
i had the salmon that im carving for so long
and nuggets..and chicken wings..
plus.MY FAV CHOC MOUSSEEEE!
haha.he dun believe its nice till i put a spoonful into his mouth
then we went to walk ard before heading to opp ikea
wen there walk walk..got pet lovers centre!
my eyes were glued at the hamsters till he have to drag me away with full force
went to marina and walk walk
then to suntec
lols..i cant stop myself from buying things.
i bought a pink waterbottle from minitoons.
specially for my sch reopening to use..
dn tink i wanna change the plastic bottles every two days
then also bought a piglet liquid paper..jus c v cute lor
then also erasers for my tutee..
and also a cup cus my eeyore one broke..damn sad
dearie was so sweet to get a small piglet for me cus i requested the other time
the v first ting and first time i request him to buy during our relationship that lasted so long
and i promise him to bring chip and piglet to work tml
so that they can help me da qi!
we had a wonderful dinner at ichiban
the food was indeed good..reco by tim.
thinking of bringing his parents either there or sakae
cus they wanna hav jap food with me..
so after the testing of food..we gave it a pass.
i love the cha soba..so nice so cold!
then we went up the roof terrace to sit down like any other couple
slack till 10 plus then go hm and rest
its really good to love and be loved.
and im glad ive chosen the right guy.
one of my most happiest date with him:)

2008-03-31T21:50:00.002+08:00

woohoo~
officially 9 more days till itp ends (excluding sat)
i guess this wk there will be more ot for me
cus my supervisor say if i cant sell 4 cards per day i hav to work ot!
and may even nid to come back on sat
arghs!!! so hard to sell!!
anyways.. today was a okay day cus..
we hit and go! yes..we hit our target at 4.30 and we went home!
and of course i did..
sry cheryl for postponing our 'date' agn..
but im tired.. so i went home to rest
met darling later on to pei him photocopy his cert and pass to waiwah
i wasnt able to give his application to smu cus im working
so i cant fulfill my duty as a gf..lolx
but at least i got a best friend who is able to do it on my behalf
treat is on me waiwah!
then me and darling went to eat stingray at clementi central
it feels so good to be able to c him agn
cus..after this wk..he has to stay in camp and im gg to miss him agn
every nite there is only like few mins to tok and he has to slp
jus like the tekong days..
feel so sweet to be able to share a plate of friedrice with him
he say his parents does that wen they r dating
so we gave it a try.hehe
and he owe me a piglet!
went past the petshop and saw cute hamsters
i stare at it till dun wanna go hm..
too bad i cant hav them cus i hav sensitive nose and eyes..
but he prom me next time he will buy for me wen we hav our own hse.
hmms.. tml is first of april..april fools! dn get fooled!
anyways..

HAPPY 1 YEAR 6 MTHS darling in advance!

its truly a happy one and a half yr with u
although there are ups and downs.
but we've been thru it tgt..and i noe there will be more yrs to come!
i guess i cant find a guy like him out anymore
jus uniquely mine.
hehes..goodnites peeps. im gg to bed although its only ten
but IM TIRED!
sweetdreams everyone!

2008-03-27T21:48:00.002+08:00

haha. sry to say
im quite lazy to update blogs nw
alot of things happen to me recently
jus like i dun feel well this week
on mon midnight..had a terrible stomachache
i diahorrea twice and vomitted that night.
poor mum has to clean up the mess i make on the toilet floor
cus i absolutely had no strength to stand up
nearly fainted that night. the pain was quite bad
and then my cough was v bad these few nights also
cant slp till ard twelve or one plus
sians..
and ano sad thing is me and dear had some issues on sunday.
but everything is alr solved.
so no worries.
we r still tgt.. looking forward to 1 yr 6 mths:)..
in jus a few days time! hehe. lucky i got the present ready!
hope he like it..jus like the valentines gift..
but that one was more special cus i handmade it
its a booklet of our photos inside..frm the start up till today
and i left some space inside so that we can complete it slowly
this week sales has been bad..
all the amts were so small that i culd hardly reach the first tier
shall pia next wk wen my body is back to normal condition
think i pia too hard last wk thats y i lost my voice last thurs and fri
and i still owe my supervisor 18 cards
now hav to go back and work ot on sat to finish them
but im meeting dear after that so im happy:)
theres alot of things i wanna eat but i cant
so i shall list them down now..haha
i wanna eat:
-sakae
-bak kut teh with dear
-fish and co
-ikea salmon and also choc moose
-abalone noodles at west coast
-fried kuay teow! wisma food republic one!
-prawn noodles
-steamboat!

