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Sunday, May 21, 2006

im really having bad cramps now
mum forbid me to take the cramp pills cus she saes its nt good for the body
i have to bear with it and only apply medical oil then
i really have no mood to study for tml's test
its like so many facts..so many definitions
and now im in pain like siao
i really cant stand it and i break down jus now
although i promise someone i will nt cry..
bt i really cant stand the amt of stress im in
im really a weak person..
i use to cry alot..bt i tried my best not to now
i even try to hold back my tears jus now
its the most unbearable thing to do
i guess i will be dead for tml's test
im nt fully well prepared
and my stupid cramp is making me no mood to study at all
i guess my sis has saw my moody face jus now
she asked wat happen and i jus sae im not feeling well
i really cant hide my expressions now
watever it is..jus let me leave in my own lala land for two wks
cus these two wks there r test and project
and i guess i will have a break after tt and i can do all i want to cheer myself up
i really miss ice creams now..bt i cant take it
i shall be off to study again...
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edited..
the worst thing i did todae was to force food into my mouth during dinner
cus im totally nt in mood to take anything since im like in pain like hell
bt then i dun wan my parents to worry..so
i resort to pushing in food to my mouth..and took minutes to chew it before swollowing down
my dad culd c tt i wasnt in mood and ask me wat happen
i really hope the pain will stop
cus i need to concentrate on my revision for tml test
i really nid that 100% concentration
someone pls help me get the pain off..
i really cant stand it anymore..
it has been like tis since 2pm...ive suffered enough!
bye..im off to study agn.. :'(

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