wishhingg`

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

not a v good day for me
jus suffered a round of disappointment
dar promised to go out with me tml evening for dinner de
in the end he has to go for his family dinner
i dun tink this is the first time alr.
v v disappointed.
i hav nt seen him for more than a wk alr
cus i ask him to pei his family on sat since he gg back camp on sun
so i guess i wn be seeing him till sat.
maybe i shldnt be missing him so much
then i wn hav this kinda moments happening.
there isnt anybody to blame for this
but im jus unhappy that all the things i plan is completely gone
i even pushed my tuition to sat morning jus becos of him
and yet now im being left aside.
i noe he don't feel good as well.
now..i rather next time he dun make this kinda promises to me

jus now on the bus i sat there thinking
would it be better if i was single?
then i wun hav to wry so much.
i wun hav my time so packed and yet still squeezing out for him
i wun hav the kinda neglected feeling inside me nw.
i wun feel that im nt being wanted.
tat is jus a thought.
i nv think of breaking up..

right now i jus wish saturday's date would be perfect
cus im jus so depressed right nw that 1 tub of ice cream wouldnt be enough to cheer me up
i guess at least i need 5 big tubs.
im compromising this time. i jus hope no one will spoil our date on sat.

im tired...really really tired..would you hold me tight instead of me holding u this time?

fashionUwant wishhed*
6:21 PM