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Wednesday, July 25, 2007

i had a bad dream..
i dreamt that i was in jurong west area searching for my grandma
and i dunno where is her exact location
dad doesnt wanna tell me wen i ask him
and then i was so worried and everything that i cried
and woke up crying with tears rolling down
it took me ard 2o mins to cool down and everything
first time waking up with tears on my face
guess i really missed her deep in my heart.
my one and only grandma whom i loved alot
i still remember i cried till downstairs can hear during her funeral
cus it was in the morning wen i got to noe she died
and i burst into tears the moment i heard it.
i missed her so much. the days wen we spent together
sharing birdnest. my dad used to buy alot for us cus we love it
but nt now. no more birdnest. no more sharing of joy. no more ah ma.
i smsed dear wen i woke up and he din reply till ard 9 plus wen i was back asleep agn
anyways. i will always remember her in my heart
the one who is always there to take care of me, to share things with me..and when im young, to keep my toys for me..to play monopoly with me..to cook chicken for me..all those little little things we did tgt
and the days wen i accompanied her downstairs to chat with her mates cus we scared she fall down..
i stayed there from 3pm to 5pm everyday and waited for her to get ready and go home.
and i remember everytime she will give me 40 cents to buy an ice cream to eat while waiting
its so loving. i love childhood days wen everything seems so perfect.
and i will always love her no matter where she is.

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