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Monday, July 25, 2005
my starry world*

my starry world*
*sickandtired* yos starry...life is jus so stressful..i cant take it anymore man..how i wish to end mi life now lor..at least i dun hab to tink..dun hab to study..dun hab to face anyone..hais..y is sec 4 life so bad..how i wish i was back to sec 2 or 3..at least there ish still some happy moments tt i am willing to stay on for...hmms.todae went sch straight away study geog..yesterdae went down to hab dinner wif mum..then went to the tent there to help the rest..they were burning offerings..yeas..help to carry them to the burning place..after tt came home at ard 9 plus..then started on my geog till ard twelve? soo tired..listen to wu ding before i slept..todae was a tiring dae too..i fell ill now...was habing sore throat..feeling painful wen i tok..shall nt tok too much le..first lesson was maths..ms tiong doing application on integration agn..so sians lor...after tt was english..mrs siew suddenly wan us to dig out the anglican paper..manage to find it somehow..then she go thru the text type all tt..yeas..after which was chemistry...bmw seems to be bad mood..we hab to copy 20 lines todae..cus one of them sae smt wrongly..ended up whole class must do..i saw a bird..it hit onto the window..and then drop down..lucky there was a small landing near the window..if nt it culd hab fell to the first level..imagine a person knocking onto a glass..i bet the bird does feel pain..poor it..hahs..then was recess..ate minced meat noodle..not so bad lar..after tt was ss..went to ava rm..kun told me alot of things..and we started laughing..hahas..then after which was geog..habing test..suddenly i sneeze..i tot nth..then after tt my nose become watery..i raise my hand for ms lim to come over and help me borrow tissue..kekes..and i hab been sneezing non stop frm then..hais..so scary lor..mund n kun were laughing at me..hmms..bio lesson..ms fahizah was dissappointed at our class cus alot of them did nt do the tys mcq on germination..lucky i did mine..bt din do structured..haha...bt din get scolding..cus she onli wanna focus on mcqs todae..after sch i laid on the table..feeling cold and bad..guess i m gg to run fever soon..the weather is jus too bad nowadaes..and i nid the comfy of my jacket to keep me warm..mund din bring his todae..so i hab to suffer in the cold..hais..he told me he took it out in the morning..hmms..after tt i do my chemistry lines..and then went for physics remedial..clear dunman high paper 1 todae..40 mcqs..hahas..my cousin's sch..he is definitely smarter than me in many ways..wif psle aggregate of 250 plus...and my sis likes to compare me n him cus we are of the same level..i jus hate tt lor..peeps hab different callibre rites?..hais..anyways..i took 189 bus home todae..cus it was raining and i noe i culdnt afford to be in the rain and get more sick..its jus too stupid to do tt..so i walk home frm central wif kk n ww..then hab dinner wif papa...yeas..ttz abt it..of wat i did todae..hmms..my diary entries r back in another webbie..horrays...i goanna cry if i lost them..hahas..okies..time to go off..tml got chem n mt test..wish me luck..tatas.

fashionUwant wishhed*
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