*hintshints*
i noe i cant eat nw..but i will eat them once i recovered
plus potato chips and my fav green tea!
haha..nobody believe i actually can eat alot
even my colleagues doesnt
bt they c me eat finish a bowl of ramen...
and also ban mian wen everyone cant finish but i can
haha..i dunno y but i jus love carbo.
i love rice.i love those yellow noodles..

last sat my family and i went to this restaurant at pioneer road
its call pioneer seafood restaurant
entering there was quite scary cus we were the only customers there
feels v wierd that day..
then we went to order food
we were like vips that day in that restaurant la
really no one come and we wonder why
ordered kailan veg..tofu seafood claypot..yi fu mian..and two srilanka crabs with 5 mantou
the portions were v big
we tot that the food wasnt nice so no one went there
in the end it turn out to be totally different as we tot
it was nice..really nice
i tink its jus that becos that day raining and also no transportation so there isnt cust on that day
but they got outlets in tiong bahru which looks newer
i finished 2 bowls of noodles..half a bowl of rice..1 mantou that night
plus the crab and the tofu and all that
my stomach was round like im pregnant woman walking ard..haha.
even show mummy and she laugh
yea..the dinner was to celebrate my mum's bdae which falls on monday.
i tink will go to that restaurant agn cus the food is nice.
and there is no service charge..jus the gst only
they also cater for buffet..hehe
k la..ten plus le..better go wash up and rest.
tml must chiong for next wks amt and clear my deficit on my cards.
2 more wks till the end of itp!
im gg to miss my colleagues..
esp my two shi fu.. jocelyn and vernice.
they r nice ppl.. and they taught me alot of things. :)
i will miss them....
tink im gg to get something for everyone of them..
in apprecaiation of the care and concern they give me wen im sick
and the help they have provided me throughtout my internship period.

2008-03-12T21:55:00.002+08:00

hais..sick agn
guess it was becos of the weather
i came back halfway frm wrk today
my supervisor ask me to go hm
cus my throat wasnt feeling v well and my flu has jus come back
perhaps it was the rain after dinner last night cus we had to rush back for ot.
so took the shortcut and got wet in the rain
in the end went to c the doctor
given 2 days of mc..phew
so today i got halfday off and whole of tml
can slp more le..
doc say my throat infection on both my left and right side of my throat
then still jokingly say i cant escape from antibiotics this time!
arghs..i hate antibiotics.
still give me flu cum fever med
cus my temp is like 37.2 wen he took it
hais...paid 25 dollars for tat..
jus my one day pay lor.
lucky today got close smt before i go off..
so i took med and tried to nap in the afternn
bt dunno y jus cant slp lor..
maybe tinking too much le..problems keep coming in
had a slight quarrel with dar today also.bt everything is fine now
and he is sick..and claim that i pass to him de.
dun have lor. i only had flu on weekends
hw can a flu pass to him become sore throat
must be him pass to me de.
anyways.. we are both sick la.lols
but his is more serious. upper respiratory infection.
hais..so jus hope we can get well soon ba
anyways..he got a 2 wks break now after his 7 wks in tekong
so i got my 2 days off..but we cant meet or else will pass to each other agn
so only can stay at home and rest..
i jus wanna say..i miss him alot!
hehes. get well soon bee!

2008-03-06T23:17:00.001+08:00

i jus log in to blogger to say..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL!

haha..u must be honoured cus i actually log in at 11 plus jus to post this to u.
eh..i work ot today ok! so dun blame me. i only reach home at ten!
kz..gg off to bed now! sweetdreams everyone!

