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Saturday, March 26, 2005
my pinkish world*

my pinkish world*
*n0niv0m*pinku! i jus hab my dinner..todae dun hab tuition..recieve a sms frm my tuition tcher saeing tt she nt free in the morning..so i slept on frm 6 to 11..at least todae i can sleep without thinking..ros has persuaded me thru..perhaps she is the one tt realli noes me well..knowing wat i nid..and telling me wat is the rite tings to do..where to go..at least i m nt stuck at tis path..losing my way..with no one to walk me out...ros came and bring me out..and i m trying to do so le..jus wish everything will past..lyk last time the chalet cycling trip..i actually past by alot of places of memories left..orchard..old national library...everything will jus pass by..although it does takes time..perhaps 2 years for tis..but i will try my best..giving them my blessings as well..i will leave secretly..(=..and also nt to spoil our relationship...still as wat we r now..and foreva will be..although i might feel hurt now..heart is shattered into pieces..but time will heal..and ur will get to c the happy me agn..hees..may dissapoint some of my friends lyk xy. des and nt to forget kk..but it is realli no pt waiting on..y nt let them stay happy..and one dae i will also find mine..cus i m the one tt is too late..no one has to be blame for tis..hope ur understand and give me ur fullest support..will guide me along tis dark path till where i c another path of light..lets nt tok abt tis things now..i will put them aside..as i was saying..todae i woke up..then on the com..went to friendster to change my pics agn..i onli changed one..realli enjoyed myself during the chalet..at least there is time for me to scream my heart out at the sea..a time to wish upon a star..shooting star..look at the sky with my friends..run with mahi to get all troubles out of us..nt to forget those positive answers tt the bk of answers gave..makes me really happy..full of joy..but somehow or rather..i chose nt to believe it now...i promise myself nt to cry for guys now..must stay strong..how i wish i can go ecp agn..tat nite was realli nice..wif the sky full of stars..giving me time to admire them..and the cool breeze..although we din get to c the sunrise..hais..todae i hab been wif the com for the whole dae..dun wish to do any maths now..it will make me go mad..next wk must be prepared for choir..almost everydae..even sat...preparing for syf which is the following mon..still tinking whether i shld cut my hair..it still looks straight after 9 mths..hais..jus now was watching meteor garden..my mum cook hor fun todae..for my brunch..then she cooked fried rice for dinner..plus grass jelly for dessert..nice...hab a stomachfull of food now..todae i kept eating..will feel hungry after 2 hrs..ate alot..wonder how ish ros todae..wat ish she doing now ehs? i nt sure..perhaps i will get to c her online later ba..hmms..no one seems to be active on msn..so sianz..jus now onli kk was toking to me..hais..nvms..i will go and watch tv now..tata.

fashionUwant wishhed*
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