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Monday, June 19, 2006

back to blogging!
slept at ard 2 plus yesterdae
i dunno y its so hard for me to sleep everynite
issit becos im too tense up or smt?
hmms..anyways..woke up at 8am tis morning
how i wished i culd actually sleep longer
mum make breakfast for me while i bathe
that got ready everything and went out to meet kor
of course i remember to bring kenneth's shoes with me..haha
it was drizzling bt i lazy to take out umbrella
then take 105 to dover mrt
saw angyi and also adelia
went inside the convention to sit down
hmms..we watch how the drama were performing and we were like -_-
after tt it's choir's turn
alumni moved to the last row to help check out the sound
this was the first time i tried to sit at the very last row to watch
then we have to moved down wen its our turn to sing
id dem dem still ok..
boohoo! ros have been moved away agn..
now its like all the altos on the left and im the only one on the right
and kor happens to be the last person on the right..
which he told me he dint wanted to..
singing in this mixed position is quite exposed bt its a brand new experience
hmms..i sorta go out of tune at parts cus i culdnt hear myself..
imagine u r trying to hear ur sound with two tenors beside u
ive been trying to increase my volume like siao
fighting my way thru..one moment in time is more exposed
bt kor encourage me cus he was standing beside me..hahas
after tt we had scarborough fair
tt was the worst i believe..
then went out of convention
ms lim spoke to us in a 'rude' way
nt as in rude la.bt somehow i feel she is nt respecting us
true enough we aint respecting her too cus we argued back
bt how do u expect us to respect her wen she speaks in THIS manner to us
*points ros blog*
guess wat happened.. ms chamb dint wan to give us complimentary tickets
and its becos she tinks the sch doesnt owe us everything
in fact it provided us with air con and room all that for practice
and also she tinks that the present choir or dance or band deserve it more becos they put in more effort than us and we r only singing 3 songs!
so wat if we r singing only 3 songs..and its not 3 la..its 5!
we still put in equal effort to make the performance perfect
and indeed we sound much better than the current choir i believe!
plus the cost tat we spend on our clothes and shoes tat are nt subsidise AT ALL!
and saeing that is the sch that give us the platform to perform
we wanted to back out bt we have to bear the cost of the booklets since we had our names printed on it alr
hais..i jus feel that ms lim's tone of toking to us is nt right
if she wuld have spoke to us nicer..we wuld have listened to her
like if u imagine ms wong toking to us abt tis issue instead..we wuld have accepted it
and also abt the hair issue
they tink tt cus we r using the sch's name..we shld have our hair black and not any other colour
we shld listen to wat ms chamb saes. cus ultimately we r using the school's name!
so okay lor..we can always change our name! we can dun use KRV ALUMNI
hais..bt after all the argueing..we tok to ms ho
still going to perform..
bt the reason for performing is becos we give ms ho and ms wong face
and also for our passion to sing..bt nt for the sch!
yebs..and have addtional practice tis wk ba
then i went for my ideas project while the rest went dunno where
i actually told my grp members i nt going cus todae was suppose to do the surprise card
then in the end some cant make it so change to wednesdae
so i tot i shld go and contribute for my project as well
climb up tt stupid hill and reach tt library at SB
then to find out only hanming dewei and desarie were there
and abel said he will only come at 2pm..wen he meet the rest at 11am todae
in the end we all got fustrated of waiting and went home!
actually promised neo to let her do shooting at my hse todae..bt cancelled it due to the card and project
in the end both were cancelled!!!
anyways..sry to neo cus i last minute tell u i cant make it
came back home and ate lunch..nearly fell asleep on the sofa wen watching tv
mum is nagging agn cus i din help out and sat there watch tv
hais..i dunno y la.. always pick on me
y issit that i have to do housework? im like alr so tired lor
sleeping at 1 plus 2 plus everynite waking at 8 plus every morning
come back wanna have proper rest also cannot
guess u will noe y im so stress ba
and in my condition of lbp..i cant always stand up esp in afternoon wen im at home
cus wen im out im usually walking so there isnt change in blood pressure
wen im at home i usually sit and once i stood up i will blank out immediately
hais..dunno la.. i wanna sleep then my dad jus call me and i cant sleep agn
i really need rest bt i jus cant rest!
one dae if i ended up in hospital they will noe the reason y
anyways..tml i still got project to do and to buy the card materials with kor
i tink we need more practice before sat comes!
wanna make it a perfect one to impress ms chamb! thats wat me and jiesi agreed on!
and he said that wanna leave a deep impression to the guest of honour too!
to remember there is this thing call KRV ALUMNI!
really had a bad dae todae...haix..

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