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Wednesday, April 06, 2005
my pinkish world*

my pinkish world*
*irealliwishtoforgetthosepastmemoriescuzitshurtingmebadlyinsidemyheart*pinku..todae seems to be nt a realli gd dae for me..i m feeling down as usual..perhaps of the things tt happen todae..some i cant mention here..but there is one thing..i m lost in the jungle agn...i dunno where to head for now..i m heartbroken..deeply injured...will someone pls heal it and bring me back to the rite path..i wan to leave tis misery pc of land and nv return agn..
todae..went to sch as usual..then first lesson was maths..go thru the e-maths booklet..she gave us more and more hw..and i find myself nt able to cope agn..realli damn alot..she is giving us by paper..and expect us to finish in a short time..i hate tt..after which was chemistry i believe..gg thru pollution todae..and water as well..nth much..her lesson was sian as usual..after which was ss..went to ava rm..hab discussion..do wb..after tt was english..as mrs siew was late..we hab a poll in our class..of who was born in which hospital..then we gt 6 for MAH and 6 frm NUH..lols..tt was the most interesting thing of all..cus the rest of the hospitals hab less peeps..we r comparing private and restructuring...and of course..our class peeps frm NUH r tallie..hees..ttz includes me! still gt edmund..mahi..jden they all...nt bad actualli..lols..mrs siew came in a period later..tt means 2 periods of english..hooray..forget to do her wsht..lucky she nv scold..cus onli 2 did it..wells..no time..and i forgot lor..do another wsht she give us.in the end go thru the mindmap thingo..recess was next..ours was special..jus cant forget wat happen jus now..it realli upset me..hope it nv happen agn...went to canteen to buy food..hab noodles..we joined 3 tables..some were on the other one..not sociable..hmms..ms fahizah came and join us..lols..we hab lotsa fun..agree to hab tis every wednesdae..class bonding..ms chow came up as well..and she sae its a wrong timing for her to come up at tis time..hahas..so bad...ms chamb came up as well..we all were laughing..she din scold us..cus she noe we habing fun...two tchers were laughing too..hahas..went back to class..hab mt..tt tian xie han zi test..lols..tried my best...then was breaktime agn..stayed in class..another thing happen..so embarassing.but it doesnt change the decision in me..went to wait outside the double classrm..hab the mock test..actually nt a test..we were discussing lors..sit there for 2 hrs plus..scared by the loud thunder..nearly screamed..i m timid at times..i gt to admit it..after tt went back to class and pack up..hab some tok wif st..feeling a bit better..then went to the bustop wif ww st and kk...when reached esso tt busstop..saw kor ..auntie and uncle...hmms..then me and kk went to the optician shop..din enter..jus walk him there..lols..cus he walk me home the last time..i mean last fri..so i walk him to optician..then went home..watch the tong hua mtv agn..jus dl yesterdae..so touching..the ger died in the end..hais..y isnt there gd ending...wells..hab a nap jus now..was so tired..then wake up watch hai tun wan..so touching too...catch more tml..wells..gtg..still gt eng draft..geog..maths and reading log to do..dun tink i will be able to sleep till 12am agn..hais...okies..tata..

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