wishhingg`

Monday, July 04, 2005
my starry world*

my starry world*
*imprettyconfusedmyeslf*
heys starry blog..there is alot of things i bottled up in my heart now..realli alot..i dunno how to explain..who to trust all tt..in the end i told all the things to one person jus now..of course i wun tell u who issit..cus i dun wan anyone to question tt person..and tt person is the onli one i trusted now..hopefully all the situation can be resolved soon..i m sooooo trapped..btw two different sort of situation..dun try guessing cus u will onli get it wrong..or perhaps sae i m tinking too much bt i guess i m clear of wat it is now...pretty indeed..and i hope i wun choose the wrong step so tt i wun hurt anyone in the end..for now...lets wait and c..i din even tink tt this sort of thing will happen ever to me agn..its jus too scary to hab two coliding situation..i hope no one can guess wat i m saeing..and no pt asking me cus i wun say out to anyone..is nt tt i dun trust ur..bt i guess tis time i shld do it myself..sleepless nites has started haunting me agn...and there is jus a big rock in my heart..pressing against it..i hope i will remove it soon..and tt includes the phobia...i will get over it soon man...i will try to resolve it soon..hopefully before my bdae..cus i dun wan it to turn out a sad one although i already predicted it to be one...aniways..all these is part of learning process..yea..and i hope everyone will be happy in the end..dun add on anymore things now peeps..i m already quite depressed by these two..thks..

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