wishhingg`

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

cramps stayed with me thru the night
regretted on the pepsi.haix
and refused to take medicine.
how stubborn can i get?
walking the path towards the bus stop
i culd feel my heart is aching agn
wats the reason that cause it?
issit really smt wrong with my body
or issit some other reasons that i dun wish to face at all?
and. ive hurt my right arm too yesterdae nite
now it pains me wenever i move it
why so many things happen this year?
sprain my left ankle twice.
then running away from some things which i dun wanna face
constantly facing stress by projects and other things
making myself so moody for nearly half a year
flashbacks abt the past?
down with a fever in the middle of the night
cramps that made me roll on the bed for whole nite
ive tried to make myself stronger
not to cry over things anymore.
bt yet i still feel so insecure.
maybe poly life dun suits me
how i wish i was back in sec sch agn.
sometimes i really hate myself
for nt being able to perform well in every aspects i wish to
yes.nt everything in perfect.
and i have to keep on trying..
im tired...really tired..
i nid a support to rely and cling onto.
gg back to lala land for one wk.
dun bring me back to reality pls.

fashionUwant wishhed*
5:33 PM