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Friday, May 06, 2005
my pinkish world*

my pinkish world*
*sometimesirealliwishunoehowifeel* rainy day todae..the weather was jus so bad..in the morning..i studied geog wif gab..sit down there n started reading..hmms..i heard abt a song..dunno wats the title and singer..bt the meaning is gd..it saes abt two peeps who seperated..they both gt their own lover..bt..they still miss each other and the relationship they had for 2 yrs..hais..tis is realli a sad song..hmms..geog test was cheem...i dun realli understand the qn...so i crap all tt i can..hais...then mt test was okay..i used all the tings tt ms yeo give us..hmms..hope i can score ba..boss was in a devasted mood..hahas..cus there dun seems to be a narrative for him to write..he cannot put in his song lyrics tis time..lols..me n ww was laughing.cannot compete tis time le..lols..i went to foyer to collect my chocolate cake..seems nice..i went to the h.o.d rm outside to c..then suddenly kor gave me a hmmm..sound...frm behind my back..lols..i tot who was tt..when i turn..i hab a fright..i wonder who is tt stranger there..lols..then he start toking to ww..then i finally realised tt it was him..hahs..3 mins to realise tt it was my kor..lols..wats tt man..he jus dun seem to be him lor..maybe cos of the colour contrast..tt the sky was black..make him look more blackie..hahas..gave me a fright man...hees..then walk to the foyer..tok to ww..then also to kk..after tt headed for the bus stop..but we stand at the shelter there for a long time..cus it was raining heavily..and i forgot to bring my umbrella todae..so we waited for one bus then another..it was jus so cramp..run to the bus stop when the bus came..lols..me n ww were drenched..soaked..haas..then went clementi central..it was still tt heavy..walk the pt way home..my shoes were soaked tis time..the mrt station hab uneven paths..so there seems to be flooding at certain parts..so cold..nv expericed tis in my life b4..especially when u r holding a big box of cake..hahas..reach home..i was all wet..frm head to toe..hmms..suddenly feel lyk walking in the rain..bt it is exam period..hais..i gave my cake to mummy..hope she feel happier..then she keep asking me how much..haha..i din sae..i jus sae 10 plus..dun wanna tell her the exact amt.lols..i went to bath..it was so cold..then come out..mummy cook maggie mee for me..hahas..how nice..wif bacons..ate and then went to fold clothes..went online and tok to kk..after tt went to nap for hrs..then wake up watch tv..tok to xy as well..called mei to chat..hmms..then watch hai tun wan lian ren.hmms..after tt tok to her agn..she cried..i feel sad for her..y must guys always breaks ger's heart ne?..i dun get the pt..i jus hate guys..they always make us cry for them..they jus leave us wif broken hearts..and we kept tinking dae n nite abt them..issit worth it..hais..i kept consoling her..hope she feel better after crying out..sometimes i wish to cry out also..cus i realli cant take it..bt i jus cant burst out..it seems lyk i m difficult to do so..i jus kept everything inside..at the bottom of my heart wif holes on it..it will nv heal..cus there is jus too mani hole to be repaired..it is adding on..everytime i tink..everytime i c smt..i sometimes realli hate myself..y must i fall for a guy..y guys always breaks my heart..i jus cant understand..is tis fate?..hais..i feel so upset everytime i c things i dun wish to c..i sort of stab by a knife..its realli painful..but wat can i do?..life still goes on..hopefully..a miracle can happen ba..bless her too..hope she can get over tis..and my cousin too..always heartbroken becos of her stupid bf...i always c her suffer..tt guy jus don worth her love..she puts in so much effort bt the guy jus don apprecaite..wats tis?

fashionUwant wishhed*
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