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Sunday, May 21, 2006

i find that im like blogging more now
becos too many events is happening ard me
hmms.. ive set my diary in mydeardiary to private
cus i dun wan anyone to view it anymore
i rather leave that place as the place wen im gg to write wen im sad
i dun wan anyone to c me on my weaker side here
so this diary is only meant for my happy moments with all my friends
previously it was semi private cus some of my friends out there can read my thoughts
bt i began to close my heart again
cus wen its open..i get stabs and left alot of wounds..
i dunno wen issit gg to be open again
perhaps wen im ready
meanwhile..im living life as it is to be
waking up every morning feeling the same
and having a hard time to get back to sleep every nite
i tink i will become a panda soon..very very soon
yesterdae i really cant sleep
its like im feeling so warm..my body temp is like v high
then wen i went to adjust the fan to a higher speed
i felt so cold and i cover myself with a blanket...and i felt v hot.
its like there isnt a temperature suitable for me to sleep in.i felt so irritated by it
and my mum jus scolded me for nt eating finish my porridge
i left half a bowl of it on the table...
its nt that i dun wanna eat..its really im nt having any good appetite now as i have said in the previous entry
9.33fm is playing waiting for you now..
its such a sad song..
and a sad weather cus its raining...
toking abt songs..ive changed my blog song to zhen de by angela zhang shao han

tian kong tu ran yi pian liao kuo
yuan lai ni shi zhen de yi jing li kai wo
zai wo bu shou xi de shi jie guo xing de shen huo
bi shang yan rang lei shui hua luo
ci ke ni yi zhen de yong yuan li kai wo
zai ling wai de ge mei you wo de shi jie
zi you de zou

yet another sad song..suits my mood now
i guess my left ear really got some problem
it hurts now...
and wen i sing in choir or like listen to music via my earpc
i will hear a zzzzzz sound..its really irritating
tml is sch again.i wonder how will my mood be
cus tml got MOB test..then thurs got ECONS test
plus my grp need to hand up IDEAS project by thurs and present it
im really having a bad headache now.
i culd feel that the pressure is pushing me
poly life aint tt great after all
i began to ask myself have i make the wrong choice...
bt ive alr make mine..so i have to persevere in it
now i jus need some motivation to study well
i hope holidae comes soon and give me a break...
im really really tired...
sometimes i dun even wish to hold on........

fashionUwant wishhed*
11:36 AM