2008-03-01T22:43:00.001+08:00

happy 1 year and 5 mths darling:)

although u are nt with me now.

but i noe our hearts are linked!

hehes. and im sure u wun forget.

hais.y u cant bk out tis wk neh?

then we can go out le! sians!

im looking forward to next wkend!

yesterday spend the leap year alone!

ok la..i still got tuition yesterday

so.. hav no choice. cant go out too!

hmms. today woke up at 9.30am

then i watch doremon.

then went to bathe and eat bf wif mummy downstairs

after that come home and change met ww and go douby

we had manhattan.

wah..had a hard time removing the shell of the prawn for her

in the end i still did it.. hahas..

cus all the while wen i go out is darling who will remove it for me de:P

so i tink he is expert in doing that le..

hahas anyways.the meal was nice we went to walk ard!

and i bought cherry's birthday present

nth really amazing..

but jus a simple gift from chomel

i took a long time to search for smt nt too sparkling but nice.

cus there's really nth much to buy.

i jus hope she likes it wen i gave it to her tml

and i bought smt for dear and i too!

for our 1 year 6 mths:)

hehes..i still owe him valentines day one.

although its done and ready..

bt dun have the chance to pass to him.

anyways..jus hope to c the smile on his face.

nth ex but its handmade k..

i put in effort in making it de!

hmms..then we went to buy ribena

and went to ww hse watch ISWAK 2

there cus my com got prob a bit siao siao one eh..

one moment can use one moment cant

now i change my internet to singtel from m1 le. faster!

YEAH!!!

k la..im tired. gg off soon tml gg out with cherry!

yipppieee!

i miss sch! i miss my friends and tchers!

and i miss MY BEE BEE!

2008-02-22T22:00:00.002+08:00

FINALLY THE MUCH AWAITED WEEKENDS ARE HERE!
now i noe y adults say better study wen u have the chance
work is so much harder
i have to deal with different customers everyday
with different behaviour.tat response differently as well
and got scolded wen i read the name wrongly today.
hais..suan le..nt entirely my fault ma.
shldnt dwell into in..cus its COMPLIANCE!
anyways..sales hasnt been good for me
ive only done 3 bt this wk.and sold 4 family card altogether
i guess others close more receives and amts than me lor.
esp the "old folks"..
but one thing good is that my colleagues are v nice ppl
although din really mingle with them..
and the supervisor is good too..she's very nice
had twice of lao hei this week..haha
one with the team the other with the company ppl.
still rmb yesterday one..we had to lao and run at the same time
cus everyone was simply splashing one ano with the yu sheng.
and i worked ot yesterday till 9pm
so must claim cab and meal fare la..lols
hao la..i wanna go rest le. goodnite! have a great wkend!

2008-02-16T13:48:00.003+08:00

hmms.one wk of itp alr.
very tired arh!
i have to wake up as early as 6.45 wen my work starts at 9am
cus the stupid 106 took ard 45 mins to reach millenia tower.
anyways..first 4 days were training..followed by 2 tests which u must score 80% in order to pass.
wah..xiong lor..in 3 days u have to absorb everything and perform well for the test on day 4
at least i manage to pass both with 90 and 92 marks.haha
and i was put under the sales departmart under the team call ignite
will be trained to make sales calls on day 5 and next wk mon
then from there shall start my own calling and earn commission!
pls dun give me hard customers!
lucky the ppl there are v nice..if u ask them any qns they will ans u
my supervisor also v nice de..hehe
however.lunch hrs is 1 hr and the food there are like 4/5 dollars that kind
but the food nt bad la..ive been to food terrace..food republic etc
then valentines day im spending alone this year cus my dearie cant book out
yea.so will be celebrating post valentines ltr.. after he go home and clean up and rest.
hehes..ive prepared a very special present for him..
but still not yet completed. soon to be.
ive asked him to exchange our presents only next wk la.cus i haven complete
wonder wat he got for me..haha:)
i took my metal swatch watch that darling gave me to the shop on valentines.
cus the battery finish le! arghs..
but good thing is the person help me polish and remove scratches
so now it looks like new and shining again! :)
k la..im gg to take a nap b4 meeting him ltr. v v tired.
tml gg sentosa for family day!!! yeah!
i miss my sch mates..i miss sch!
countdown for itp: 40 days to go! (based on 5 day work week excluding wkend!)

