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Monday, September 13, 2004
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heyos..todae was tired ehx.woke up lyk usual..530am..soo sleepy..haiz..first dae of term 4..hmms..todae got bio test..pray hard tt i can score..cus i crap all the way..dunno watz the answer..tml got e maths test too..sghz..i was onli informed todae ehz..n hab to study 2 chapters..hope i can pass bah..hmms..i failed my english again..sobsob..got 20 marks..mrs siew mark veri strict lors..actually first qn is correct one..then she mark as tense mistake..take away my 1 mark eh..at least give me half a mark lah..hmms..tml got bio practical..haiz..sian sian..todae he gave me a letter..i read it liaoz..n ttz the qn i hab been tinking dae in dae out..shld i break up wif him....i thought thru alot..realli..i felt tt no point being together when there is no love for him..n i also dunno wat happen to me..y i accept him in the first place..haiz..maybe cuz then is jus a crush bah..hmm..i tink i hab to be firm wif my answer..cannot change..cuz it will realli affect us..in one way or another..we hab nt been communicating much todae..partly due to i too tired le bah..so i tink i will nt waste his time le..jus tell him..n tis time i promise i wun cry..wun be sad..cuz life still hab to go on...n i will realli work hard on examz..i wanna go japan..hmm..i noe ur hab been discouraging me in making tis decision..especially randy..cuz it is onli a short while..but i rather we behave like last time..so happi..even though nt together..at least there is joy in both of us..hmms..hope he will understand ba..i finish my a maths hw le..jus now make a mistake..so i hab to liquid off the whole chunk...haiz..i begin to tink back..issit becux i dun hab much communication wif him..or issit i dun love him anymore..n my ans is straight frm the heart.i dun love him le..but i still will treat him as my boss..cux i tink it will be a much happier ending tis way..let him find another ger who can realli love him..when is time to let go i hab to let go...i tink i hab nt think wisely last time..maybe is all my fault..dun tink well enough...history takes its place agn..haiz..wish his heart will heal soon..n i promise myself nt to get into any relationship at least for now...maybe nt in my secondary sch life agn..cus it is veri hurting..stressful..n moreover i tend to neglect the other party..in one way or another.cus i m too packed wif my work..i cant take stress n pressure..i will realli go mad one dae if i do.sry friends..make ur worry again.i noe ur hab been consoling me...especially todae...di is always the one...asking me how m i whenever he sees me..i feel tt i m realli xing fu..to hab so many friends around me..consoling me..listening to my problems too..another person is kelvin..always there when i nid someone to speak to..thks alot....ros kun zhen ww n bel too..always there when i needed them...hmms..i guess i realli no mood to write on liaoz..tis has been a saddest entry i hab written ba..but i realli hope his heart will heal soon..sry abt tt..realli sry....

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