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Friday, May 19, 2006

i love class outing!!
yea...dbf 22 really rocks!!
todae was jus another dae for me
bt i woke up exceptionally early
cus i culdnt really sleep
i tot the flu med last nite and i guess i slept ard like 2
then todae like 7am jiu wake up liao
nth to do.. i took my MOB and started studying for the coming test
trying to occupy myself with watever ways i culd
maybe im running away frm sum things now..
bt jus let me be at least im happier for this moment ok?
i tried to sleep back but i cant
then bought breakfast and ate
not really much of appetite
do some housework at home before batheing and gg to sp
went to help waiwah make the sticker thing
then walk to SB for MOB lecture
after tt our class went to LOT 1 for class outing
im really nt in mood for anything todae
bt somehow i try to pretend i m..im like hiding my true self todae i felt
i ate 6 plates todae only
and i find the rice getting more and more sour
took pics with my class peeps.
and then after tt some ppl wen to the toilet
i was jus looking down to the ground floor
tinking abt somethings and somehow..edwin notice tat i wasnt happy todae
he asked me why bt i actually din wanted to tell him
bt in the end i gave in and told him the whole story
and he was the only person i told abt wats happening on
cus i really dun wish to let anyone noe abt it..i dun wan ur to worry
he consoled me and ask me nt to cry
cus he sees that my eyes are alr starting to tear
at least wat he said did cheer me up a little
so we went to watch DA VINCI as a class
before tt the gers wen to take neoprints..
i love those we took todae
the movie was nice..except some parts i really dunno wat its abt
bt i jus watch on..the room is damn colddddd...
then after the movie the gers went toilet
some of the guys went off and then i guess edwin was the one who waited for us
maybe he experienced it before thats y he culd tell me so much
btw..hes attatched..
bt its good to have a friend like him
to give a pat on ur shoulder to sae its alrite.
although he noes that during the movie..i may forget everything
bt after the show..everything will come back
i took mrt with the rest at ard 9pm
then i alighted at my stop and bide gudbye to them
walked damn slowly home
listening to songs...
and watch my tv show before coming online
sadly no good friends is here
i guess im gg to do some tuts before i go to bed
then tml can go MI carnival
i love u guys! thks for making my dae happier :) i will be alrite..sooner or later
and millions of thanks to EDWIN! my dae is really better after wat u said..

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10:31 PM