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Saturday, August 23, 2008

i notice i culdnt resist the temptation to blog.
after reading some of my friends blogs.
alot of feelings jus rushed thru my mind.

esp wen i read xinyi's blog.
yi qie gui ling.
i experience this before.
when u tried so hard to forget smt
so hard that u fought ur way to become so strong
when no more tears were being shed
so that u wuldnt be so vulnerable.
and yet when it strikes u back.
u arent able to forget what has happened.

i remember putting my blog nick as:
i love to walk in the rain cus no one will notice im crying

i guess all this doesnt matter anymore.
cus right now i've found back my wall.
the wall that went missing and came back
i guess im nt those kinda girl that can survive on their own afterall

what he told me yesterday was sweet.
he asked: do you know why a guy's hand is always under a girl's hand?
i replied: i dunno
and he said: thats because when u fall, im there to catch u.

i guess it jus cleared all my doubts within these few days
the kinda insecurity i had.
esp wen im sick..down with flu and cough
bt its this kinda special power that allows me to move on
to motivate myself to study hard.

no longer do i need to bottom my feelings.
no longer do i need to cry in the rain.
no longer do i need to act strong to protect myself.

i guess i've finally found my answer.
somehow..i feel secure..
i feel so xinfu
to have a loving family, loving bf.and also precious friends.
friends like waiwah, qiukun, ros, bel, xy, hz, cl and cheryl

thks for being there:)

i treasure our friendship..always:)

i love my family. my friends

and of course, u :) my beloved half!

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