2008-02-11T22:23:00.000+08:00

wah..so long nv update le..
sry..i was busy! haha!
wish everyone

XIN NIAN KUAI LE!
GONG XI FA CAI!
HONG BAO NA LAI!

hahahah:X
first day of work today..
very tired..
thurs still got 2 test eh..arghs
i kenna sales support eh..
and heard my in charge is the avp!
arghs...hopefully can get to learn more things la
today still ok..like gg to sch for lecture
we even did tutorial lor..some qns to calculate.
then end early today..ard close to 4 can go off le.
somemore i start at 10am today..haha
tml is 10.15am..so can slp more:)
and dun nid to wear formal on wed n fri!!!
isnt that great?
maybe this is considered a blessing in disguise ba..
although the pay so-so only.bt can get to learn things that we learn before.
but i dunno y they wanna put me do sales when i wanna do admin eh!
sales nid to hit quota one eh!
hais...nid to memorise alot of things for thurs test
tml dear booking in le.hais.
jus now we went to eat dinner tgt
wen to this chinese restaurant at westmall
cus he went to visit his grandma at bb
food ok la..haha.
he treat me dinner today:)
early celebration of valentines..with no presents.
but its ok..cus he is there:)
i still dunno wat to get for him
today search the whole place for his battery charger also dun hav.
hopefully can see one soon.
then dun hav to fan le.
hmms..k la..i nid to rest le
yesterday 3am then reach home..went ah yi hse
so today nid more rest..if nt sick agn darling gg to nag le
kz..jiayou for work everyone!
happy itp-ing

2008-01-27T21:41:00.000+08:00

things really aint the same without you ard
i dun even hav the strength now.
esp with so many problems.
im no longer strong as i seem to before we r tgt
its u who melted my heart
and tell me to rely on you
now that u went army..
i cant rely on u anymore.
during my emo days..there wasnt anyone like you who will comfort me.
i really wish u were here!
come back soon! 10 days pls pass quickly and end slowly.
i need my protection..my kai xin guo.
waiting for you.....

2008-01-26T12:47:00.000+08:00

yesterday was the first day me and dear were seperated
it was the 1st time we were seperated for 2 wks..actually nt really la..12 days
he will be back on the eve of cny..so hoping to c him
he ask me whether i wanna tag along his family to buy nian hua on eve. c how ba
i really miss him alot.
whole day tinking of the days wen we were tgt..
wen i will get sms every few hrs.
yesterday was nt so bad..he did sms me cus he was nt busy
the tough starts only today.. so i only receive an sms from him at 5.20am today
yesterday wen we were toking on the phone droplets of tears flow down..i guess he did too.
poor him has been missing his family and me..
we chatted a while on the phone before he needs to go and do some packing.
i guess this is really an obstacle for us ba..
y everytime we get seperated de?
i hope 2 years will pass real soon.
and hope we can be tgt forever.
i miss and love you alot dear! i hope u did too! :)

2008-01-24T21:04:00.000+08:00

2 papers down..2 more to go!
had one of my most dreadful paper today
and i remembered that previous time i had this particular paper..
i had a nightmare of diahorrea that day. and was down with gastric flu
similarly..i had diahorrea today..bt only once..due to stress ba

dear is gg into army tml:(
i'll miss him alot! although i jus saw him few hrs ago
spend our last few moments tgt
2 weeks cant c him at all..stupid confinement
all the way until cny!
i hope cny comes soon! then i can get to c him agn le!
how sad can it be? wen i can only c him once a week.
and each day can only tok a while on the phone!
i'll miss his voice..and his hugss and kissesss!
hmm..our photo in my wallet tore..cus i shldnt have put it inside..
it stick onto the plastic..and wen i try to remove it jus now..it tore
now i dun dare to move it alr..dun make it worst
even if im gg to change my wallet..im gg to cut out the layer to keep!
thats wat i told him jus now!
i'll be counting down to the days wen we will c each other again!
and will be waiting for ur calls and sms every day!
i promise u i will never part with u again! :)
i love you!

hope my juniors who got their o level results are happy with wat they have
and goodluck to all those taking exams with me!

