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Sunday, June 25, 2006

wow..im so in love with the alumni!
now listening to the songs we sung
its really nice!
remembered the daes wen we were tgt
practicing so hard for this UNITE concert?
all the joys and laughter we had
the strong bonds btw the alumni
and the conflict with ms lim
the common interest we had..
that kinda bonds we had?
i will never forget those daes
its the happiest moment i had ever since im outta my darkness and lala land!
it really brightens up my mood..seeing ur almost everydae
looking forward to each choir practice..
its no longer dreadful alr..im so in love with it
hope we can go hk next year..and maybe the thailand thing tat ros mention to me!
looking forward!
if only we videoed ourselves..i tink it will be much nicer..
capturing those happy moments..haha..it will always stay in my heart!
images of us keep running through my mind
esp wen we sung goodnite sweetheart
the smiles can be heard too!
lols..im jus so happy!!

slept at 3am..really too awake..lol
then all the way till 1pm todae..haha
i really slept tt long..forget abt my breakfast..
mum cook crabs todae..it was nice!
so i took lunch.. and then watch tv till 4pm
its really unproductive i find
then went to bathe..and then started on accounts agn
after asking amanda wat is petty cash yesterdae..i can complete my qn finally..thks!
then listen to songs..and went for dinner with mum dad erjie and bernard kor
it was nice..sat down to chat..
the dinner was actually to celebrate father's dae..last wk no time
hmms..and i finally noe y me and my sis age gap is so big..lol
so yeas.. then came back home and watch tv agn
lol..i was questioned by my dad todae..
he thought tt kor was my bf.. cus he n ww send me home twice todae
and he was at the window wen i came back the second time..
i tried to make the lift go down so that ww and kor wun have to go to 11 then come down agn
and he saw it..and thinks y is he with me for both times..
and thats y he questioned me..lols..he dint noe waiwah was there too
plus i tink wednesdae the guys came over my hse..waiwah wasnt there..thats y he suspected!
i gave my mum and dad the -_- look! and explained to them the whole situation
how come we will meet agn..lol.from start to end!
i was tinking..so watever guy who send me home will be my bf issit? that was so lol
and then my mum ask if anyone is courting me..i jus smile back without an answer..lol
then dad sae must OPEN MY EYES BIG BIG! [zhen da yan jing]
anyways..they din noe abt my past two relationships..cus im so bad to keep it from them
as in i noe they will object strongly la.so its best nt to sae
bt my sis noes it..
so everytime wen im sad..or watsoever..wanna cry..i have to find a place
somewhere where they wun noe..so that they wun question
yea..im so bad nt to tell them..bt maybe in future ba..nt now
LOVE is a painful thing to me..ive completely lost my confidence in it
i jus feel im nv gg to be a good gf
so maybe single life jus suits me:)
my only aim now is to study well and get to the uni
and maybe also to sing well in the alumni!
the rest i will jus brush it aside for the time being
my heart no longer aches..bt i m still unwilling to open it
perhaps once bitten twice shy..
im a happy person now agn!
yebs..tats all for todae
tml is the start of TERM 2!
hais..no more hols! wish the next one comes soon!

i lived to be.. the very best
i want it ALL..no time for less!

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