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Sunday, April 03, 2005
my pinkish world*

my pinkish world*
*yigeyongyuanbunengbuhuidedong*pinkuish world..back agn to blog on yu..seems lyk i m here almost everydae..perhaps i hab alot of things kept inside..jus tt i din express it out..neither will i blog here..cus there is so much peeps reading...shall blog it down somewhere else..hmms..yesterdae din sleep at all..i was tinking abt stuffs the whole nite..although ms wong and ms lim wan us to get in bed early...i thought of alot of things..abt studies..abt tt old lady..abt friends..abt everything..jus cant get myself to sleep..promise to hab a gd rest todae after watching my turn left turn right..we must get GOLD tml..it is my aim too..and i hab been revising my dance steps too..SMILE everyone..dun give gloomy faces to ms ho..think of the raise eyebrows..cheeks and drop ur jaws..we r sure to perform well if everyone cooperates.let tis be the chance for us to showcase our talents peeps..be thickskin..dun be afraid of the dancesteps or singing..be brave and confident in urself..bu yao qing yan fang qi..fou ze dui be qi zi ji..i m sure we can do it..jia you..pray for choir..hmms..i believe tt our hard work will pay off...becos we make an effort to practise all the things..wells..missing lessons for the first half of tml..lucky..3 periods of a-maths..i m gg to die..poor kun..sitting alone..hope there is no change in the sitting arrangement..or i will miss kun's company..hee..must hab alot of patience when u r sitting in btw kun n mund..they r veri hyper in a sense..hee..but i love to sit wif them..cus i enjoy their company..even though i always sae kun noisy..wonder will the new plan work out..will ms chow object to it..hmm..i gave up on sleeping at 8 tis morning..jus cant sleep at all..aniway..i did close my eyes..jus tt the mindset did nt off..hmms..went to eat at 9 plus..then went to market wif mama..came back and bathe..then yin yin come jus now..she veri naughty..beat me agn..*cries*..so bad..din realli play wif her cus i was beside the com..surfing some webbies..ehs..hw still nt finish yet..i goanna die le..feel lyk sleeping now..perhaps i will take a short nap ba..cus i nid proper rest..feeling weak todae..guess the stomach flu is acting up..can sense it..hope it doesnt start tml..cus is our impt dae..beginning to stop eating much le..cus of it..i miss fried food..1 wk le..haben eaten any yets..refrain myself frm doing so..even gt some temptations now and then..hais..i will resist..its onli after tml..it will be fast..and i m gg to munch all i can after tt..i promise..and i m gg to eat lotsa ice cream to put away all my bad moods...i wan it to dissappear..and i wan to find back the happy me..dun wan to live in this sad world ever agn..its too bad..making myself suffer dae by dae..even hab to pretend to be happy when u r nt...realli bad inside my heart..pray for tt old lady to get well soon..i m praying for her everydae..and i believe tt the dae will come soon..she will be discharged and can go home happily..hope tt her children takes gd care of her too..dun let her be so depressed and tink so much..be filial to her..cus she has spent half of her life to raise them up..it is nt easy to do so..wells..yin yin jus went hope..after half a dae of ruining my hse..is in a big mess now..hope to clean up ltr..my rm ish in a mess too..hmms..but i clear my table le..okies..i guess i hab been blogging for veri long..time to take a rest..if possible..i will update u tonite after my show..i miss tt movie alot..hmms..gtg..tata..

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