2008-01-17T18:26:00.000+08:00

jus when everything doesnt go my way..
there is still a loving daddy mummy and da jie!

daddy could c my black face yesterday..and knew i wasnt in good mood
no matter how many times i cried...its still the same
but right now..im feeling a lot better. and have put things down
daddy even bought two boxes of sushi back jus to cheer me up
and thk me for doing the clothes today.
it has been long since he bought me sushi :)
I LOVE MY FAMILY! and i always do..
jus hope things can get better quickly.

thks for being there darling..
and also my cousin emily..who has been concern abt my family. :)

and last of all..i will only respect those who deserves my respect.

when i nv shout back at u doesnt mean im afraid of you!
im jus keeping my cool only.
so dun blame me if you push me to my limit!~

2008-01-16T11:11:00.000+08:00

im hurt. and im sure everyone is
yesterday was a hard night to slp
and a bad dream too!
i wish everything culd be normal..
back to usual..
but i guess its hard now!

heart shattered. tears rolling..
everything isnt the same anymore!
i guess this is the worst phase in my life
with everything being so complicated
wen i became so scared tat even dear cant comfort me
i tried to escape to lala land
but reality hits me with the truth
i try very hard nt to let it affect me
but somehow being a cancer im too emotional

i wanted to run away from home..
but then i noe my parents will be worried
i wanted to concentrate on my studies
but im too affected by emotions
maybe being a cancer is nt that good afterall..too sensitive
even when someone is crying over the phone i will cry tgt

i really wish i can have some peace to go thru my major exams for the next two wks
i wish there is somewhere quiet where i can study well
i wish dear wun have to go into army so that he can be by my side
i wish dear is on leave now to wipe away all my tears and give me a big hug
i wish he can put my heart back piece by piece using his TLC
i wish my family can be happy!
i hope time can heal all wounds and everything will end with happily ever after

i wish
i wish
i wish.......

i miss you dear!

2008-01-13T13:12:00.000+08:00

hmm..yesterday was a wonderful but tiring day out!
went to sch on the early morning to do BLAW proj with cheryl and desarie
wah.the sch com lab all not open eh! in the end we hav to resort to ask a tcher to open a room for us to do.
finally completed 2 qns in 2 hrs!
and thats the end of the blaw proj...phew!
after that i came home...xiao yi and francine came my hse
chatted with them and ah yi went to help my uncle clean his hse
so i bathe francine and pat her to slp..
wah..had a hard time getting a 5 yr old ger to slp eh..
took me like half an hr of coaxing and patting
then i left my hse at 2 for little india to meet dear
reached there ard 3 and waited for his work to finish
we walked from little india to raffles city
the starbucks was damn packed!
then we ended in coffee club instead...
the mocha was nice! got ICE CREAM!
after that went to walk ard raffles city and city link b4 waiting for kun and kel to come
too bad waiwah cant be here for this gathering..GET WELL SOON!
we went suki yaki at marina sq..
had my filling meal of meats and yong tau foo!
after that we shopped and the two guys were like sitting down every now and then
morale of the story! DUN BRING GUYS OUT FOR SHOPPING!
we went to harry's bar at esplanade..first time bar-ing
had blue lagoon- sprite plus vodka plus smt else
and NACHOS!
kel's drink was damn strong..
we played finger guessing game..and also act and guess game
till ard 11 plus we left the place...
was v v tired..kun was like a bit nt steady le..lolx
she keep on laughing..but nt to the extend of drunk la
i ask dear send her home cus their hse nearer
and kel send me home!
on the bus saw chuan linn and ros! so long nv catch up le!
hmm..had a good day out and really enjoyed myself!
at least nt so stress le..
btw, my neighbour ask me to give her pri one daughter chinese tuition.
i was still considering abt it..any suggestions?
cus i scared i'll be packed with work and stuffs.
on the other hand its a good source of income during the working period cus my mum wun give me pocket money then
and i guess the pay for internship is good enough to survive me for transport and food only.
another advantage is that my chinese wun go rusty after two years of nt studying.
nevertheless..i still love chinese:)
summore dear gg army le..no one to tok to me every night.i nit to find smt to kill time as well
hmms..still pondering over it..
lets c how ba!
going to chiong studies this wk alr! COME BACK MY A's!
for all i want now is a happy family and a stable relationship..and of course... good results!

2008-01-08T21:12:00.000+08:00

everything is in a mess now!
family matters..
uncle in hospital..
endless projects..
upcoming examinations..
leo club stuffs..
dear gg NS soon..

someone pls give me a break!
im having headache this few days..
but din do anything abt it.
i dun like to go sch this wk..but still must attend..
not v efficient in studying..
promise i'll start to pia next wk alr!
i wan my GPA of 3.4 to be hit again!
but right now cheryl ask me aim for 3.0 first!
i got no confidence in MA2 alr.. hope can pass jiu hao le. or at least a C
next wk im really gg to work hard. no time to slack
i dun wanna forward module or anything!
i dun wanna disappoint my parents!
i want my family to be happy and healthy!
and i wan some peace for now....
but i noe i hav to complete my BLAW project first.
so..lets hope for the best!

I WANT EVERYONE TO BE HAPPY!

2008-01-05T19:48:00.000+08:00

i am depressed!
and this time its nt becos of him.
someone pls give me some peace!

2008-01-01T11:24:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

jus as everybody was busy counting down to the new 2008
i was busy fainting at the marina bay
lols..i scared dear off yesterday
dunno issit becos i drank alcohol with an empty stomach or issit my low blood or my time of the mth
it cause me to throw up..and then nearly blank out.
i felt terrible..
maybe cus not enough air too cus there was a crowd.
but the fireworks are nice:)

before everything happens...
we went to marina sq to watch a movie.. AVP2
sitting at the second row is v terrible
the pics are moving so fast and making me giddy
we bought popcorns and coke
and before the show started..half of it was finished.
guess we were hungry and dint take dinner cus there was too many ppl
went to mac after that but couldnt find a place to sit
so we went 7 eleven and bought alcohol..and also cheezels
he suggested we shld celebrate and we r legally 18
then we went to find a place near the esplanade and sat down
opening one of those bottles. (we bought 2 and get 1 free)
he taught me finger guessing game..haha..and i always lose to him
only open up one bottle.. and in the end i throw up at the countdown
normally wun be like this de eh..i can drink 1 bottle of bacardi and nth happens
maybe cus empty stomach ba.
anyways.that bottle wasnt nice at all!
towards the end of the fireworks we had to fight hard to get out of the place
in the end still sit there and wait till the crowd is off.
then walk to take night rider home
i slept in his arms the first time..
from the part little india to my hse.haha
i guess i gave him a fright..and dun tink he will bring me for countdown again
last yr wasnt like that! lolx.
reach home ard 3 plus le.. then went to bathe and slp
the weather was so cold....
i had a good day with him:)

HAPPY ONE YEAR AND THREE MONTHS!:)

2007-12-29T21:57:00.000+08:00

everything is ok now. so dun wry
the next time im gg to stress is projects!
arghs..ive got close deadlines to meet
and there is gg to be a board meeting in week 2!
i'll b busy again!
i miss my friends.....
and of course u!

thks for those who care abt me! esp my gerfriends.
dun hav to mention the names right? u noe who u are!
special thks to all! :)

I LOVE YOU!
the day ends with a smile again....
happily ever after!

2007-12-28T23:46:00.000+08:00

now then i realise....
there isnt happily ever after in fairytales
and so does this real world.
i dun believe in happily ever after now.

jus let me be alone!

I WANNA GO BACK TO LALA LAND!

2007-12-26T22:46:00.000+08:00

IM HOME! haha..its now ten plus le
had a long day shopping!
tell u a story..
shiny was supposed to meet cherry at 11.30am at clementi interchange
in the end 11.48 le.. shiny realise cherry has not reach
so shiny decided to call cherry to find out where is she..
to her surprise..cherry took 197 and got herself in JURONG EAST instead of clementi
lols..she was suppose to take 196 to clementi interchange..
in the end they met at 12 at clementi mrt..
morale of the story: check the bus number before u board..even if it is one digit difference.
opps. dun blame me cherry for publishing ur story!
we went to taka to shop..the bus ride there was freaking long and WARM!
we walk to plaza sing next to shop for more
bought 2 presents for my cousins..and cherry bought for her friends..
had a good time shopping and chatting with her..
then at ard 5 plus i went to meet my cousins at vivocity
we went to eat at secret receipe..had the catch of the day with lobster sauce again!lolx.
then went to chat ard..had a fun time with them..
sis went to drove me home! hahas..had a pigletful of christmas this year!
thks to cherry and jies! ive got 3 more piglets adding to my collection le!
gg off now cus my room light spoil again! IM LIVING IN THE DARK!
hais..jus wanna say,
I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND! *HUGS*